i often see something else that I'm definitely sure was not human or animals and it sometimes scares me and makes me histerically-automaticaly run in panic, and I also recognize places up to the smallest detail as if I've ever been those places before,ex: my first visit to the temple of borobudur, I know that I was like,"remember" (or just know where exactly to look for) some of the carvings and where it was placed, and got the feelings (or to be precise "i remember") that I was there at the time when the temple were being constructed, and it feels like it was just yesterday.
Back when I was a kid, at the time my Grandfather passed away-the night before, I was so uneasy, and develop heavy anxiety and I cry all night long because I simply just can't keep the old man out of my head, and then those feelings stopped bothering me just couple of minutes before we receive the call from families that my Grandfather passed away.
Well it also happen to me many times, when my friend passed away, and when my uncle and aunt passed away.
And since I was a kid I noticed that everybody arround me including my self is glowing, a thin white glow and not exactly in a form of light, just a blurred glow, I used to call it "uap" (it's indonesian meaning-steam heat)
And I remember that everytime I draw a picture of a person (in school/at home), I never missed the small details including the thin blurred glow that comes out from everybody... 8 years later I finally know that it was what people called aura.
Another thing is that sometimes I sense some "others" (I don't like to say ghost or spirits because I know they're not ghost or spirits), presence like somebody is watching, and folowing me at night or even in the middle of daylight, and when it happen, to make sure that I'm not day dreaming I usually start looking for a dog or a cat and go straight to the it, because based on my experiences the dog/cat will start barking/meowing aggresively at me everytime I got the feeling that I'm being watched/followed or when simply just felt the unknown presence.
And After years of experiences, I still not got used to it, but here's the typical things that happened to me all the time, at least 5 or 6 times in a week
I often see something else that I'm definitely sure was not human or animals and it sometimes scares me and makes me hysterical - automatically run in panic, and I also recognize places up to the smallest detail as if I've ever been those places before, ex: my first visit to the temple of Borobudur, I know that I was like, "remember" (or just know where exactly to look for) some of the carvings and where it was placed, and got the feelings (or to be precise "I remember") that I was there at the time when the temple were being constructed, and it feels like it was just yesterday.
Back when I was a kid, at the time my Grandfather passed away-the night before, I was so uneasy, and develop heavy anxiety and I cry all night long because I simply just can't keep the old man out of my head, and then those feelings stopped bothering me just couple of minutes before we receive the call from families that my Grandfather passed away.
Well it also happen to me many times, when my friend passed away, and when my uncle and aunt passed away.
And since I was a kid I noticed that everybody around me including myself is glowing, a thin white glow and not exactly in a form of light, just a blurred glow, I used to call it "uap" (it's Indonesian meaning-steam heat). And I remember that every time I draw a picture of a person (in school/at home), I never missed the small details including the thin blurred glow that comes out from everybody. 8 years later I finally know that it was what people called aura.
Another thing is that sometimes I sense some "others" (I don't like to say ghost or spirits because I know they're not ghost or spirits), presence like somebody is watching, and following me at night or even in the middle of daylight, and when it happen, to make sure that I'm not day dreaming I usually start looking for a dog or a cat and go straight to the it, because based on my experiences the dog/cat will start barking/meowing aggressively at me every time I got the feeling that I'm being watched/followed or when simply just felt the unknown presence.
And After years of experiences, I still not got used to it, but here's the typical things that happened to me all the time, at least 5 or 6 times in a week
1.i can feel that there something nearby
2.i feel like somebody's watching me
3a.that "something" overwhelm my emotion
4a.i can literally see the presence (mostly appear to be human)
5a.i know that it was dangerous
6a.i literally run away in fear (mostly)
3b.that "something" keep on watching from the distant
4b.i can't see a thing but I know it still there
5b.i know that it was no dangerous (don't ask me how do I know, because I just know)
6b.if in a daylight go straight to a crowded places, if night time find nearby dog/cat to make sure that I was not being followed, or go straight home and abandon all plans for the night.
Ps: English is not my mother language, I'm sorry if there are many mistakes
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And not to mention the reaction of the people around me, when they notice that I'm noticing something that is out of their ability to understand, people might call me insane/lunatic/crazy and stuff."not my family though, they were just the same as me".
And laskars1 unfortunately I just got the same feeling about 30 minutes ago,it's 2:56 in the morning here in my place, and it's really hard for me too, and I think laskars1 you're not crazy, because there are thousand of people who had the same experiences like us, at first they call it guts, later they call it "dreaming",but then they realize that those restless night experiences is actually REAL!.