After reading, learning, searching and trying to find answers for many years, I've only recently come to terms with calling myself a psychic. However, I have felt a bit weird since I can remember, because I knew that I was able to do things that the rest normally did not, or could not, do.
I am almost blind, and in spite of that, I can see spirits and entities - apart from other things - and I can use my mind's eye.
I am not writing, however, to tell you what I can, or cannot do. I am really in need of help, and even though I do not usually post messages in internet forums, I ran out of good ideas to try to give a nice solution to this issue.
Since I was a child, I have had these visions of a strange person, whom I decided to call my personal stranger for referential purposes throughout this story. I can see what he sees, through his eyes, as though I were inside his head. I can see his face through a mirror, when he looks at himself.
It's almost impossible for me, however, to retrieve all the details of the visions, because I cannot see very well myself, and even though it feels as I could really see during those moments, I can only focus on the things he is focused on, and I might lose most of it after each vision is gone. Through the years, however, his face was engrained in my brain. It did not change much with time, really; he was twenty or so in the first visions I can remember.
As I grew older, I came to believe he was a figment of my imagination; I even came to think about him as something I had purposefully created. These sort of visions of him intensified with time. They became more and more frequent and intense, and I had the feeling of something coming, of him coming.
Most of the visions were from his perspective, but I had some from the outside, to, as if I could see him from the sidewalk at the other side of a street, or through a window, for instance.
Last year, I found out that this guy really exists; he has a name, a job, and he frequents places h
When I look at someone's face, I am not able to see it, but in an amplified image on a computer screen I might be luckier. Because of this, I did not recognize him in the two or three occasions when we met. Even though I was certain that there was something going on, I was not able to see what was the weird thing happening around me.
When I was near him, I felt something I cannot describe very well, like a de ja vu, and I was overwhelmed by fear, melancholy, joy, and a lot of other feelings I cannot find a name for, apart from a myriad of images trying to pop into my mind's eye at once. I think I must have looked like some sort of plant to everyone present then, because I could not react properly.
Several months went by. I was trying to be as far of this person as I could, but there was a part of me that wanted to know.
One day, searching my computer, I found a picture of the last time I'd seen him, and I tried the zoom to see what he looked like.
If I had not been sat, I'd have fallen to the floor, because he was my personal stranger.
Instead of feeling better, I am growing more and more scared. The visions continue to intensify, and I feel a need to talk to him, to get near and do. Something.
The problem here is that we are not that near acquaintances as for him to even say hi to me if he spots me, and even though I can determine when he and I are in the same place, it is about all that I can do. Sometimes, I feel blocked, and other times, well, I see myself where he is instead of where I am. I am lucky that I did not break my leg or something of the sort yet! When we talked, I did not feel disoriented, but I do not know whether it was for some reason beyond my understanding, or due to pure luck.
I do not know if he can perceive me in his head, but I do know that I can feel him in mine, and believe me, it is not an easy thing. One day I was trying to choose a blouse from my wardrobe, and suddenly felt his, let's say, mental signature? Or energy signature, inside my head! I tried to fight it away, but it was really weird and, even though he is almost a stranger, I did not feel invaded. That happened again two or three times after that day, but it is not the usual thing. I guess it is usually the other way around.
If I happen to go to a place where he has been recently, I can feel a trace, very much like his mental signature.
The problem with all of these things is that this person is going to go away very soon, and I am afraid that I might not be able to do whatever I feel I have to do. I even thought about stopping him and blurting it all out, and believe me, I am examining that possibility seriously.
I am really in need of help with this issue. Does any of you know of something like this?
I am currently searching all the stories in the page, and trying to figure out what I come up with here.
Everything that you could tell to try to help would be appreciated.
Thanks for reading!