Do not take the title completely seriously, I am NOT dying... Physically anyway. Emotionally I'm a mess. I don't know what to do. My abilities are leaving, and they're a massive piece of me. I wouldn't know how to move on if I completely if I lost them.
So I'm desperate to for help. I need a direction to follow.
Here's a list of my abilities that are disappearing;
My ability to see demons and shadow ghosts.
I was kind of Empathic for a bit, now it's on and off.
My Biokinesis and seeing my spirit guide; a Black Panther, is still intact. But otherwise the one listed above are on the verge of disappearing.
Before you jump to conclusions and say 'they're meant to leave' or something, I don't feel like they are. I feel like this is a problem I need to fix, and I need it soon before I have to fix it from nothing.
I'm trying to do this on my own, but like I said before I can't do it on my own.
I first realized this when someone made me jump. And as unimportant as this sounds, no one ever gets a scare on me. Ever. It's like I just have a feeling to expect the unexpected, and then they try and scare me it doesn't work.
Now I'm jumping two feet in the air!
Besides that I've never felt so weak and vulnerable all my life... I hate this. Completely totally and utterly hate this.
So please, please, please, if you have any way to help me tell me. I'm desperate!