I have this "Gift" that's what people always told me, but I feel very puzzle with it. I need help and guidance.
It started when I was an early teenager. I used to read people with tarot card and palm, then I stopped reading people by the age of 22. My mom asked me to discontinued reading people's future or anything like that. She said it's bad luck to read future. So I stopped.
Even I stopped, but I still have strong sense especially negative people.
I often have weird dreams. For instance, meet and talked to people who already passed away. Mostly they give message to some people through me so I can deliver/help. But most people don't believe/listen to me.
Now I'm 38 and it's coming back even stronger. I can sense anything around me. People, spirit and even animal's feeling. This sensitivity sometimes annoyed me: (Sometimes it makes me teary.)
Sometimes I feel wherever I live I have spirit living in that place. When I was living in NYC, I strongly sensed it that there was a spirit living in my apartment. Sometimes the spirit can removed things. Now, I'm back to my country, and I strongly sense in my room there's a spirit who is misbehaved, love to screwed up my iphone or ipad. I've never feel frighten at all, but it just annoyed me.
Some people said, they are here near me because of my gift. Is it true?
I've been trying to ignore this 'gift' but always weird things happened.
If I really have this 'gift' what should I do to help others? Some people told me, if I'm ready it will get clearer. How can I be ready, if there is no guidance?
Please help, give information and guidance so I can help others accordingly. Your sincere help I really and truly appreciate it.