A endless void, draining the life out of me. What it is, I do not know. I wake up feeling exhausted, I go to bed feeling exhausted. I feel like I'm on the verge of passing out during the day.
I can physically feel it draining me, almost sanguinely. I feel as if I hate everyone and cannot keep a relationship more then a month. I constantly find flaws and bad traits in whoever I'm with. I have premonitions and disturbing visions. Listening to music used to help me feel rejuvenated, but now it doesn't help me anymore. I'm worried that there's something following me. I constantly feel as if I am not alone when there's no one else in the room. I've felt a light touch on my shoulder only to look and see no one was there. I have people introduce themselves to me, in my head. I brush them off as my rpg characters but I do not believe they are. Devine is the latest one, he is a spirit from the 1920's.
Can anyone please help me with this?
It's starting to physically exhaust me and I wake up and go through the day feeling like I'm going to pass out any minute. I do not have any chronic diseases or diabetes either, I went to the doctor about it and he said nothing was wrong. I'm worried for my life's sake.