Hey everyone. I've been reading posts on this site for a while now but never wrote my own. I have had so many questions to ask people but kind of kept them inside. So by me writing this I'd like to get a lot of advice as to what to do. Thanks!
I think I'm going to start off telling you about my childhood. I started getting these night terrors (as my parents would call them) around 8 years old. I would wake up from a lucid dream in the middle of the night, freaking out. I would get out of my bed and yell and stuff like that. Sometimes I would go downstairs and watch tv with my dad. I would talk and talk and talk. I really wish I could remember what I talked about, as it would probably be useful to me today. I know I talked about things that made no sense to my dad. I had these night terrors for a couple years but I can't remember how often I would get them.
Anyway, here I am now 16 years old and kind of confused. I started reading this book about remote viewing that my dad introduced to me. This subject was new to me and I found it really interesting. From this I started reading about OBEs and Astral Projection. I started smoking marijuana and I became really precognistic and psychic. Up until this point I totally forgot about my OBEs when I was younger and I really liked being high because it gave me the feeling of my past. I picked up some books about astral projection and I became glued to the subject. This where I changed from smoking weed for fun to smoking to learn about life. I started getting signs and such from my guides that I asked for. I really want to know how to take those signs and learn who I am and what I'm here to do.
I've tried contacting my guides and I know they have responded but sometimes I just don't get the message. Do they even have anything to tell me? I know I'm forgetting so many things I need to tell you. But thanks for reading this and please help me out in anyway because I'm not even sure if what I wrote makes any sense nor any importance to most of you.
P.s I've just recently stopped smoking because I don't feel that I need it in life anymore.