I can not say specifically when it started because a lot of my life has been a blur. I Do not know exactly how to explain it, the feelings but they feel intense and real. Sometimes I think there is someone following me but nothing is there, at least to the naked eye. I sometimes feel like I am someone else and I am feeling emotions that are not mine. I lay down and there is that state between being asleep and fully awake and I will get an intense surge of weird energy and I will sit up fast and scared. I remember when I was young always having this feeling that someone was watching. When I walk in the woods near my house I feel things I can not explain. I have not seen anything specific its more I feel intense emotions and feel like people are around me even when I'm alone. I was in a car accident and I should have been dead. Where I live the roads are not heavily traveled and a car just happened to run out of gas and a man saw sparks and pulled me out of my car before it blew up. Was that luck or am I being watched by someone I lost who was dear to me or someone else. Am I feeling them though I don't see them or am I completely loony? Even this story is confusing!
Amy L. JohnsonX