As a forward, I'd like to say this was written July 19th of July 2009. It's an account of what I've learned to call my "Awakening", and I've been trying to upload here it for a while but was unable to. I've submitted another story on this website expressing my concern for my life about how drugs were controlling me (I come from what is referred to as the "Rave" scene).
Now that I am able to upload it I'm very interested in what other people have to say about the things I witnessed and foresaw during this vision. I've been given clarity through continuously speaking with my higher self, and I believe that we are undergoing a rapid change as a society, and we're about to go through an explosion, and many more people around the world will be "Awakening" to their purposes in the universe. I believe it ties into 2012 being a shift for mankind in a 'upwards' direction. GREAT THINGS are around the corner!
Written July 19th, 2009
Firstly let me make it clear I have not been taking any drugs other than natural supplements, weed, and an occasional aderoll.
I was relatively sober upon receiving this vision (just a little high).
The trigger was simply continuous questioning. For every emotion I would feel behind words, I would question it within myself.
I would question all motives, and observe and jot notes in my mind.
In my spare time I would relax, and visualize myself as a happy person, in places I want to be, and simply exercise my imagination, pushing the limits, many times to points my head would spin and hurt.
Finally it happened as I learned enough information for all the dots to connect, and form one massive picture. First a tear started to leak out and my heart would beat faster as I came closer to the TRUTH.
The truth is defined as our ACTUAL existence, it is WITHIN us. It can only be defined by your inner self, it is your true self.
Most people view themselves only as others would view them, consistently trying to find meaning in the world that surrounds them, that would commonly be referred to as "Reality".
The truth is what we previously thought was reality is simply an illusion. Our bodies and emotions are vessels for us to exist in this illusion, and paint a reality within our own minds.
The truth is that we all co-exist, on this "other" plane.
EVERYBODY has access to it, especially children! And no offense, I'm not judging by age, but typically the ones most in touch with it are the 16-18 year olds these days (and of course the younger the better)
As my heart beat faster, I felt a sense of love begin to bubble inside me chest, and it grew until I could no longer contain it and it burst from my chest, and I cried and cried and bawled for hours with appreciation for living...
This is how we are supposed to live...
I felt pure infinite love for the life I was living, and for all life around me, and I saw myself from a 3rd person perspective, looking through the Eyes of Christ WITHIN myself at the world, and it was gorgeous, it was beautiful beyond all description, it was pure happiness beyond description.
Everything clicked, we are all linked by this force, we all exist in our vessels in this illusion.
Evil is defined only by fear, if there is nothing to fear, then evil does not exist.
To face your fears and step outside your comfort level in this "illusion" is a key step to understanding the "Truth" for yourself.
There is no possible way to simply show this to another person or PROVE it.
You must FIND it within yourself.
Above this, during my Epiphany, my purpose became clear, and a message was given to me that must be spread. The world is RAPIDLY changing and GREAT change is near. More and more people are waking up to similar purposes and truths within themselves as everything finally begins to click.
I feel the first step is to post my experience for public reading so that if anyone has any questions about what they have felt their entire life, we can try to figure it out together...
In the mean time I'm working on exercises that will help you to understand yourself and love yourself, so you may come closer to the truth.
Release your bonds, let's join hands and embrace this great change, SPREAD THE LOVE to the people you love!
It will all rub off!