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Feeling Empty


Ever since I posted my "how can I control my gift" I started meditating, like people kept telling me to. It wasn't having any effect until a few days ago, but it's the opposite of what I expected. I practice tai-chi, and unlike the last few times I practiced.

I felt "empty" so to speak, it felt as if I couldn't use my chi, I tried and tried but I couldn't even move it to my hand. But when I meditate I can feel my energy growing stronger and stronger.

Today when I meditated I had no control of my thoughts, and I was trapped in my head, it was like I was watching a movie. I saw myself running to this huge dome, when I got to it I opened the door but I couldn't get in. I could actually feel something holding me out.

I've been sensing spirits more often as well, and I don't understand it but they seem to be attracted to me as I meditate. It's been scaring me a bit and I can sometimes see them through my eyelids if that makes any sense.

So what is happening? Why can I feel my energy growing but can't seem to use it? Why was I trapped inside my own mind, and what why couldn't I get in if it was just my mind? Why are spirits coming to me when I meditate I don't understand what is going on please help me before I lose my mind!

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gaiamara (19 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-09)
Just read your post again and missed a few bits the first time. You see them through your eyelids because you're seeing spirits with your "psychic eyes" which do not require your "everyday" eyes. We just associate the sensation of sight with our eyes so our brains assume that's where the images are directed at.

It's okay to be afraid. We always fear what we don't understand. To help you comprehend the things you fear you really need to research as much as you possibly can about them. Not to say that you haven't done so, but the more you can know about them the less there is to fear.

They can't hurt you if you choose not to let them. Stand your ground and if they're getting overwhelming tell them firmly to, "Go away". If they don't listen then command them to leave in the name of whatever God or Guardian you believe in/feel comfortable with.

If you haven't got one, ask Archangel Michael (who transcends all religions) to protect you. You may feel wings around you when he comes or see his flaming sword, but don't fear as he's not there to hurt you - he's there to help.
suitonryu (4 stories) (13 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-07)
Still I'm not use to it...I'm getting kind of scared of my gifts rather than proud...
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-05)
Gaiamara is right. Spirits are attracted to energy, so it's understandable that the more energy you emit, the more attractive you will be. Spirits sometimes hang around people with certain types of energy, hoping to be seen/sensed/heard.

Also, your mind is a tool--it is part of you, but it is not you, or all that you are. You are Spirit, Body AND Mind. Most peoples' minds control them most of the time, because they do not realise this. It becomes easier to control your mind and utilise it when you begin to see it for what it is.

Hope this helps
gaiamara (19 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-05)
suitonryu, with every new practice you feel as though you're getting somewhere only to find yourself slipping backwards. It's normal. Progress can be a misnomer - it's not always a straight path forward but it twists and turns and doubles-back on itself.

The most important thing to remember is that you're at the beginning. Don't be concerned that you aren't "fully fledged" yet. Like everything, it takes time and patience. Don't get me wrong, I HATE waiting for things lol. But sometimes the waiting is a lesson in itself.

Spirits are attracted to you when you are most open to their presence, ie. When you're falling asleep or in meditation. They want to be heard but they're not there to hurt you. If you're using forms of protection or asking your guides to protect you when you meditate then nothing can harm you. Let go of fear because it only inhibits you.

Many blessings and much love ❤
suitonryu (4 stories) (13 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-04)
I do what people to tell me all the time, I know better than to do things that will make me look stupid or hurt me. It was just meditation, and some people have great control of their abilities and I want to of mine. I always visualize and make my chi flow the same way, I clean my chakras and relax, it doesn't make sense that my chi would just shut off like that.
emofuturewatcher22 (3 stories) (18 posts)
12 years ago (2010-10-04)
I think what people hve told you has effeected your ability to get in and out of your own mine plus what do you do when you meditate do you block your mind off to everything or that plus there is no certanty that you can control your abilities I've tried the same thing has happened to me befor and I just relaxed and opened myself to all possibilities about everything including that. Think about your chi how it flows where it flows and why it flows and you should be able to unlock it.

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