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Scared Of Myself


Hey there everybody! I read some stories in this site about psychic experiences of some people and I feel a little relieved that I'm not the only one experiencing all this!

Well, let me begin it from the very start! I was around 5 years old, and my mom had to stay in a hospital for few days because she had an operation. I had never stayed away from my mother for more than a few hours until then! I was really scared to go to sleep alone in my room! Right from childhood days iv been fascinated by 'Hanuman' - an Indian God! Not just fascinated- I really felt that he listens to me and gives me solutions! That night, I was lying down in bed and I was really scared. I closed my eyes and started praying. Suddenly I felt a rush and started feeling warm and good. When I turned around I saw 'him' lying next to me! He had an aura of light around him. It seemed as if he was glowing! Even recalling that experience makes my hair stand straight! When I told this story to my parents- they called it a childish fascination- but I know very well that its true! Even now, when I'm in trouble and I feel there's no hope for me, I close my eyes and I can hear him give me solutions! And they work every time without fail!

And there's another problem with me. I don't know if it's a power or not. But the thing is- I can make things happen! For example- when I'm deeply hurt by a person, I feel really angry with him and the next day, something bad happens to him! This has happened many times! I get totally freaked out and I try my best to control my temper! But sometimes I lose it and something bad happens to them! The same way, when I want something good to happen to a person, if I close my eyes and pray hard, focus on the good that I want to make it happen for that person, it REALLY happens!

When I really badly want something to happen- it does really happen! For example I wanted a particular phone really badly. And my uncle gifted it to me unexpectedly! I have got many things this way... My laptop, my college grades, dresses and everything! If I have not finished an assignment and I want that teacher to be absent- that class somehow does not happen.

Sometimes I get totally freaked out by this! I'm scared of myself. I don't want anything bad to happen to anyone because of me. What should I do?

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sun_smile (1 stories) (12 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
What a gift you have! Don't be afraid of yourself. Fearing that you will do bad things may in fact cause those bad things to happen. Negative energies feed off of fear. Trust that you are divine, you are good, and you WILL make a difference in this world of ours because you CAN. If you're angry or upset, try channeling that negative energy elsewhere. I recommend that you try journaling or some art form; something to get that negativity out of you without casting it upon another person.

Don't worry.:) It's people like you who make me feel confident and good about people. Use your gift to help people, and you will be happy. (I just repeated the word "people" a lot, ha ha).

Best wishes to you! ❤
Shaolin (1 stories) (212 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-19)
Your will is an energy just as much as electricity is, if you make electricity go along a certain path it will provide appliances with fuel to work. The same concept applies to your will, if you don't stop yourself intentionally, or don't have strict values about not hurting anyone else, your will will make things happen, and not just bad things. Many people have wanted something so much, they naturally gained the ability to do it, they instinctively shaped themselves to what needs to be done. Everyone has an inherent knowledge of the way life goes, we just need to look into our souls, and stop focusing on what the mind interprets as reality.
nebulous123 (1 stories) (10 posts)
13 years ago (2011-01-18)
Nice story. It reminds me of law of attraction. I am still sorting out what exactly my abilities--if any--are, but I would say you should stick to wishing well to people and using your gift for good. Don't use your power to hurt others.

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