I was writing, not because I think I'm psychic, but maybe haunted rather... But I need some advise from anyone. I have never really talked about it much to anyone but my mother, and couple friends.
I was 6 or 7 years old at the time... I can't remember what I heard outside that made me open the front door. Possible some one laughing... But I do remember like yesterday hearing voices in this pitch black that prob should have been able to see through. Anyway... The only way to describe this was it sounded so clear as if it was in front of me, all around me, or in my head... Started out as a whisper, and then as I just stood in shock the voices got louder, and more angry it seems. All it would say is "come closer". With whispers surrounding it. I ran in and my father said no one was out there but it was prob some one messing with me. Then about a month later at my dad's friends house, this happened again when I went out to start the car and wait. Same things... Pitch black, same voices or voice. Except I muttered "who is there?". When it screamed the only thing it kept saying so loud I thought the world would hear lol. I ran in slamming the door but never mentioned it this time, cause my dad would never believe a boogy man or w/e I thought at that time.
So we moved about a year later into a old farm house where even more things started happening. People came down my lane telling me they saw this hunch back figure watching me from around the corner and running bobbing up and down as they flew down the lane. Multiple foot steps walking around in the halls and opening my door. Stopping in the middle of the room, and tapping my shoulder. I fell back in shock and just layed there. I used to see shadows running back and forth in the house. Weird breathing in my ear as it seem to float away and around the room.
I'm asking for advise because I feel this thing sense 4 years ago still follows me around because after this experience when I was 7 I have had gut wrenching anxiety, and my body will go numb... I get afraid to go out. I always feel like something is watching. My mother has told me she would hear this walking in the halls like it was more then one person and thumping in the attack that just stopped when you went to check it out no matter where in the house you stood up at, then continue 10 minutes after you sit back down. What should I do about this?