Everyone. My name is Alex, and I am pretty much your typical 20 year old guy. Well not really. I am just going to write a few thing of psychic phenomena I been experienced and I want you to summarize and tell me, why is this happening, what can I do about it, and why me.
1) When I was 7 or 8, I was walking in the park with my mom, when suddenly my mom sees her friend and they start chatting. I got bored and out of nowhere I felt a weird presence and I just look at the sky, I couldn't believe what my eyes were seeing. There was a medium size cross flying across the sky. I was trying so hard to get my mom to see it but instead she shhhh! Me and told me to keep it down.
2) When I was on my sophomore year, some girl I barely knew passed by crying, I just took one look at her eyes and told myself "wow her grandma must be really sick". Next thing I knew I ask my sister (since they are both friend) she told me, her grandma was horribly sick.
3) Ever since I used to live in the Dominican Republic, I always had a feeling of being watched, even today I can't get rid of that feeling.
4) I was attack by what some people call "shadow people" it was night, I was having one of the worst nightmare of my life. When I suddenly woke up out of it (by the way my room was pitch black) and I still was able to see a humanoid shadowy thing standing next to me, backing away and flying out of my door. Since them I can't sleep with the light off.
5) Age 19, my name has been whispered, like about 3 time at night, one of those night I got a nose bleed out of nowhere.
6) Now that I am 20, I recently was able to read my mom's thoughts. We were the only one in the kitchen, I heard my name, I ignore it at first, but I just went with it and ask her, if she was thinking about me and like always I was right. I can tell when people are calling and who is text messaging before I check my phone.
7) Ever since 8 or 9 I been having what is called "astral projection" I only get the symptoms; sleep paralysis, high vibration and high pitch sound, now here is the thing; I feel I like something is forcing me to astral project. I don't feel like it is safe and at first I used to cry out god's name and that would break up the paralysis, but I had have it so many times, that I develop a way to break out of it.
8) Sorry this is too long, but here we go; I feel like I can do anything, be anything I mean, I feel like if I want to, I can fly, but something inside me keep me away from doing it. I don't know what is it, but if I let me myself I go, I might have a "power rush" and hurt someone.
I know this all sound crazy and FAKE! But is not. I come from a family that are able to see upcoming event in their dreams, and to make thing worse, both my grandparents have told me that they are able to do things not human capable and by that I mean, according to my grandma, she was able to turn invisible with some prayer. Granddad was or is able to stop a thunderstorm again with some prayer. I honestly don't believe them, but according to them, they don't "practice those prayers" anymore.
Please help me understand what is going on in my life, I really hope my younger brother doesn't go through this, he is 11 but doesn't seeing to be affect like I am. Also, I don't practice the occult, neither does my grandparent, they are both catholic, and I myself don't consider to be part of any type of religious, I like to said that I'm someone who believe that there is a higher power watching over us, I don't like to apply religious rule on my lifestyle.