It all started when I was a child, and has increased over time.
When I was about 5, we lived in a trailer park in Texarkana; it was where I spent most of my childhood. One day an elderly man passed away, he was not very fond of kids at all. Thinking nothing of it, I just went on with my day playing with my friends. A few weeks later I wake up around one in the morning to look down the hallway and see what looked like a white figure in the kitchen. Thinking it was just my imagination, I went back to sleep. Around 3AM I woke up again to see it in the front room; scared I ran to my older sisters room to wake her up. She told me to go back to bed, but I was too frightened to go by myself so she walked me back and turned the light on for me. My brothers dad came in yelling and turned off the light telling everyone to go to bed, so I just stayed laying there looking up at the ceiling then eventually falling back asleep. I eventually woke up again around 5 in the morning to see in the hallway, staring right at me. I quickly covered my head and went back to sleep. Could it have been the old man?
Ever since then, I have this horrid feeling that someone is watching me. Everywhere I go, no matter where I live... I feel like something is there. It started happening more after I had a seizure when I was about 7. I have no explanation for what is happening, and it happens out of nowhere. I really need help. Am I just paranoid or can I sense spirits?
Please, I am looking for positive feedback, I am at my wits end with this. I have a 4 month old son that I need to be focusing on. I have been going through my whole life just wanting answers. If it is me being sensitive to spirits, is it hereditary at all? Thank you all for your time, thank you for reading my story. I really do appreciate your feedback.