All my life it's like I have been fighting with myself over if I'm normal or not. And finally this year I have been finally getting the answers I really needed. I have fully accepted that I'm psychic, and normal.
Last Friday I was sitting with my mother (who loves to show it off to her friends that her daughter is a psychic). She called in a few of her friends and I did some number readings, nothing too big. But then one of their sons, David (my age, and really cute) came to pick up his mother. He found it quite interesting what I could do and wanted a reading. I was really nervous because being a 16 year old girl, boys aren't my strong point, especially him. When I sat down to guess his number it's like my brain went blank.
I felt really dizzy and luckily I got the number correct but ever since then it's been shriveling up. I don't know if it's just because I'm stressed and nervous right now and that's why this is happening or if I'm stressed and nervous because I'm losing the one thing I really love about myself.
Did my emotions for David spark this? Can I get them back? How do I find a way? I'm really agitated, like a fish out of water. Now I realize how much I have been depending on my abilities to get through the day!