I lucid dream all the time, and I can control my dreams really well, nearly whenever I want, but I have this other weird thing happen.
If I feel pain in the dream, that part of my body will hurt, be cramped, or bruised like it happened. Of course it's a weaker version, one good example is once I got attacked by a bear, and I knew it was a dream, but I was panicking too much to control it, (that's another thing, if emotionally I'm too stressed out, it's a lot harder to have control) and the bear slashed from my shoulder down to my hip, and the dream ended.
For days after that area and all around it hurt, and I had problems eating because I had no appetite.
The most recent dream that's been concerning me happened so randomly, and out of the blue, and I feel like this one sticks out more then the rest.
I'm thirteen, but I think I was fifteen in the dream, it was hard to tell. But the whole thing what happened was over the pregnancy, and my trying to get money, and trying to deal with being a pregnant teen, and I felt everything like the ups and the downs, and I could feel the actual baby in me, feel it move, it's heart beat, everything.
Finally it came time to push the baby out, and it HURT. I could feel the pain, and the baby moving down, and I was so tired if I didn't know better I would have sworn it was real. I had a little boy, at seven pounds and four ounces, and his name was Nathan Michael (my last name will be anonymous) and he was a gorgeous baby, and not just because he was mine, he was a beautiful little boy. The moment I saw him my heart just floated and he was what my entire self centered around. It was the deepest feeling I'd ever felt.
The rest of the dream was just me looking after him for the first few months, and it ended that I was sitting with my legs up, holding him, and I told him I loved him and I woke up. The after effects weren't surprising for the most part, I felt extremely tired, my stomach felt stretched, and anything above my knees and below my belly button hurt horribly, and I had a weird waddling walk.
But there was more. My stomach felt empty, I felt like I was missing something really close to me, I was almost depressed, and I couldn't fully understand until it hit me I wanted Nathan.
It's been about two, maybe three weeks and I still feel like I'm missing something, my stomach still feels empty, and it's killing me.
I'm desperate for an answer. Why do I miss Nathan? What does this dream mean? Was it a premonition? A warning? Someone please help me.