It has been a year or so that I have several confusing events and some sorts of deja vu which that visions of events I was seen a year ago or month ago. I do have some kind of premonition of things that almost and mostly happened on me.
I ignored this since this is too seldom except my empathic skills. My empathic skill is the most bothersome skill I have before I acknowledge it. In further researches I have done in the net since I don't have a psychic friend her in Philippines and us gifted will be considered fools here. Society is so harsh for us here.
When I was 10 or so I was so annoyed that when I read a sad, harsh and something brutal I could feel the possible emotion of the person involve as if I was present there. This includes movies, ads and all sort of media even in scientific books I could harbor what the author feels.
Sometimes when I touch somebodies things or property that is too dear to them I could sense and have a short vision of some of their thoughts or the event which that thing witnessed either sad or happy memory.
The most common is that I could feel if the person whom I am talking to is still interested on what I am talking or he/she is just fooling me and trying to see to it that I will not be annoyed and make me seem that he/she is still interested.
If I sensed that he/she is annoyed I will immediately cut off the conversation and say a formal good bye.
I am not sure if this is clairsentience or just empathy or another gift aside from this two.
Another annoying curse or gift on me is that I tend to thirst for others life force and I have some sort of proof with this.
Lately it was about three years ago since I experienced this kind of phenomena when I have a chance to be alone at all. It was our semistral break.
There I stayed there during my vacation and I decided to stay away in public and just sleep, eat, yawn and sleep again. Sloth mode I said.
After a two days I felt really drain as if I had a fever but I don't. I could move but I really feel weak deep inside me. It seems that I don't have an energy. After two days I did have a checkup with our local doctor and he said that I was not sick at all.
During that time I am in crowd and I saw a small kid. Four years old I think and I greeted his parents since his elder brother was my classmate and his mother knows me as well. I said my chance. I touched the boy in his head and in instant I feel rejuvenation.
As I passed in crowds area I am starting to recover. I was annoyed by it and I did a research about it and I found out basic on facts in the net that I was one of the Psi-Vamps.
Now I know what should I do and I do control my feeding habits. Usually I feed on sad emotions and it is delicious if I should compare it to food.
This is just one that bugs me a lot.