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My Awakening And What I Saw


As a forward, I'd like to say this was written July 19th of July 2009. It's an account of what I've learned to call my "Awakening", and I've been trying to upload here it for a while but was unable to. I've submitted another story on this website expressing my concern for my life about how drugs were controlling me (I come from what is referred to as the "Rave" scene).

Now that I am able to upload it I'm very interested in what other people have to say about the things I witnessed and foresaw during this vision. I've been given clarity through continuously speaking with my higher self, and I believe that we are undergoing a rapid change as a society, and we're about to go through an explosion, and many more people around the world will be "Awakening" to their purposes in the universe. I believe it ties into 2012 being a shift for mankind in a 'upwards' direction. GREAT THINGS are around the corner!

Written July 19th, 2009

Firstly let me make it clear I have not been taking any drugs other than natural supplements, weed, and an occasional aderoll.

I was relatively sober upon receiving this vision (just a little high).

The trigger was simply continuous questioning. For every emotion I would feel behind words, I would question it within myself.

I would question all motives, and observe and jot notes in my mind.

In my spare time I would relax, and visualize myself as a happy person, in places I want to be, and simply exercise my imagination, pushing the limits, many times to points my head would spin and hurt.

Finally it happened as I learned enough information for all the dots to connect, and form one massive picture. First a tear started to leak out and my heart would beat faster as I came closer to the TRUTH.

The truth is defined as our ACTUAL existence, it is WITHIN us. It can only be defined by your inner self, it is your true self.

Most people view themselves only as others would view them, consistently trying to find meaning in the world that surrounds them, that would commonly be referred to as "Reality".

The truth is what we previously thought was reality is simply an illusion. Our bodies and emotions are vessels for us to exist in this illusion, and paint a reality within our own minds.

The truth is that we all co-exist, on this "other" plane.

EVERYBODY has access to it, especially children! And no offense, I'm not judging by age, but typically the ones most in touch with it are the 16-18 year olds these days (and of course the younger the better)

As my heart beat faster, I felt a sense of love begin to bubble inside me chest, and it grew until I could no longer contain it and it burst from my chest, and I cried and cried and bawled for hours with appreciation for living...

This is how we are supposed to live...

I felt pure infinite love for the life I was living, and for all life around me, and I saw myself from a 3rd person perspective, looking through the Eyes of Christ WITHIN myself at the world, and it was gorgeous, it was beautiful beyond all description, it was pure happiness beyond description.

Everything clicked, we are all linked by this force, we all exist in our vessels in this illusion.

Evil is defined only by fear, if there is nothing to fear, then evil does not exist.

To face your fears and step outside your comfort level in this "illusion" is a key step to understanding the "Truth" for yourself.

There is no possible way to simply show this to another person or PROVE it.

You must FIND it within yourself.

Above this, during my Epiphany, my purpose became clear, and a message was given to me that must be spread. The world is RAPIDLY changing and GREAT change is near. More and more people are waking up to similar purposes and truths within themselves as everything finally begins to click.

I feel the first step is to post my experience for public reading so that if anyone has any questions about what they have felt their entire life, we can try to figure it out together...

In the mean time I'm working on exercises that will help you to understand yourself and love yourself, so you may come closer to the truth.

Release your bonds, let's join hands and embrace this great change, SPREAD THE LOVE to the people you love!

It will all rub off!

Smile =]

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hales3 (9 stories) (115 posts)
14 years ago (2010-03-24)
First off, let me say that it is true, every one believes their regular day routine is "reality". This is indeed, not true. These people are just existing. They are living by what was taught to them. Get a diploma, go to college, obtain a life long career, and start a family. Granted, getting a good education and starting a family isn't bad, but obviously, it isn't the right path for some individuals. We are all meant to do different things, and in the end, what do all the degrees and years of "hard work" really lead up to? It means NOTHING. Absolutely NOTHING. This is why I have an incredible amount of respect for the people who go out and do the things they dream of and don't live by what they are told. Life is beautiful, cherish it. I congratulate you on your awakening, and I do hope you stay away from the drugs, for I am the child of an addict.

azuredeath663 (2 stories) (5 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-16)
Artine, I just reviewed your post having gone through what I believe was an awakening of my 9th chakra just today, and realize you were communicating with my higher self through your own.

I feel and imagine my conscious has ascended into a sort of cloud rising towards earth's atmosphere, and as I microwaved some Kraft Easy Mac, time had a visible perception in my minds eye, and I perceived myself flowing through it, and glimpsed into branches of the 5th dimension splits that occur at all times as time flows.

It feels as if something is flowing through my brain from behind in an arc towards the heavens. Perhaps I am mistaken but it appears to be pinkish/red?

And on that note, A strange sphere appeared in my bodies physical eyesight perception for a brief moment (blink of an eye) as time's perception became apparent to me.

It was bluish mixed with a pink color and a hint of green on the outside.

It opened like a cat's eye and then instantly closed.

Any help on what is happening to me and how to further this and develop it?
azuredeath663 (2 stories) (5 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-16)

I feel a strong gravitation towards you and I don't know why. Reading your post tears leaked from my eyes and my heart began to race. Can you please email me at flavablastgfish [at] I'd like to get to know you.

To answer your question, an image has been forming in my head of a girl that I've never met, however; my current love life as far as romantic connection is almost non-existent. I am begging to realize my potential and will accept nothing less than something that can match it where I can share a very deep and passionate bond of 'romantic' love. I'm beginning to realize English is not the best language to communicate in, trying to separate types of Love!

I feel a deep connection of love to women around me then and I can feel their feminine energies and finding more of my deep friends are women.


I completely agree! To release all negativity with in yourself and to truly love your existence within itself, is enlighten, awe inspiring, and brings me a step closer to understanding the "Source" we derive from.

I would love nothing more if both of you had a myspace page and added me.
Saikatanas (40 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-13)
I am not full awaken, but I remember it all. My past lives, my purpose here and the future that has been stored to us all. You are in deed aware of it too.
I can see myself in the 3rd person seeing things objectively. The dependencies between other people and ourselves is what changes who we are. To find yourself you need to see yourself in the 3rd person and let it go.

REMEMBER THIS: Love is not what humans think of what is love. True love encompasses all the creation in the Universe and the attraction between atoms (so literally speaking everything) for me hate is not the opposite of love, hate is just ignorance, for love doesn't have opposite. If you feel that amount of love (just as I do) use it for you and for others.

And one more thing, you should realise that drugs may be used has a catalyst, such has shamans use spiritual herbs. Specially LSD and magic mushrooms, but remember that is hard to interpret.
Saikatanas (40 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-13)
"Now that I am able to upload it I'm very interested in what other people have to say about the things I witnessed and foresaw during this vision. I've been given clarity through continuously speaking with my higher self, and I believe that we are undergoing a rapid change as a society, and we're about to go through an explosion, and many more people around the world will be "Awakening" to their purposes in the universe. I believe it ties into 2012 being a shift for mankind in a 'upwards' direction. GREAT THINGS are around the corner!"

You know already about the New Earth. Gratz for discovering that from your own.
andriagonz (4 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-10)

Im not reading the other bloggers... Some of their energies are not on the right place. I was brought to this site to read your posting. What you are explaining has happened to you is happening to me. Yes everything- even what you withheld from saying I have experienced. I came from a breaking point in my life only to restructure it completely and in the process have discovered everything you are saying about mainly what we can explain as love. Yes, I now understand clearly the importance of God. He has spoken to me throughout my life but recently has spelled it all out for me imensely... Starting of course with the immense rush of love and understanding you've felt. Does 11:11 ring a bell? My angels were presnting this number to me like crazy for 3 years until I finally figured out what it meant. Instead of looking within yourself you also- as you are doing- seek help from those who understand you so you could further understand what is happening to you. Maybe this pertains to you... Hm... How is your love life? Anyone special?... Hm maybe a twin flame? Let's see how similar our enlightenment experience is!

Artine (4 stories) (52 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
RE: Languages and the Mind

It should be noted that among Anuhazi and Chinese, English is one of the twelve 'sacred' written languages, with Anuhazi being the first.

It should also be understood that the mind only does what it's programmed to. It cannot think. Consciousness resides in the energy field around the body. It contains information that is behind the self-healing that the body performs on it's own. Thinking is down with the Consciousness, not with the Brain. The accumulation and fluctuation of energy is around the Third Eye because that is one of the two points where energy is directed from the Consciousness, to the Soul.

May Love,
And Light,
Guide Your Path.
Follow Your Heart.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
azuredeath663 you are not being preachy you are right word is a communication it has been told by other nations and religons if there was no speacking comunitcation or speack in tounges I think it has been a while but the only communitcation every one can learn and never lose is sign language. 😁 But if you follow the list you put up has its flaw with pride if you are the one who looks in the mirror and see your self its not about one person but about all of the people I we should look out for each other and not stab each other when they are not looking I can be wrong but I don't know it all I just know a little to make a living. 🤔
azuredeath663 (2 stories) (5 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
Also I apologize Cyo if I seemed preachy, yeah I am by no means trying to preach or say I know everything.

I will openly admit to knowing next to nothing.

We will never begin to understand anything unless we understand that we know nothing.

Words are simply a means of communication.

Existence is understanding
Understanding is existence

You are your own destinty,
You are your own will
You believe anything you want
And I shall do the same
Just love yourself above all else, truly be happy with yourself. Make the person in the mirror become the person in your head that you want to be and aspire to be...

And then you will live a happy fulfilling life here, and it will spread towards those around you! (IE Laws of Attraction, google it!)

Also I agree, Artine, it's not like some magical SLAP IN THE FACE change, it's just a subtle shift, but it's a very important shift towards the development of mankind's mind.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
That is what I meant by prediction Artine people think this will happen by negative things that are happening and decide that this might happen or drift off in a slumber and think this might happen a dream that we cannot call a vishion and you are very right we can only go with what we belive.
Artine (4 stories) (52 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
There is a large difference between a Prediction, and a Vision. A vision is not simply of a possible future, unless it is negative, for if it is pleasant, it will become reality to an entirety. A prediction is merely a theory about the future of any given object or circumstance.
There is a large margin of difference.

To All,
The events that take place within the Earth year of 2012a, are being kept Archaic for a purpose. We already know them. What we will say, however, is that AzureDeath663 only has some of them correct, the ones that he/she has listed. They are minimal in respect to the other events to take place that year, but they are events nonetheless.

In lieu of the prior, it is very nice to hear about an Earth Human who has awakened to his/her purpose for this respective lifetime. The knowledge you obtained we too, know of, and reality is indeed what we shape it out to be, ourselves. Our choices, our reality. Thus, a bad situation we're in could have been changed if we'd made a different choice. And, once more, what matters is not religion nor belief, but why you believe it, and Truth that does Not require Belief to Make it true.

We humbly suggest that you continue to open your mind, and that you continue your works towards discovering more of the truth, and to love all and one. That is your key to happiness, and your key to ascension.

May Love,
And Light,
Guide Your Path.
Follow Your Heart.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
Hmm well I know there is a lot of things that you would call "2012" there has been a lot of predictions but they came up wrong and I am thinking the same with 2012 I will check out your website and I am not close minded I am judging on your decshion of what you chose to say I decided to repsond back but like the guy who was saying the same thing yesterday about predictions I told him out of all things that people say "you are not aloud to predicte how the world will end" sounds like a never ending storie. And I do understand that you think that you have all the answers with a opinon I am glad to hear you mediate and practice on psychic abiltys but you should not be making predctions without a fact. 😁
azuredeath663 (2 stories) (5 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
I have not done anything else (drugs) since then, and what I saw continues to stay true. I've been doing a lot of research on what's ACTUALLY happening in 2012 (Earth's Energy is shifting... Look up- Paradigm Shift-, and how consciousness has a tipping point, before it "spills over" and others will be realizing this too, younger and younger kids.

I have been meditating daily, clearing my mind and I have discovered many truths about humanity and the universe. Colors seem brighter, the world is more beautiful, and I feel more in control of myself than ever before.

Psychic is such a silly word in light of everything.

Mankind is not ready for the ultimate truth as a whole, it will simply be dismissed, but I highly recommend to anyone that is interested in knowing the Truth of the Universe to stay up to date with this website:

It is not some vast conspiracy website or any such thing. It's just little pieces of "the puzzle" that will help us to realize what is TRULY there.

And what is truly there is nothing...

We control our own destiny. We are in charge of our own lives. We are a part of everything, and Everything is a Part of Us. We are Everything that has ever been, and everything that will ever be.

Cyopathic, if you are closed minded, please don't even bother posting in response to my story. You won't be able to understand what I am saying until you open your mind.

I did not make you read this. You chose to read this.


And again I will reiterate that this was written 3 weeks ago. It feels as if an eternity has passed since then for me, and of course I have already come to terms that this is a state of mind that is meant to be attained through healthy body, mind and spirit.

I may have taken the short cut to realize that I EXIST as a whole with the consciousness of the universe, but I have been working on purifying my body through daily exercise, meditation, eating healthy, and of COURSE no drugs or mind altering substances since then.

Hope to hear more comments!
Love, Jordan
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
I don't know what just happened when I read that but I am to nice or out of energy to argue but you are right a lot of people have changed there lifes if its with religon or just by how there life is and well all know how challenging it could be. I think you might want to stay off the pot and weed if you want to make sure you know what you saw I think you might have been on something that makes you think that you can fly so I would call this poetry or a altered state you seem alittle out of it and please do not make me read poetry again... And you already know that no one is going to hold each others hand (we don't want to get sick)
revsilverson (guest)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
the truth has always been with us. Humankind is just now evolving into a being that can understand the truth and the illusion of reality and sleep walking through our lives.

There is a major momentum for spiritual evolution. Many many people are talking it up, writing books and starting a new religion about the change.

For thousands of years people have used drugs to enhance their spirituality. But I don't see how a clouded mind can experience much of anything. Mental impairment at the time of death results in a retardation of the ascension process as the spirit doesn't know it's dead or is confused about what to do.

So "awakenings" become suspect and temporary until the drug wears off. The health of the body is important to creating a healthy spirit. "just a little" high is still impaired judgement no matter how pretty and intelligent you can make it sound.

Love and Light
mkfromcyprus (1 stories) (8 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
that's so cool and really amazing! I have never heard a story like yours!
Maria216 (2 stories) (53 posts)
15 years ago (2009-08-09)
From other websites that I am registered, it has been said that lot of people are awakened now from their spiritual paths and that is true as I would say. We really just have to listen to our inner voice and we'll see that the truth is just around the corner. ❤

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