I would like to share this story with you in the hope of being able to figure out what it is I am.
All of my life, I have been able to relate to people and communicate well with them. In my teenage years however, I distanced myself and became quite withdrawn, as a lot of us do at that time. I'm now 19 and have definitely come more into who I am meant to be. I think this is why my spiritual gifts are now becoming apparent.
The main experience I have had is being able to feel/know when a close friend is upset. One time I had a sudden urge to send a text message to my friend with supportive words. I sent it out of instinct and could no way deny the fact that I had to send it. My friend was surprised at me text because it came through at the PERFECT time. I have been able to do this incredibly well with 2 of my close friends, no matter the distance between us.
This other friend I have, my best friend in fact, we developed a really strong bond with each other. For example, we would say the same things or think the same things at the same time. Even when we were away from each other, we would sometimes feel a strong urge to go and get our phones - which turned out to be because the other has texted.
This past week this 'telepathic' feeling has been overwhelming. It feels like I know exactly what the person with me is going to say or do. It doesn't matter who it is, I can feel them. A common phrase in the conversations for most of the people I am with is "i was just thinking that" or me saying "I knew you were going to say that". It is getting REALLY frustrating because I'm losing track of whose thoughts are whose. It seems like their thoughts are transferring to me and becoming my thoughts. HOW do I block this out or recognize what is mine and what isn't?
There are times when I will give answers to the person before they even ask me, or sometimes just give something to the person before it is asked for. It makes me look crazy and I feel like I'm being over observant or something even though I'm just keeping up with the flow of thoughts and feelings.
A different type of incident/s. There was a time for about 3 months when things around me were being moved about. Eg- I felt a weird feeling in the hallway so I went to investigate. I saw my show fall rom about a metre off the ground. It had moved about a metre from my other shoe as well. Another time, while I was studying, an indent was created in my beanbag in front of me like something had too fallen from that height. Not long after that, my friend was studying at my house and something invisible fell on her back (which was facing the wall) too.
I asked someone with spiritual awareness about this issue, thinking maybe it was a ghost. She told me that it was me and that I needed to learn to control my powers.
I want to develop this or at least find out what it is I can be defined as.