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Am I Going Crazy? I Need To Talk To Someone


I know the following is going to sound strange and many who do not believe will scoff & say that it is either all in my head or I am fibbing. But I can't stand it anymore and HAVE to figure something out and came across your website. So here are some of my examples:

Living in Lawrence, MA - When I was about 5 years old, my brother & I shared a bedroom with a night stand separating each twin bed. I have always needed a glass of water when I went to bed even at that early age. So I got up 1 night, went to the kitchen and got myself a glass of water. When I entered my bedroom again I looked down at the carpet on my side of the bed and noticed that "something" was coming up slowly from the carpet. I still can visualize it perfectly. It "appeared" (can't confirm) that it was the devil's head (only the head) that was coming up from under the floor, through the carpet then floated in the air slowly towards me. Now how I knew that it was the devil I can't explain but it didn't seem good. Needless to say I freaked out & ran to my parents room where it took them hours to calm me down. As I screamed & cried I kept telling them (from what they tell me) that I kept saying that it was coming for me. My parents were so concerned that they actually had a priest come the next day to bless me & the house.

Living in Miami, FL - By this time my parents had separated. My brother & I stayed with my dad. My dad owned this home on the corner of a street where directly across the street was another home and in back of that home was a canal. The family that lived in the home by the canal had 2 boys. The youngest boy, around 6 years of age, drowned in the canal in back of their house. Devastated, the family sold the home and moved away not 1 month later. My father got a great deal on the house so he decided to move in to that home (I'm sure he had his reasons). The first day of the move, I remember my brother, dad and I went to the new house to start fixing up our designated areas. I remember putting up those teeny bobber posters up all over the walls and attaching them to the wall with tape on all 4 corners of each poster. The next day when we brought over more stuff to unpack, I went into my room and noticed that every single picture in my room was turned around with the blank white side showing (not the actor) and all 4 side with the tape looked undisturbed. I remember feeling weird about that. Next thing I know we didn't move in to the house. My dad apparently decided against it but we next talked about it again.

Living in Naples, FL (various occurrences) - In one rental, I remember I was taking a shower with both my girls in living room watching TV. While I was showering I remember looking at the shower curtain and seeing a tall figure kind of moving around. I remember distinctly that I was washing my hair. I remember yelling out "what are you looking for?" thinking I was talking to one of my girls. No answer. The figure moved again so I yelled out again "what are you doing?" again no answer. Finally aggravated thinking why can't I take a peaceful shower without the girls needing something, I opened the curtain real fast and there was no one there. Ok that freaked me out. Same house my youngest swears she saw a man run past her room in the hallway.

Another place where I was living was a 2 floor townhome. There were distinct times when I felt "something" around. I can't say "what" or "how" I just felt like I was more on edge than normal. But I didn't really experience anything except for that my bathroom light in my master bedroom would flicker on & off quite a bit but I chocked that up to that perhaps I didn't move the switch all the way either of or on. Then one day my daughter & her best friend were on my bed playing on the lap top. You know taking silly pictures of themselves & making videos of themselves. I was downstairs in the kitchen when I heard both the girls come running downstairs saying "you have to come see this". Of course I followed my girls back up stairs to my room and they proceeded to play this video they just shot on the laptop. My daughter was really uneasy and said that they were on my bed when the lights kept flickering then the shower door would creak. So they decided to put the laptop down on the bathroom floor & set it to motion detector to see if they could catch anything then ran back up in my bed and waited. The video was only seconds long but you see the bathroom floor nothing, nothing, nothing then you see a quick flicker of the light and start hearing the shower door open by itself slowly. I wish I still had this video but I remember that I sent it to different friends via email just to see what they thought.

Another house about 9 months ago, I was on the computer so I had my laptop sitting on a TV tray by my bed. I fell asleep and remember waking up at night to an unbelievably loud noise. Startled I sat up in bed looked around and noticed that the TV tray and laptop had somehow falling way across the room to the opposite end of the room. The way that they landed looked as if someone had picked it up & threw it. My first thought was "dang I hope my laptop is ok" then it dawned on me "how the heck did that just happen?"

I have a few pictures where there is an orb next to me. Could be a dirty camera. That's what I tell myself.

The past three nights, I have woken up to someone talking to me. The first night freaked me out. The second night I remember thinking "whatever I must be dreaming it" Last night I distinctly remember sitting up in bed and saying "WHAT?" looked around my room and went back to sleep. I most certainly could have been dreaming that. I don't remember what they were saying from what I remember it was more like mumbling.

Am I losing my bloody mind? I have more instances but it's too much to write. The thing is that it's just not at one place. I seem to experience something in every home so it's not the house it's ME. I really wish I had somewhere to turn or talk to that actually believed me. I'm not saying that any of this is ghost related I wish someone could tell me. I'm merely stating that I "feel" like there is something with me. Sometimes good sometimes it makes me uneasy. One time I had this person tell me that I was a "sensitive" not really sure what that means.

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RedAngel (1 stories) (8 posts)
12 years ago (2012-04-25)
I just want to add to what everyone is saying, please ask for Archangel Michael's protection at all times. It's also good for people who are sensitive to 'clean' their aura's regularly. I use baking soda and sea salt in a bath, AFTER I've showered with soap. Soap interferes with the psychic cleansing properties of baking soda and sea salt. Afterwards, recharge in the sun for at least 20 minutes. It won't get rid of spirits, as I believe there's a reason for all that. But we can communicate with them and help them find their way home.
rcaredeo (2 stories) (5 posts)
12 years ago (2011-12-27)
I am so truly appreciating the beautiful words of advise & wisdom.
CJRyan (1 stories) (36 posts)
12 years ago (2011-12-24)
Before my mom told me that her side of the family was psychic I used to be extremely scared about what I would see and experience. When I went to my father he told me that I was dreaming and told me to go back to bed. I was extremely scared. I have seen a man in my closet, a small mouse like shadow running across my floor and a chimera. It can be scary, but your not crazy. When you really open up to what your seeing and experiencing you should be able to figure out what these spirits want. (I refuse to call them ghosts because too many people think that ghosts are bad when not all of them really are bad.) You should try meditating often. That's what I have been doing since I found out about my moms side of the family being psychic, and my abilities have only gotten stronger. Good luck.
rcaredeo (2 stories) (5 posts)
12 years ago (2011-12-23)
I appreciate the very thoughtful advise that everyone has so gratiously extended to me. Any advise/guidance/comments are greatly appreciated.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-12)
I had a bit of an eye twitch when I saw all of these long stories and replies. Well that's the case for caring for strangers. You don't seem very disturbed by these spirits, which is a good thing. I think people overreact sometimes when they come in contact with the departed. And I'm sure these spirits have became very fond of you.

Spirits sometimes like to be remembered and not forgotten. I've never really thought about how really horrible it can be to be forgotten. It seems a bit depressing if no on knows who you are. (Do you know your great grandfather?) That's what I mean by being forgotten, it can take a toll. Also, when that person said you're sensitive, it mostly means you/we can see the other side more clear.

And AnneV's second comment made me laugh on how true this is. Movie star emotional enslavement and reality shows, not just us Americans. What the good thing we've learned is always a good majority. I hate to use the term "wake up." People have been awake facing today's problems and not seeing the end of the tunnel.

I hope we helped you rcaredeo ❤
Becky666 (124 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-12)
Phill (1 stories) (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-12)
In my very young experience. I have come to some conclusions that some spirits and or entities tend to attach themselves to a person that has a gift like yourself. Sometimes without you being aware of it, they will seek those that can experience them. Why they do so? I can only explain that in some cases they are curious to your ability. Some may want you to just acknowledge that they exist. Some may have other reasons. In my own way, the expriences you have come across you have to rationalize and analyze each experience carefully. Use your experiences as a guide for future experiences. Alot of these experiences often share a common foretelling of there existence. For me, Tapping or unexplained knocking often is a precursor for me when I know I am near something of the spiritual nature. Often other senses take notice. A smell. A movement on the side of my vision. I will tell you this much, it does seem scary since there is not a guide for people such as yourself that tells what we are experiencing. We are our own guides. Like I said, I am very young to these experiences but I too get scared from time to time, but I keep telling myself this. If these things were of malevolent nature, they would have already did me in. Lastly, don't wish these experiences on yourself. Let them come to you. What I mean is don't undertake to much of an experiece that you can't handle. If things get heavy, tell them to back off. Just like a computer, a human brain has the ability to crash.
Take care,
megamrsadams (7 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-09)
wow...i don't even know where to start on how to comment... I can really relate to you. I'm 18 years old, female, and wow do we have a lot in common. When I was little my mom would tell me I would come into her room some nights and tell her that there was a man in my room. I was very young and so I don't really remember but me and my mom share very similar abilities to sense entities and other wordly beings. I know I have been visited but I feel like I'm losing my mind. Like what I'm seeing and feeling is just my wild imagination but the other day I was on the phone with my mom and we were talking about our gifts and ghosts and spirits and demons and the phone cut out but was still connected and to describe to you what sound errupted from my phone would be cruel to tell you but I felt as though the devil himself was sending me a warning, something like that, I was so in shock that I looked at my phone as this sound continued for about 2 minutes and then disconected. My mom called me back almost in tears because she had heard the sound too. We are not crazy, we are gifted, we see and hear and sense things that most people can't or wont. Some things, are absolutly terrifying, I know. But remember you are not alone, there are other people going through what we are going through:) thank you for this incredible story
gifted422 (6 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-09)
Oh, and as far as orbs - they are spirit guides. I pay extra attention to pictures now, ever since I noticed them in pictures I took in a church. I've noticed that there is a bright pinkish-purple one around my son a lot.
gifted422 (6 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-09)
You're not crazy - you're gifted. Spirits naturally gravitate to you. Sometimes it's scary. After 40 years of experiences with spirits all over the place, you'd think I'd be used to it by now. For the most part, I am, but when I go to sleep at night and hear someone in the living room, putting something down on the coffee table, yeah, I get a little unnerved! I, too, sometimes feel like "something" is going to push me down a flight of stairs. This is why I always hold on tightly to the handrail!
rcaredeo (2 stories) (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-09)
Thank you so much everyone for your input. I am enjoying reading your thoughts on this because I have waited a long time to do this. It's funny in some photos of me and say my daughter or whomever you will some times see a perfect circle or bubble next to me. At first I thought it was my camera & that somehow I got it wet but noticed that it happens with other peoples camera as well. There is one picture where it almost looks like it's sitting on my shoulder. The picture is actually hanging on my wall at work. Whenever I look at it (which is often) I just wonder. Other times it's around my head or shoulders never really lower than my shoulders. In any case like I said I'm not necessarily afraid per say but do feel like something is either getting closer or coming to a head. I may not make any sense, but I kind of feel like I am walking on a tight rope. I am calm but I am teetering side to side. I'm not going to exaggerate & say that it's all the time but there are times where I feel a sense of urgency & sometimes like something wants to hurt me but doesn't. Like if I'm walking down the stairs at work for instance I almost feel like someone is on my heels ready to push me down the stairs, I look around & I immediately think positive thoughts. I am all about positivity, love, compassion & giving out positive energy to the world.
chicken1 (2 stories) (69 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-09)
Hi rcaredeo
I work as a medium myself. I don't know if this makes any sence but as I'm reading your story I pick up that there is a male around you who says hes family, he says that he died very quickly with an illness that didn't go on very long, he maybe a grandfather or great grandfather or uncle but he is also some one who passed over either when you were very young or before you were born. He also shows me a bedroom door? Have you seen someone standing there and also shows me a kitchen and appliances like a microwave, have you had cupboard opened in you kitchen as he keeps showing me opened cupboards? You definately have more spirits around you as your very open to the other dimensions. You have a lady who died of a cancer related illness and problems with her lungs as she wants to make me cough. They tell me like what you say, that your not really that frightened its just you don't understand what's really going on. Try not to worry to much as I get the feeling everything will be okay, and If you need any help I'm more than happy for you to email me, and also I don't charge either as were all here to help and advise
Chicken1 😊
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-08)

I sure do know that feeling... You want to embrace it and out of nowhere the feeling of been scare:- (. Your experience sound similar to mine. Well good. Luckto both of us and thanks again annev, you been really helpful
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
13 years ago (2011-12-08)
You are meant to do something. We all are. We are meant to be pushed in order to spiritually grow. You've been blessed (or in some people's minds, cursed) to see a rare thing and that's the fact that we survive death and contact can be made. Most people go through life only believing this (if they even get this far), not knowing it.

Most everyone lives with the sense that their lives here on earth will last well into some distant future. It is in fact, just a breath in duration. Poof, you're gone. You, and us, can be gone tomorrow and many will be. If you get the sense of fear or urging, it is probably your call to pay closer attention to what really matters in this life- in your life. Look at what people focus on in America. It's embarrassing on so many levels. These reality shows, emotional enslavement to movie stars and sports stars, chronically chasing money and goods, disconnection through technology, etc. What does that get any of us? It keeps us from looking inward. We are such an external society (and not just Americans) that we've lost contact not only with our inner self but of those directly around us.

All of our higher selves put pointers out there but we've got to be looking. What interests you? What are you afraid of that you need to overcome? Are you as loving, compassionate and tolerant as you can be? Does fear dictate your decisions? The answer to these help you take those steps.

Not to take this onto a side fringe side-track but I've been having OBEs for years now and you know what I see when I'm out and about? Humans that are barely conscious. They aren't just asleep in their beds but in their life. If you look at where this world is heading, right here, right now, maybe for so many, it's time to wake up.

You are always free to contact me for other things. My counsel is free:) eclecticraven [at]

Be well.
rcaredeo (2 stories) (5 posts)
13 years ago (2011-12-08)
Thank you so much Anne for commenting & providing your feedback. I meant no disrespect in saying that people would scoff. I feel as if I am supposed to do something and as time goes on I feel a more stronger pull. To what I don't know. I have to be honest that most times I feel ok about it but there are other times where I feel a sense of urgency or subtle fear. Does that make sense? Can you recommend someone to talk to etc? I have tried those pay psychics & never get anywhere. Or do you think that I should just kind of wait it out. I don't even know what I am asking:-) And thank you for welcoming me, I feel honored to be on this website and be able to share my experiences.
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
13 years ago (2011-12-08)
Not sure why you'd think authors and commenters of a psychic/empath site would consider you crazy but I don't. It seems pretty obvious to me, being that I've had the same background as you, that you just have a thinner 'veil' to the other side and whenever someone does, those on the other side can sense that and often try and make contact or pester (if you haven't seen the movie The Sixth Sense then go rent it because that's what I'm talking about). And the ones who make contact are usually on the lower astral and can even be stuck souls of sorts though it doesn't sound like they are too malicious by just moving a laptop and poster sides.

We all die and you can either believe that we turn to dust or there is life after death. Since you rather feel that these are spirits, then it's logical to know that billions and billions of people have already died and are in dimensions right next to ours. In fact, within 100 years, another seven billion humans will be on the other side (everyone on this planet as of right now minus a handful who live past 100). So to experience on occasion some of these beings is not surprising in the least. However, we've got religious dogma saying that it's either the devil or our imagination for all good people go straight to heaven. However if you do any kind of near death experience research, you'll find that there are numerous dimensions (both negative and positive) and even "good people" can dwell in the mid to lower planes for awhile.

It is difficult to shut out these visits because there is no door to lock. And when you sleep or are in beta or theta, the door is even more open because your vibrations are now resonating at a higher frequency and is even closer to their own. So you can either accept these experiences as part of your own incarnation here or seek medication and therapy.

I don't think any more instances are needed to tell because the theme is the same. You're on some level, a psychic medium. Welcome!
Thanks for sharing.

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