First let me say I'm glad I can across this site because I thought I was going nuts and seeing so many have post similar experiences as I'm having.
I met someone a almost three years ago and instantly I got vibe that this is the one from our first conversation. There was just something about that I was drawn to from the beginning. When we hung out I hugged her and something in my soul flashed a future with her and I could feel she felt the same for me. To make a long story short her family doesn't agree with us being together so I finally let go and went on with my life. There is a mutual love between us in my mind, because I can feel her spirit and thoughts down to sexual feelings. When I'm about to post subliminal on Facebook they're posting at the exact same time and I get a tingle in my stomach when pictures or a new status goes up. Too many coincidences aren't coincidences.
I can feel the presence on the right side of my brain, chills come down my back, and my dreams are being invaded. I can feel her spirit somehow. I want to write it off as if it's just self reflection of feelings but like I said we're doing things at the same time and the time and the slight stomach aches are always a warning of a event of when something is going to transpire between us due to lack of the family finding out.
This is the first person I ever loved and our lives are so different why am I connect when I'm trying to let go. There's so many things I want answer but due to our situation it's almost impossible to talk on the phone and we're now in different states and still there's this connection or is it just me. I hope I'm not going crazy can anyone elaborate on what this is?