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Could I Be A Medium? I'm Really Scared

 

As this year has progressed, more and more crazy things have been happening to me. My house seems to have entities in it, but so does the rest of the world.

I'm not really sure as to weather or not this should be in the Ghost Stories site but how my story progresses is what makes me think its more on the psychic side so please, if I'm wrong, I'm very sorry.

The first encounter in my house was one night when I was talking on the phone with my boyfriend when I heard a very loud and clear knocking on my bedroom door. My first reaction wasn't "well that's definitely paranormal!" It just sounded like a regular knock. One that my mom might have done so she could tell me good night or something. But when I went to my door, all I saw was my moms door open but her standing at the door like she was answering it too. We had the whole "Yes, what did you want?" conversation and when we both confirmed that neither of us was messing with the other and that neither of us knocked we both knew the possibility was there. BUT trying not to jump to conclusions, we tried finding what could have one it. We never found anything that came even close to the sound other than when we knocked on each others doors.

Then the house got progressively worse with what sounded like children running around the house, dishes clanking at 3 in the morning, and a woman sobbing uncontrollably with the sound of her cries coming from all directions of the house.

My Grandmom, who me and my mother live with, decided to have the house blessed and things seemed to go away for a while.

Everything had been doing just fine until one day I had gotten into the shower at around 2:30a.m. When as soon as I was relaxed there was a very loud knocking on the bathroom door followed by a woman screaming at me but in a tone that sounded like she was extremely sad. (You know the whining, broken, high-pitched sound your voice gets when you cry really hard.) I asked her to repeat that, turning off the water because I thought it was my Grandmom. (My mother wasn't home that night.) And all I heard was footsteps slowly walking away. I shrugged it off and went on with my shower.

A few weeks later I was driving on US 19 (If you live in Florida, you may know what I'm talking about. Nasty road, 19 is.) and out of the three lanes, I was in the middle. The sun was just on it's way down so it wasn't pitch black outside but it wasn't fully daylight, either. I saw what looked like a tall man in all black standing in the median. I didn't think much of it because people cross the street all the time, but something caught my eye. He didn't have any features to him. He was just... Completely black. There was a semi truck on my left side, closer to this man, and other misc. Cars on my other side. Then the man decided to just take off into traffic! I immediately slammed on my brakes, thinking I was either going to hit him or witness a death within the next 2 seconds. As soon as he got directly into the middle of the first lane, the semi didn't even slow down, but kept going! I knew he was dead, I just knew that he had been hit. But then as I was stopped in the middle of the road and I looked, the man wasn't there. Not even in pieces. He was just... Gone. Then I came to my senses, shook it off and kept driving.

Now for maybe a week there has been an unnaturally tall man that stands in my doorway and watches me sleep. He doesn't say anything, he doesn't do anything to me, he just stands there and watches me. A couple of nights ago, though, he decided to walk over to my computer chair to sit and watch me. And it used to only be in my room that I knew he was there, but last night when I was taking my shower, I could feel him standing in my bathroom, watching me. It made me feel so uncomfortable that I cut the shower short. But this time, I couldn't see him, I just KNEW he was there. I can't really explain the feeling, it just... Makes me feel awkward.

Those are the bigger things that have happened recently. The smaller things basically consist of me hearing the crying woman walk around sniffling and muttering things that I can't understand, or hearing heavy breathing and knocking. Other places I hardly never hear things, it usually just see little things here and there of people that seem to just disappear.

Is this a form of psychicness, mediumness, or am I just haunted?

It's making me have horrible dreams, or makes it so I can't sleep at all and makes me not want to be alone.

I would love to hear comments or suggestions as to what I should do.

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Mercenery (1 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-30)
Well I wrote a story but it wasn't published but here a small version of it (please answer to me)
Hi I'm dean.
I don't believe on that stuff that much but now I believe to the full!
I had sleep paralysis at first and I could brake from them very easy...
Then I was seeing weird dreams with I think angels who wanted me to do a job for them...
I refused to do the job for them and I turned the whole place into a full dark area and the angel got very angry and dissapeared and I heard some barking and there where some dog like creatures which where haunting me but I escaped and wake up...|||
Then I was hearing in a sudden some voises that where telling me to do telekinesis...
When I found this site I tryed to do telekinesis and when I tryed to do it my eyes went to like black or read and I got really scared so I stopped...
Then in a dream I was in my bed and couldn't move and I was a very beautiful woman coming towards to me but when she came almost near me I was feeling like she sucks all my energy so out of the panick I broke from her control and rised my hand towards her and pushed her to the wall with telekisesis!
Then I felt like I lost control over me and I rised my hand again and started sucking all her energy!
When I woke up my hand was risen towards her position but no one was there!
Then after some days when I did shower I noticed 2 scrathes on my both hands...
Now I feel like very demonic and I want to suck all the energy from anything is near me!
I can even do telekinesis and close the door or like one time I was very angry and I tossed of a man of his motorcycle because he was making too much noise with his bike... I feel like I don't have an emotion of fear or anything...
Do you know what's happening to me?
And sorry for my eng
Keidarth (9 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-30)
Haunting, if it was a gift only you would hear it. Also, by the looks of it the blessing just gave them the "I need to take 5" sign. So my suggestion is to move, sometimes just blessing a house gets them very angry. There's also the option of getting someone to help determine what they want. Maybe it wants you out, or maybe it just wants to replay what happened in the house as some warning (to what the warning would be for is your problem), but again, get an expert.
Geena_PsychicStudent (7 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-26)
Hi Cloud,

Sorry it took me so long to reply, by clairvoyant I meant that you can see things that other people can't always see. My sister sees spirits walking about the earth, sometimes she talks to them but if they're not bothering her she leaves them alone. It's up to you if you want to do more than that.

Have you had any luck? If your mom, sister, grandma are also noticing it, talk to them about getting a spirit release professional to come in and send the spirits to the light.

I don't think they can be hired by minors =)

Take care

Geena
whitebuffalo (guest)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-26)
You are welcome, Cloud382.
Sometimes a person only needs a little nudge in the right direction.
With experience (and that is really nothing you can force, it will just "come") it seems to just come easier to tell the intent of those that come to visit. With personal experience, you will learn if you are uncomfortable as you are encountering the life impaired, or if it is WHAT that being is that speaks to you.
You WILL learn at the right speed for YOU.
Thank you.
Shinigami0 (2 stories) (204 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-26)
As to what a medium is, as this seems to be a topic of interest... Here's the Webster's definition-

Medium- someone who serves as an intermediary between the living and the dead; "he consulted several mediums".

Hopefully the definition proves to be self explanatory, and ends this recent debate. 😊 ❤
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
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11 years ago (2010-11-26)
No... Isn't a medium someone who communicates with spirits?
Fireheart1212 (4 stories) (21 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-26)
No, That Isnt Medium... Medium is when you stand there and see something that happened in that exact spot, like its really happening right there right now... But its not, your more Psychic...
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-24)
Newblood, I say this without meaning offense, But WaywardElementalist is much more equipped for handling elementalists then anybody else. If you want to know why, look at his story, or more preferably, email me at mysterius_man_phisic [at] hotmail.com
Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-24)
Yo I'm looking for some one who can use earth I want to fill some one in on some knowledge and a new gift that I'm sure an angel well help you learn to use. When I had earth it suck I had high blood preasure and got depressed to easy so it don't work with me but I know some stuff about it and some new stuff some reason that's the one that come easyest for me with knowing about it but yet its not compatable with me. I be wind and water. And some times when I'm aloud smoke some times
Newblood (1 stories) (202 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-24)
Well sounds like the energy around you is strong so one of to things can happen a spirit is just already there at the time but here one that most people consider with the advancements of the human body and gift can also atract thing see I found out this summer that angels have been replace bad gift some people are born with to give them new ones and it will some times atract spirits and stuff because its just like a kid seeing a new toy and there is some gift if a have a couple that can actuly make the spirital energy around you strong enough to give spirits energy, like if you happen to be able to do water and electro or earth and wind together and I know it sounds corny like some cheap game but its true but it can buil an energy in the room and some times if the energy is high enough there might not even be a spirit or any thing it can just be your gifts reacting. When gifts are at the highest it is ussally when people feel the most pleasure or when they sence the most fear. "Stomping on spiders" ha
Cloud382 (1 stories) (6 posts)
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11 years ago (2010-11-23)
My Grandmom had me go to a Psychologist today and she told me that whatever I'm seeing I should ignore because I shouldn't help it even if it isn't a Demon.
But I seriously feel like these people I'm seeing need my help somehow. I can't just ignore someone in need, can I?
I want to become a stronger Sensitive/Psychic/Whatever it may be that I am, I just don't know how.

And thank you sooo much WhiteBuffalo~ You've helped A LOT.

~Cloud ❤
nicky (2 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-22)
I read your story. You are mostly haunted, but you may have power. I think you could make a protection circle by picturing you and any other living thing in your house then picture a circle then picture the circle with light coming out of the surface of it then put you and the other living things in side of the circle. I would do this when you wake up and when you go to bed. It should be around 5 to 10 minutes long.

I hope you stay safe and good luck
nicky ❤
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-22)
[at] oncloud9

It sounds like you've had cases of hauntings. The dreams of you dieing might be a result of fear if you're really scared by the thought of death. You could also possibly be a medium.

I think you should post a story as soon as you can so you can go into further detail and get more help.

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
Oncloud9 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-22)
what is going on with me? Okay well two years ago my Uncle died in his home. He had problems with being over wieght. Any way the day of the funeral I went to go look at a picture at the end of the hallway that was posted and that was when I hear it. He said my name "shannon" and I could tell it was still his voice. But he wispered it. No one was around to hear it but me.

Then I baby sat for a couple of kids. There house is haunted and old. The owner died in it back in the 19th century. One day I could hear a man and a woman talking downstairs. They were having a typicall conversation. I got scared. Another time I was going to the bathroom and I heard a nock. The boys were downstairs and I didn't hear footsteps. I saw my dead uncle in my dreams for a while and sometimes I have dreams that I die.

What is wrong with me?
whitebuffalo (guest)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
http://ghosthauntings2005.blogspot.com/2005/10/how-to-communicate-with-ghosts.html
Http://hubpages.com/hub/PASSED-OVER-LOVED-ONES-spirits-ghosts-entities-and-energies
Http://www.mysticalblaze.com/OuijaTips.htm (with "do's and don'ts", those apply to ANY form of communication.)
Http://www.mysticalblaze.com/OuijaTips.htm

Http://hubpages.com/hub/How-to-Make-a-Magic-Circle-Simple-Spells-for-Protection-Against-Demons-Magick
Http://www.soulsreflection.com/meditations.htm
It might be easier if you select the protective circle of your own. So many people have different ways to do that. The last link there tells how to meditate ON so many different things.
I have a friend who imagines herself sitting in the middle of an octagon shaped mirrored room. The mirrors go all the way up to the ceiling. She then floods the room with a blasting white light (the kind that makes you squint). The important thing is that your BODY should be just as relaxed as your mind. If you are stressed physically, you will not obtain total meditation.
Good luck! And keep searching. Things tend to get MUCH easier.
Thank you.
Cloud382 (1 stories) (6 posts)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
Haha~ The part about the socks made me laugh.
I guess that does make sense though.

I actually have a pendulum that was given to me not to long ago. Would that help with anything or just hinder?

How would I make a Protection Circle?

I'm not really as scared as I was now that I've been talking to everyone on here, it's more of a curiosity and interest.

What are some complete "no no's" that I should ALWAYS stay away from?
whitebuffalo (guest)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
Misconception. That is all that is. Sure, I see how people can come to think that ONLY Ouija's are dangerous. I mean, look at all the Media Hype. They have people believing that ANYone using a Witch Board, Talking Board or Ouija board are GOING to BE possessed by a demon, or worse, The Devil Himself.
I have GOT to be honest here, I can not understand why a Being as high on the chain of command as the devil would appear to be, would bother himself with "playing a game" of Ouija with any mere human. To ME, that is rather like me trying to contact our President to ask him what I should do with my yellow socks.
I MAY get a response to any correspondence I MAY have sent along to our Pres., but it will NOT be by his hand. It would be one of his...helpers.
See where I am going with this?
A Pendulum: You hold it within the "pinch" of your thumb and forefinger and ask questions. Ummm... A Ouija you "hold" the planchette and ask questions.
Automatic Writing: You hold the writing utensil and ask a question.
Those are just a few examples, but if you are not KNOWING who it is that you are trying to communicate WITH, YOU create the "hole" they come through the Realms through by WHATEVER form of tool you should choose to use.
So in MY opinion...

As far as open communication. I would suggest a "calm down". If you meditate, you should do so before any initiating of conversation. If IT is the initiator, Slam up a Protection Circle, so that it can NOT get in to you. I am NOT trying to instill panic. There is NO need TO panic. Just simply pull on Protection as they begin to communicate. Soon enough, and with practice, it will all come as second nature. You will not even THINK of it, you will just do it.
Let them approach you.
When THEY knock~ Ask if someONE is "here". Please try to stay away from asking "Is there someTHING here with us". This is a literal world you are dealing with. You do not want "things", you want "someone".
IF you get a response, you want to make sure that the Being is Holy, and not a Shade of Hades. If you ask if it comes in The Light, the Light signifies Holy Creator. One who comes in the cloak of darkness, will not answer "yes". If you get ANY answer other than "yes", discontinue the communication. (If that happens to ME, I say "Alright then. I ONLY deal in Truths and do NOT invite deception in MY space. You are no longer welcome here. Go to The Light." and I walk away from that area.
I leave.
Creator should be "Lead" (Head man, God, Higher Power, GOOD). If they do not have PURE intent, (Good intentions, to help, to teach, to love) you do NOT want to invite it in. It could lead to the floodgates being opened for nefarious beings to come through.
In MY experience, Angels, Guides and Teachers come alone. Their intent is Pure and wish no harm. They STAND on what they portray, and need no assistance as they only bring Truth. The negative ones MAY bring a buddy. Kind of like "If you do not believe ME, listen to..." Rather like when teenagers get into verbal disagreements.

I would wait until HE tries to communicate. IF he knocks, ask if it IS "Jared". If that is not his name, he may be LOOKING for a Jared, and that is why the name is coming through.
Again, I can NOT say this enough. If you are NOT comfortable, do NOT try to communicate. Sneaky ones use that, and can manipulate easier.
Thank you.
Cloud382 (1 stories) (6 posts)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
I just didn't know if meditation made it easier to communicate especially for someone who isn't really experienced in this. I really want to get better at this I just don't really know how.

I've just always heard that Ouija boards are like... A "gateway to Satan" and have been sort of... Scared to try it...

How can I tell when they want to talk? Like I'll try to knock and I never get knocks back unless I'm not expecting or paying attention to it. Like if I were to knock on the wall to get my moms attention, I'll get a faint one back, but I've never gotten one when I'm trying to communicate.

And what do the questions mean?:
"Do you come in The Light?
Is Creator your Lead?
Do you have pure intent?"

I keep getting some name popping in my head but I can't tell if it's just me liking the name or it's the tall man's name and he's trying to give it to me.
"Jared"?
whitebuffalo (guest)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
I am glad you had the chance to look through them and find some information that you could apply.
I am curious. Are you wanting to contact the Spirits in your home, THROUGH meditation?
There really is no need to meditate TO speak to them. There are many who can simply speak out loud, or use other forms of communications to get the answers they seek.
At this point in time, it would appear that the least... I am at a loss of words, and let me explain why, please. 😊
I do not view ANY form of communications with Others as MORE "dangerous" as the other. I do NOT view Ouija conversations any more problematic than, say... Candle Talking. In each instance, if you do not KNOW who you are speaking to (as for invisibility or deception), the same danger lies.
So, the "least"..."bad way" 😊 to communicate at this point appears to be through knocks. One knock for yes, two for no, or whatever you may find most comfortable.
Do you come in The Light?
Is Creator your Lead?
Do you have pure intent?
Get ALL the "important" questions out first and feel out what you have there. Do not so much worry about WHO at this point, find out their WHAT. No need for surprises later when you thought you were speaking to Auntie Gertrude only to find out that it is some minion.
Thank you.
Cloud382 (1 stories) (6 posts)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
Thank you SO much WhiteBuffalo, the links you sent me helped bunches!

I'm just... As for meditation, what should I be looking for if I'm trying to contact the people in my house or other places?
Like, I keep reading things and articles on *how* to meditate, but I never really understand what I'm supposed to be focusing on or how I'm supposed to get into the right state of mind and how I should feel.

Cloud~❤
Rashidah (guest)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
Whispers are commonly heard among mediums.

Also in spell casting, I hear them also. They are not to fear. Picture them not hurting you because they CAN'T. But these whispers are voices of spirits and elementals from my experience.

Meditation helps me out a lot. Especially in calming me down when I am frightened. You may want to try it if you like 😊
Cantsleep123 (1 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-21)
Im kind of going through the same experience. I heard the first set of whispers when I was 16. I left it alone and didn't say anything to anyone. But a couple months ago on the same day 4 years later I heard them again, icy cold whispers. It started with the whispers it felt like they were trying to send a message. Then a couple weeks ago I started hearing this strange ringing like a bell and at the same time I started having dreams. I can't see the people just shadows and the objects around them. It's the same dream but the people are dying it's crazy I don't know what to do
Rashidah (guest)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
In terms of the spiritual world, fear is always an obstacle to overcome. As a matter of fact, entering unto unfamiliar territory and experiencing things that normal people don't can be quite a fearful experience at the beginning.

But please know there are a lot of people who are mediums that got over their fear factor.

You are not alone hun.

Stay strong ❤
whitebuffalo (guest)
+1
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
Hello Cloud.
Have you, by chance, entertained the idea that perhaps you are more of a Sensitive than a Medium, or a psychic?
Http://www.psychics.co.uk/psychics/whatisamedium.html
Http://www.psychics.co.uk/psychic.html
Http://www.the-city-gate.com/spirit/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=33&Itemid=35

YOU are not haunted.
What this truly sounds like to me, is that you have perhaps three entities trying to get your attention. The woman... Almost sounds residual in reaction, but is perhaps intelligent. The way to find THAT out, is to test her to see if she will straight up react TO you.
Knock, ask her to reply, kind of react. I would NOT suggest trying to full out communicate just yet, as it appears that you are not too comfortable with that idea.
This is very important: YOUR comfort zone is what is important. If YOU are not comfortable, do NOT attempt anything. This is YOUR Realm. YOU control what goes on in YOUR "neck of the woods".
This is just a thought, but one that has been passed on to me by NUMEROUS persons. In that YOUR Mother can HEAR, and you can SEE, perhaps you are both in the right place at the right time for validation.
That MAY be what this is all about. Validation FOR these entities themselves.
I believe that the Spirit World checks US out just as much (if not more) than WE check THEM out.
Do you feel comfortable enough to "test" things out at home? Do you have personal SUPPORT, should you try a test or two?
Thank you.
Cloud382 (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
Wow, so many comments, thank you guys so much, I really appreciate the help from all of you~

As for the man being the same one on the highway. The man in my house seems to have like a suit on like he was a professional of some sort. The man on the highway looked a little grungy, like yard work clothes and a ball cap.

I always been too afraid to talk to them, because if I ever got a response I think wouldn't feel comfortable in my house anymore, but the whole setting rules and whatnot is a really good idea. I am interested in helping them if they need it or anything I've just never thought I'd be able to so I don't want to make them mad at me.

My mother is the only other one in the house that hears things, though I'm the only one to see them.

My step sister just passed away a couple of months ago but I don't hear her anywhere or feel like anything in my house is familiar.

I'll be turning 18 in like 2 months as well if that helps at all.

I see spirits sort of often? I see little glimpses a lot but the most actual staring opportunities I have are in my house. The ones everywhere else seem to be startled by me and disappear before I can really be like "Hey, Joanie do you see that person?"

But they've never really stayed in the solid form long enough for me to get up and walk to them. But I accidentally walked through the man in my house one time... It felt really strange... So I've never touched them.

Thank you so much, everyone.
Cloud~❤
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
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11 years ago (2010-11-20)
Uhhh... What was that? I assure you, my concepts, as you call them, are much more realistic and true than what you've been posting. Better luck next time. No, as a matter afact, have you even read me or asked your spirit guide?
phoenix-antrix (41 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
To bbdeathspark, It seems you know nothing about psychokinesis and even other psychic things so it is worthless to talk to you, better you leave this site and join a fanfiction site to share your non-existing concepts
crackerjack4u2 (5 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
Cloud382 it sounds more like a haunting to me, because the entire family is hearing and seeing things. If you can actually communicate with them then the Medium aspect could be a possibility. I have seen and been able to communicate with Spirits since I was a child.

When you first noticed this starting to occur was there anything brought into the house that these spirits could have been attached to like furniture etc., has there been any recent remodeling of the home, did you have a birthday around the time this started, or has anyone connected to your family died recently? A lot of times when someone dies, or there is what I call a transitional birthday, example from childhood to puberty, puberty to adulthood etc, it's like a portal becomes opened and all these spirits are able to pass through, but generally after a few months they seem to leave as mysteriously as they arrived. They sometimes tend to wreak havoc for the time they are there though, which isn't always tolerable.

Me and a good friend with similar abilities as mine have both noticed an increase in spirit activity for the last few months especially when the moon is full. So the full moon could be the possible factor in your spirits arrival, as well.

Was the man on the highway the same man you are seeing in the house? You can try to communicate with him because that may be what he's waiting for. Also, I agree limits need to be set with them, especially the man. Tell him when you sense him in the bathroom or any unwanted area to leave that area, and you will talk to him when you are finished but until then he needs to get out. When you are going to sleep tell them them you are tired and they need to leave you alone, or stop staring at you etc., so you can sleep.

I don't know if they are just passing through, or have decided to settle in your Grandma's house, for whatever reason. Only time will tell. But the main thing is for YOU to be in control, not them. Talk to them while encouraging them to pass on, set down the ground rules, try to avoid fear, and if it gets too bad have them removed by a Minister, Preacher, Priest or Paranormal Group. Good Luck Hun and God Bless. Keep Us Posted.
ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
While Geena_PsychicStudent makes an excellent point on mediums, they don't JUST communicate with dead realitives and pass on messages. They can help a spirit move on, and depending on their strength, can communicate with spirits all the time.

I'm a medium, but I lived in a very unhaunted part of Florida, so I don't sense ghosts often. Just my dead family and this ghost at my uncle's store.

Anywho, I think you MIGHT be a medium, but there isn't quite enough support to back that up.

Have you ever tried talking to them? Does the man only appear when your alone? Do others see him?

Blessing a house gets rid of negative energies, and weakens normal ones, so it dosen't seem like you have any malicious spirits walking around your house.

I think the best thing you can do right now is to sit down and talk to the ghosts, even if they don't say anything. If you want them gone, say so. They often leave. If you don't care if they're in your house at night, just establish some rules. (I've done this, telling them not to mess with me when I'm trying to sleep)

You don't seem afraid, which is good. Their dead, not monsters.

Hope this helped!

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
ZiShu (129 posts)
 
11 years ago (2010-11-20)
Hmm I just wonder how often you see spirits. Can you also touch them? The tall man interests me. Maybe there is more to you than we know. Contact me through e-mail if you want to find out.

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