This is my second posts and probably would be my last. I will tell you why. On 30th January, I wrote a story titled 'My Dream and The Experience'. It was categorized as premonition/precognition. And that premonition happened a few years ago and was one of the MANY that I had had. I would like to share my little story.
I did talk to others about my dreams and the experiences but they were like "ooh", "really?", "that's scary". I couldn't explain to them how I felt. I found this place about a year ago and yet only now I decided to write and share with others whom I believed understood exactly how I felt or what I went through.
90% of the dreams/visions that I had did not concern me. I also called it a vision because sometimes I just saw flashes of an event happening and it happened when I was just began to fall asleep. And the experience; sometimes I saw it happen in my own eyes, sometimes I read it in the newspapers and sometimes I heard it over the news. And most of the real experience that associated with my dreams were not good news. Most of the time it involves injury, pain or even death. And I can only relate the event with my dream/vision after the incident had occurred. Imagined to have to go through these kind of experiences for years. Although the premonition were not frequent but still it scares me, it caused me chills until a few years ago I prayed and prayed that I would never have these visions anymore.
The dreams that I fear most were if it involved colors. If there were red usually it will involved blood. When the whole dream was in grey, dark or bright situations, it signifies the time of the day it occurred - dawn, night or day. Usually, I will 'see' the dream/vision a few days or a week later or sometimes I even have forgotten about it until I saw/read/heard the news. When an incident occurred that was similar to my dreams/visions I would read/listened to the details and they always matched with my dreams. Always. At one time the dreams and the experience were quite frequent that I decided to not read/listen to the details of the incidents. In this case, I did not have to worry about what I saw in my dreams. It's not like I can do or change anything anyway!
It was just not the dreams or visions, sometimes I felt something just make me felt uneasy like something bothering me that I do not know what it is or how to explain. Each time this happened it will give certain level of fear and prayed that it did not involved my family or friends. Sometimes it was news that someone that I knew or someone else knew had passed away or about someone got injured. And after the news was dropped the strange feelings just disappeared. I had never told anyone about this experience before. It scares me and something weird just happened, just as I finished writing the previous sentence, my computer screen just went off blank for a few seconds, it never happened before - totally coincident, right?!
Why I want to make it my last post? As of late, I don't have any more of the dreams / visions. I don't know, maybe I have learned to just ignore them and when I started to think back about the dreams/visions, for the last few weeks, it reminded me the feelings that I do not want to experience again. But, don't get me wrong, these dreams were not that frequent and there were a few of the dreams/visions that turned out to be happy and lovely and I do have a normal life! But I felt that, by sharing my experiences, even though there probably be no respond just like my first post, it's okay to me because the thing is that I had let out something that had been 'frozen' inside me and stored for much too long and I know someone in this forum probably share the same experiences. And these 'bad news' premonitions I can live without and I will try not to remember them. That's why I should not talked or write about it anymore. Thank you for giving me this space.