Don't get me wrong I do enjoy these abilities I have but I don't really know what exact abilities I have.
I have always been socially awkward, being in huge crowds, I feel out of place and I get depressed easily. I have always been shy. Here is an experience I had on Saturday. My aunts family was over while I was staying at their house in Georgia for a weekend. I had all of these mixed feelings, at one moment I will feel content the next I was incredibly sad and depressed. The next I felt mad and when I would look at different people it would change. And its not that everyone was negative. They are a very loud and happy people. After a while I had to escape. I went outside and everything went back to normal I was content and happy to be on vacation. I went back in and everything dropped on me again.
Even at school I am very quiet and I just don't know what to feel.
I always sense things if things are wrong before others know and I have connections with animals where I just know what they want. I also have an interest in the paranormal. I am not as afraid as I used to be. Though sometimes I do get creeped out. Here are a few times when I have experienced paranormal things that others don't.
This weekend (the same weekend as my previous experience) my family and I rode into the Chickamauga Battlefield on Georgia/Tennessee and I am always open minded to see a something I would not be able to explain meaning if something would let me see it I would let myself and I would not harm it. So we are riding around for the first time of the weekend and this is about 9:30 p.m. I get a very heavy feeling as soon as we pass into the battlefield. A very heavy feeling I can't explain.
I also had a different experience a few months ago. I was in my Uncle's girlfriends house for his surprise party and I was sitting by myself in a large living room. I felt the pressure of something wrap their hand around my arm, it felt cold and tingly. I then didn't feel the pressure but the temperature and sensation was still there. My mom walked in and seen me. I felt so sad as though I wanted to cry and I felt nauseous and the room was spinning. I felt like I was going to pass out. I then went outside. I breathed the fresh air and I felt better instantly.
I have had a few other odd experiences along those lines.
I also keep a journal of things like this. I practice the remote viewing this site offers and get a pretty close description of what the picture is.
Please if you have any advice and tips of what I should do to better learn about my abilities and control them possibly? Thank you!