Firstly, I apologize that this is so long but you will need the background!
I don't believe I'm psychic or a medium though I do have those abilities, I just don't control and don't use them. My mom started to realize I was a bit different from other people when I'd see things before they happened, completely irrelevant and over very varied time periods from seconds to years away and I'd talk to people that weren't there but my mom wouldn't allow me to talk about it or anything like that so it just existed in the background, unmentioned.
When I was about 4 years old I started seeing a shadow, I have no idea why it started appearing, what set it all off, but that's just how it is. This thing used to stand in my room, watch me throughout the house and because I wasn't allowed to talk about it my mom would pass it off as an imaginary friend and that's how it was for a while, it was just always there and sometimes I was scared but not always, just mostly when the lights went out and we were alone in the room.
When I was 6 my dad's nan died of old age and she remained in the house we were living in and I think she knew this thing was there, I think they were aware of each others presence in the house and my great nan was frightened of it seemingly and started to pace constantly across the landing and one of the days it sounded like there was a chase, it was very loud but my parents were in denial. After a while my mom was downstairs and this "entity" attacked her by shoving her over whilst she was alone in the kitchen, apparently it was as if someone had physically pushed her and she blamed my great nan because she knew my great nan was in the house because she had seen her. It also attempted to push her down the stairs a few times. The activity with my dad is unknown because he'd never acknowledge it.
I don't know which age this was but I'd say 7 or 8 maybe. Normal thing, go to bed and get ready for sleep but then I feel this weight like a brick pushing down on my legs, but cold. I look under my covers and this thing is there, making an upwards digging action. I bolted as fast as possible so I only got a glimpse but the main feature were its lack of eyes and clawed fingers, very humanoid, but one finger on each hand was bright green. When I managed to get out of bed (it was a bunk bed) I ran across the landing and one of the fingers chased me through the floorboards, literally like sharks in water! When I got to moms room my mom and dad were both eyeless in the light.
Years on and this thing is still in the background doing the occasional odd thing but nothing you'd call the Ghostbusters for (metaphorically speaking) but when I'm 9/10 years old I'm falsely put on an antidepressant which causes hallucinations and I'm starting to really deteriorate, I can't speak and things and it's because I have had epilepsy since I was born but the doctors didn't know and on this one particular day I'm looking in a mirror during quite a severe hallucination, I move closer to the mirror because I'm confused and I see it standing behind my reflection. This is the first time it's revealed it's face (if you can call it that) which is just a horrible eyeless thing. I'm fixated, I move closer to this whole scene then the hallucination (the reflection) "headbutt"'s the mirror somehow and I wake up on the floor, no idea what happened because I was home alone. As I started to weaken it started to "imprint" itself onto faces again. One day I ran into my moms room and she had its face kind of, it's hard to explain, it was awful, just like when I was younger.
So now we jump to 16 years old, moving into a new house just me, mom and my sister. The "eyeless one" as I'd renamed it had given me only the occasional visit so I'd started putting it down to hallucinations. First day in the house I'm stressed and I'm practicing meditation to calm my nerves when I get a strange very calm yet very focused state which I couldn't break then within a few minutes our little friend "the eyeless one" was seemingly back for another visit, which confused me as my medication was working again. It's first appearance was in the corner of our bathroom, on the roof. The next appearance was in my doorway... You get the point, it got closer and closer, stronger and stronger and then started entering my dreams, always holding a sign that I could never read. After two weeks it disappeared, well, in our world. In the dream world it was a constant visitor. It never left, always holding a sign I could never read and I could never touch the entity.
January that year came and so did exams and I was stressed so I tried meditating, I had avoided it but this time vowed to be careful (though what of I wasn't sure) and it happened again. Nothing worth mentioning, I'm not making anything up.
I started seeing more of the eyeless one in my dreams and one night I dreamt I was in a car accident, I saw the accident in great detail and when I walked out and looked back it was my moms friend lying in the car with the eyeless one sitting with his hand or arm on her but this eyeless one looked different and carried no sign. A few days later this accident did actually happen exactly as I saw it.
About a year later I was very spiritual and wanted to learn to find who I truly am, be at peace with myself and find my spirit guide and on my first meditation session a few days after I'd seen the other "eyeless one" (which I now refer to as the omen because whenever that particular one is there then that dream is real every single time and they're always disasters) I think I called that eyeless one to this world by accident somehow, I don't know how, and we suffered the worst attack we have ever had which assured me that this thing is real and there are two of them. The omen seems to dislike people, I'd hate to say evil or say its a demon because I have no idea but as I've said, the one holding the sign all these years has very rarely harmed anyone. This thing has malicious intent and is much more powerful.
So this attack lasted around 3 weeks and consisted of the first proper poltergeist type activity I've ever seen in my life and usually I am prime target but this time it took a liking to attacking my mom and sister. First activity was it would unscrew everything in the house, you'd go to open a door and bits would fall off, chairs would fall to pieces and nobody in the house was doing that, I can guarantee you. It would unlock and open doors including the front door in the middle of the night, electricity would cut off, bulbs would blow, objects were thrown around on occasion, objects would be ripped from you especially quilts and blankets or if you were standing on a rug it would try to pull that the second you stood on it, it would trap you in rooms by forcing doors shut, it will directly hurt you as well by pinching and scratching mostly, it would pull objects down like shelves, blinds and pictures which were very firmly stuck into the wall and you'd hear noises especially around sleeping time or over your shoulder in the middle of the day as if it was right behind you and would physically manifest itself. It would push you very very hard and it actually physically pushed me and mom over multiple times, it tried to push me down the stairs, it'd flash lights and slam doors... It was just horrendous really.
So I admitted to my mom about the whole situation and she said ignore it so we did until I couldn't take it any more and if I haven't mentioned this before: I never communicate with them, so I stupidly went against that thinking it might just be angry that I won't talk to it so it's making its presence known so I tried to meditate (I had no idea how to communicate) and asked it to leave and it let out a deafening scream of something, I don't know what it said, I think it was "GET OUT!" but I could be wrong. And it went straight for my sister and to this day we do not know what it did but it was like it took over her, I'd say possessed but I thought they then had to be exorcised? So I got straight back into the meditation state as my sister was talking to it, I think, and I kept demanding it leave and leave her alone and that went on for hours then my sister stopped talking and I fell asleep... That was it. She has no recollection of any of the events during the entire time it "attacked" her.
I'm now 19 and currently we still have the problem. Between June-October I went through a horrible horrible time which a fraction of involves 15 people I'm close to dying in separate incidents and without going into detail, the "eyeless omen" showed every single one and we had another haunting but nothing like before as I didn't meditate but in this period of time it physically manifested itself outside of dreams many times, which my mom saw which did help a little seeing as I thought I was losing my sanity without it even having to be there... But a week ago I had 2 other dreams with the eyeless omen which both came true 4 and 3 days ago respectively, neither people died but if details are correct then I need to save a certain husband from his wife and the activity has started up again but just like June-October its nothing serious it's just the obsession with unlocking doors and unscrewing things. It still imprints its face and my dreams with the eyeless ones are more regular and seemingly lucid, I used to be able to put my hand through an eyeless one if I went to touch it (I learnt how to after a while) but now I can't, they're solid. And I guess it's celebration time, yesterday I actually watched it unscrew the door handle as I was sitting on the toilet with my own two eyes for the third time whilst yelling something ironic to my then current situation... I think it intended to trap me.
So I have a few questions:
1) I know these things are real, but what are they?
2) Where could they have come from?
3) What do they want?
4) Are they dangerous/evil?
5) If they're evil, how do I get rid of them?
I try not to be afraid but I'm absolutely terrified of these things, I'm frightened to meditate or do anything even vaguely similar so I'm really stressed all the time and it's making me ill. I can't decipher good from bad with them. On the one hand the omen attacks me sometimes unpredictably as well as my family but in dreams shows me events which are going to happen very soon and poses no threat, it has saved my life and others a few times and the one always holding the sign I don't remember ever harming me despite attacking my mom. I just don't understand why anything is going on really... If anyone else has any similar experiences please reply, I'm very confused! I'm not desperate for help but I'd be very grateful for some! If it makes any difference: When there is activity, my pets go wild and at 4am on the dot every morning it unlocks the kitchen door and let's the dog out, I've blocked the door from both sides with containers and I stayed awake and those containers are physically dragged or tossed away from the door. Its all calming down again but it's annoying me.
As an end note: I do not believe this entity caused all of these disasters or killed all of those people, I think it is a warning for whatever reason. I've never done Ouija and religious history if that's necessary is 0-12 years church-going devout Christian (baptized), since then - present spiritual atheist.
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