I am 16 years old and I'm in a crisis right now. For a very long time since I was little I have seen or heard things that I'm not sure if they were actually real or not. I remember in my younger years I have seen strange glows around people and have heard and seen ghosts. But then as I grew older these strange things have went away. Now as I have gotten older I have noticed that these strange appearances have slowly been coming.
Around when I was 13 this is when I think that these strange things started to come again. I started to hear and see ghosts again and this was scaring me because I think that it is all just in my head. I started to hear this more frequently as time went by and it was driving me crazy and somehow I was able to shut out this thing and I didn't experience this thing anymore. I thought my troubles were over but they were not, there was actually more to come.
As I was growing I finally came out of middle school and went into high school still thinking that this problem wouldn't ever come again. As time went by I started to notice some more weird things again. I noticed things like me getting really cold out of nowhere when it was a perfectly sunny day. This was just the start of it, eventually I started to get random outbursts of emotions out of nowhere like me getting really angry or sad for no reason. I don't know why this happens and I'm wondering why this keeps happening to me.
Also for some reason these strange things keep getting stronger and they keep growing. Eventually I started to see the strange glows again around people and they have different colors with different people. I was also starting to see and hear ghosts again and I was freaking out. I was getting sick and tired of it so I tried to get rid of these "powers" and I did get rid of these "powers", but every time I get rid of these "powers" they disappear for a little while and they come back even stronger than before.
My crisis from the beginning of my story is whether or not I should try and get rid of these powers or should I just try accept what I have and try and enhance these "powers". I have told very few people about what I have and the people that I tell don't really believe me and say I'm just crazy or just seeing things. I have told my parents as well and they told me that these "powers" run in the family but I don't really think that its true. Please tell me do I actually have "powers" or am I just crazy?