I don't even know how to start, but I'll give it my best. Lately I had been feeling extremely sad and maybe angry with mankind. How can there be so much hatred within my brothers and sisters, I see the news, on the internet, radio ect. And all I hear/see/read is how humankind are killing, hating, abusing and destroying everything on their path. Lately, Barrack Obama confessed, that he support same sex marriage, and as soon as he said that, people everywhere in the US starting posting negative comments and saying horrible thing about Obama and the gay community. Just reading the comment of some of the people, especially on YOUTUBE, comment like; "all gays will burn in hell", "we should kill them all", "gay are sinners" and finally "god hates them all". It bring tears to my eye, when I read these comments, I can feel the hatred within those comments and it bothers me so much, when they used either god's name or religious belief to discriminate other people.
I was raised catholic and as I grew older, I told my parent that I won't follow any religious belief anymore, that I rather follow the voice within me, that one that I know is god. The god that I know, love and care for everyone, I don't understand how someone can use his name or the "bible", take some quote out of it and used it to establish a point of hatred against someone else, why it is so hard to LOVE and CARE for each other. There was a time when I was asking this question and I heard a voice, the voice told me that this is a test. Every day we are been tested to see what type of reaction it will be, and it brought tears once more, because I knew we are failing his test. Worldwide, people are disowning and hating their own child just for being different, slavery and racism are some of the few thing that are causing me to just feel screaming at the world and tell everyone to stop being blind by hatred, open your eyes and start hearing that tiny voice within everyone.
Lately my head is telling me to give up on humankind but my heart keeps telling that there is until hope. Once more, I decided to asked a couple of more question;
1-Will the world end on 2012?
2- Is there something big coming our way?
3- Is it bad?
4-will many survive
And there was one more question that I asked, and I was between a YES and NO, I am assuming it was a MAYBE, but the funny thing is, I can't remember the question. I mostly pray every night for myself, families and everyone in the whole world, I always asked to him, to please keep having fate on us to stand by our side and to give us strength, to confront whatever is coming on our way.
I'm not a religious person, maybe an old soul but definitely just another psychic who sees the world with a different eye. When I asked those question, I don't assume is god himself, but a higher being, maybe a guide, all I know is that I can't trust this being.
Love and care for everyone