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Heavy Feeling That Does Not Want To Go Away

 

I really hope someone can help me out with this. For the past couple of months, I have been having a heavy feeling that does not want to go away. On Feb 18, 2012 my grandma pass away and since her passing strange thing have been occurring to everyone in my family. Some of my family members have claimed to seen her, others like myself have interact with her through dreams and some have felt her touch. Now the reason why I'm telling you this is because everyone claims that everything that is happening to me might be associated with her. Lately I been seeing lots of shadows and in some occasion rushing at me from behind, I feel like there is something wrong in my house, but also worldwide. I'm a 21 year old guy and during those 21 years of my life, I dreamt 3 times of been possess and the third one happened three days ago. In this dream, I was in my house I don't know how it happen but my whole body was in shock, it was rushing/full of energy, like a current of energy. I knew I was possess by something (and to me it felt evil) but somehow I was in control and not so scared, while my body was been possess I guess I was in what you call "another dimension" and there was 6 German Shepherd.

I remember going around, padding each dog on their lower back to get up and to go outside of what seems to be my house. After getting each dog outside I went outside and this ray of sunlight hit my right side of my face (I forgot to mention of how vivid this dream was, it was so vivid that I even felt the warm sunlight in my face). When I stood up outside, two other animals appeared, a chimpanzee on my left cover with a black aura sitting down looking at me and on my right side what seems to be either an ape or a orangutan (most likely an orangutan) standing straight up cover with a shining light around his head. I knew they wanted me to choose between the two and all I did was look down and told them "I want to live in peace and harmony" and end up waking up after that. I really need an explanation to this, because I have never dreamt of anything like this. Another thing that is been happening and this is way before my grandma's death, is that I been having dreams in which I'm fighting some evil entity. I wish I can explain in more detail, but every time I get this dream I know that is coming and I'm always completely aware of every action I take in this type of dreams and after my "battles" I always wake up with a burning feeling inside of me. When I was either 13 or 14 years old, I was attacked by a shadow. My room was completely dark and I was having the worst nightmare of my life, completely awake in my dream and not able to wake up from it. That experience has scared me for life, because since that time I have not been able to sleep without some sort lighting in my room. During that attack,, it was pinning me down, holding that back of head and then it let go. I rapidly woke up and sow this human like shadow standing next to me and quickly backing away and yes! This thing was darker than dark and I was able to see it moving in my dark room. The reason why I'm telling this experience is because every time I get those "evil fighting dream" they seem to attack me from behind my back and the back of my head, to them and to me, this is a weak point. I'm not able to sleep facing up or sideways (exposing my back) without been attack. I never try "grounding" or putting up a "psychic shield", I normally pray before I go to bed and it seems to work and keep whatever it is away, but I'm so scared of it, that sometime I let it influence me.

Before I started typing this post I did a little research on chakras and this two brought my attention, the cardiochakra and the nucalchakra. According to the site, the nucalchakra "positioned at the back of the head in the cerebellum region, the nucal chakra is related to communication with non-physical consciousnesses (individuals who have passed away). Sometimes we experience various sensations in this chakra when such consciousnesses are present. People who exhibit greater energetic sensitivity and who have an aptitude for mediumship usually have a more activated or sensitive nucal chakra" so after reading this, I got more freak out! Because unless I'm reading this wrong and adding my experiences, something is either trying to take control over me or forcing itself to have a communication with me or am I just paranoid. Please help!

Also am I the only one who is feeling the negativity in the world increasing spiritually?

Love and respect

Spirited-away

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Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-17)
sorry I meant to say *conquer*

Love and respect
Spirited-away
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-17)
[at] Pathr

Once more thank you so much, for your incredible reply!

I decided to look more into it and hopefully concern my fears and face it.

Thank you
Love and respect

Spirited-away
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-17)
The Kundilini energy runs along the spine.
But depending of the recepient the amount can vary.

For myself, it was running up to an extent that
It felt beyound just movement. And the only
Explanation I can give a burst (Sexual energy,).

I was working with my chakras last night, as well as
Running energy, and I felt the kundalini, but it was
Light and bubbly, and was quickly able to identify any
Blocks, then continued with a few other things for the
Chakras and meditation.

Keeping the dark abay, has to do with working
With a different plane of exisitance.
Some of this is healing, other times, words of encouragement to another human being whom is visiting as well. Other times it is dealing directly with an
Energy behind an event: which presents itself to the
Dreamer (You), which is what your dreaming is saying on your last comment!
We manipulate it, and some of this can be seenas mythical creators.

Good journey
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-15)
[at] Pathr

Thank you once more for all your help.
If you don't mind, can you just explain this part of your reply "In that dream had I not experienced the Kundalini energy that moves up the spine I would of been afraid" afraid of what?

I also think this dream is spiritual and I just can't get it out of my mind, is just like that other dream I had, but on that dream eveything was dark and there was lots of weird symbols forming in the sky, to summed it up, I started glowing, rode a dragon to spread the light, but to no avail!, it was like I was keeping the dark from consuming everyone but it wasn't going away
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-15)
There a way of checking: your own inner knowing, aka:Higher self. This on a biblical term is called
An unction and says you know all things.

I do not go by what books say!
Because I see most days shadow darting by.
But they move so fast it can seem as if they are
Attaching. But in actuality it is just movement.
I see them fly by in my home and at work.
From time to time they appear as a size larger
Than a big fly. Other times they are a ball of energy
Aka:Orb.

My husbands power animal is the wolf.
Strangly in his younger days at work he was called
The Lone wolf. And in that work he was the Alpha-Head guy.
When we visited an area that is a preservation for wolfs the Alpha wolf acknowledged him.

For myself my power animal are two crows and a hawk.
I was shown in a dream that when the feathers appeared the energy would be available.
In my real life, there were two young crow feathers at my front door. Later the hawk appeared on a walk, and I was led to a picture of a hawk.
In that dream had I not experienced the Kundalini energy that moves up the spine I would of been afraid.
There was more to the dream but that the main point.

There are many dream books I use the one by
Mary SummerRain whom was taught by, "No Eyes and Grey Wolf. And my intuition which I normally get my own
Interpretation within 12-24hrs.
For another is can be complex, if enough info is not
Provided.

Defining a dream can be complex.
If we experience problems in normal life.
Under stress.
Dealing with fear.
Then you may wish to use the type of dream interpretation you are explaining to look at the subconsious mind speaking in Arch type language.

Yours sounds spiritual.
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-15)
[at] Pathr

Thank you for your replied and maybe you can help me understand a little bit more about the dream.

You wrote that this animals represent protection, correct me if I'm wrong, but when I was searching the meaning of having this animals in your dream, both the ape and orugantan represent negativety but in my dream the orugantan was on my right cover with a white shining light while the chimpanzee which represent positive event was on my left cover with a black aura. I'm not a religious person, but I been told that the right is good and left is evil, if we were to apply this statement in my dreams and let's say I pick the right side base on this belief, in conclusion wouldn't I have been tricked into choosing the wrong side?

Also I looked up the different type of mediums, I feel I can relate more to a trance/mental medeium but the thing that is bothering me is that what if the spirit is not a lost soul, looking for help and more like an evil entity who just want to cause harm. The only person close to me who has pass away, was my grandma and I'm sure is not her in my house and in your reply "We as individual can be healer whom run into an earthbound spirit which is an attachment, hence" does that mean we find the spirits but they can't find us?, because if that is the case, this thing went up it way to find me.

Love and respect
Spirited-away
PathR (4 stories) (1245 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-15)
Some of the animals represent protectors.

The item of being attached.
In my mind I believe it is a wrestling which
I encurred almost 20years ago.
I was pinned under a spirit who's color was
Greenish with small wiry arms.
This I saw as a battling of will power on the astral
Level.

In the physical a vehicle went on the front lawn, and was heading into my bedroom.
I too eventually broke the wrestling and the vehicle
Did not go into my room.
Upon awakening I saw the tire tracks of a car that
Was most possibly driven by a drunk driver.

As for the body vibrating, when our energy body is aligned strong and we are operating on certain levels
We can and do incure this type of sensation.

The chakra you are describing is also known as the
Medulla oblongata: it converges with the 3rd eye and the crown which is believed to make a type of triagle
Shape if one traced it moving toward the back of the head (Casusal) sometimes referred to as the 8th chakra.
Www.twinmiracle.com/pages/sections/section_8.html

In Trance as well as mediumship this area opens like a fan if viewed.

When we open up to spirit it is appropriate to ask for the highest energy and then allow it in.
I personally use my own method of visualizing

Possession is very rare, and if one is working on their own personal development, living a moderate
Upright life. Then it would fall into a catagory of
Channeling as to release an earthbound spirit.
Www.kch42.dial.pipex.com/artspiritrelease.htm

We as individual can be healer whom run into an earthbound spirit which is an attachment, hence
We feel their thoughts/intents,smell sense and see them. This also happens to mediums/or physical trance mediums. Also a Trance medium can run across this.

To rectify you must classify whom you are.
Then set your intent to move the discarnate soul into the light.

Good journey
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
I have a yahoo account. Add me
My name is ap.180724 [at] yahoo.com
LunarKnight (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
It's more of making sure if ever something attacks you, that you will be able to at least have some form of chance to defend yourself. And I can't explain it all here o.o for do you have a skype its easier to explain there or in yahoo chat.
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
[at] lunarknight

Thank you for your help.
So how do I use my energy to defense myself. Since you are teaching me on defending i'm guessing i'm dealing with something negative, not just some wondering spirit 😢
LunarKnight (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
I could help you learn to use your own energy so you have more control and able to protect your self or have a great chance to then being attack and helpless. Are you interested? For also if you have any doubts I have good amount of scientific proof if you need to hear it.
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
[at] lunarknight

Thank you for your concern.

And please, feel free to suggest anything that might help me out with this problem.

Thank you
LunarKnight (11 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
I would very much like to help out. For the questions you are asking well I guess anything is possible, but I might be able to help in a different manner if your interested.
Spirited-away (5 stories) (46 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
[at] PsychicMediumJock

Thank you for your help.

I read one of your article on mediumship and I must say that they are truely interesting, but how can I relate my experiences to it. I feel like I need to understand a little bit more about myself to be able to approach this problem 😢

I was also wondering, do spirits just randomly approach mediums and expect the medeium to channel them.

And what are the consequenses of channeling, have there been cases of mediums not been able to break the connection?

Love and respect
Spirited-away
PsychicMediumJock (3 posts)
 
7 years ago (2012-08-14)
I would like to help you with this and I want you to understand that you are not possessed or being possessed. I have many articles on subjects like this and suggest you read my blog and then contact me with your concerns. Http://www.jockbrocas.com/blog

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