On July 20, My mom was at work and I had a feeling all day that she was about to get "busted" by drug strike force after she came home. I see some things in dreams but this wasn't in a dream it was just- I could feel it in my heart that something was going to happen to her & our lives would so be different.
I told my mom at 7 when she got home about it and she said "calm down, I haven't even been doing anything I am straightening out, things will be different. I promise " I knew she was wrong but she wouldn't believe me. We left around 9 and went to wal-mart and she bought me some clothes and we ran into her "friend". He just happened to show up. I wanted to leave right when I saw him because I knew something was going to happen. We went home and I warned her again; she didn't listen & her friend came inside and looked nervous. He left and I gave my mom a kiss and told her I would have her back 100% no matter what. She called me crazy & I went to bed. A
nd at 5 am the front door [right in front of my old bed] busted open and I had 10 guns and flashlights pointed to me asking me a million questions screaming "DRUG STRIKEFORCE" I cried, because I really did know what was going to happen. It's scary. Does anyone know what that's called? It always happens to me now. My grandmother told me I'd find a gift later in life when I seen her spirit after she died. I'm not a paranoid person & I usually don't believe in some of these things but this is just a little freaky & I do believe this.
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If I were you I would get a notebook, journal if you will. Every time you have a feeling write it down, put a date and time on the page. If you have a feeling like in this case of when it will happen write it down as well. One instance per page. If something comes of what you were thinking / feeling then in a different pen write the date & time and what really happened vrs. What you saw or felt before. Keep track and let's see where it takes you.
Its a hard life you have chosen. See if you can communicate with your grandmother. Even if you just talk to her like she is with you to give you someone to express your feelings too. I think she will be able to help comfort you in the days/ weeks to come.
Know you are never alone. Someone is always listening, even if you can't see or hear them at that moment.
Best wishes to you,