Dream (In My Mom's Words), March 4, 2007 Sunday: Today I'm starting to write down my dreams. Last night was a real disturbing one. I dreamt of my ex Joe. It started with his parents calling me telling me that Joe was dead. I went to where he was I think Texas. When I got there I went to the awake. In my dream I saw Joe in the casket. He was lying there, but I was far away. His parents wouldn't let me go near him. In the dream he was next to me kind of like a spirit or a twin. Because I would talk to him and still look at Joe in the casket. Then my dream changed to me being in a car. I had Joe's cell phone and I was calling people asking how he died. I remember crying and yelling. I can't say how bad I felt when I woke up. This dream felt so real. I'm going to try and write my dreams as they come.
My mom's dream. My mom and dad are divorced. My mom still has feelings. My dad could care less. He has a girlfriend and baby right now. His girlfriend was previously trying to move to Texas with her family. My dad has suicidal thoughts. There's not a day that goes by where you don't see a beer in his hand. My dad and his girlfriend argue all the time. His girlfriend is a junkie. My dad wants to stick around for the baby's sake. Is this a premonition? Or what?
All I know is that I'm freaked out.