Short intro, my name's Alexis and I just turned 15 months ago.
I'm going to tell how I suddenly got these really strange but intriguing psychic powers (well, that's the only other conclusion I can get other than me being mental, which is worse)
Ever since I was little people who claim to have psychic powers told me that I am an Indigo child. I've always thought it was just nuts, crazy and all that even though I do see shadows and stuff of the like until last year when I tried to just open up my mind a bit.
Turns out that when I started believing, everything started to make sense to me. As if it was never fiction in the first place, and all of a sudden, I was able to feel some sort of energy in me, and turn it hot, or cold, or make it simply flow around me like air, and that's no joke. I tried it on my friends and they could feel the flow/change in in temperature.
I was suddenly able to see things much more clearly, and maybe this sounds super crazy, but I am able to visit spirit's worlds, they have some sort of 'transit site' which they use to quickly transport to other worlds. I can float and fly in it, it's like physics laws don't work there.
They never allow me pass because I still had a physical body, they said, and I would 'die', not exactly die but my soul won't be in my body anymore. It sounds super crazy, and until now I wonder if it's real. It feels so, though.
I can TALK to spirits and go to their plane. Not that far, but I went out there nonetheless. I can SEE them and they all have really, really odd appearances, like this one friend of mine whose body was half fish, I'm serious.
Oh, and I am able to heal my human friends. Not completely heal, but at least stop the blood and the pain of the wound. If I give them my energy, they actually heal faster. Of course, I only do it with friends who I think believe me.
Though I started believing last year, everything just started happening 2 months ago. It feels crazy and so fast. I have a friend who is able to do these things through practice and meditation and all that, but he has been doing it for 4 years, and took 4 months to even accomplish what I did instantly without sweat: gathering spheres of elemental energy from my body. I'm Ice, Water, Wind, and Fire by the way.
I am really interested to keep improving these abilities of mine, though they are sometimes still pretty wacked for me. I'm sure that there's many out there who have experienced or at least heard of these things, so I just want to know, what do you think and what's the best way for me to continue? And what am I actually? I don't feel human sometimes. How could this suddenly happen to me?
What do you think? This happened when I started believing. Is there actually a reason for me to be granted with these powers?