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Never Felt Human


I've never felt human, never been able to connect on the human level, whereas most people have felt psychic powers occasionally, I've felt like a human occasionally. I have been told since I was basically born that I was meant for something amazing, but I can't find it. I see spirits as normal everyday people, they're everywhere. I feel I have this huge destiny ahead of me but I'm missing out in the here and now.

I've been cast out from my entire family because they feel my intensity and don't like it. My father is an ancient, I see it in his face every time I look at him, and my mother has psychic powers, but the two have basically no history nor guidance for me. I've done so much research on, how I feel and how to hone or control my abilities, but most people are genuinely fake. I think I might be a crystal child, mainly for the way I multiply energy around me, even the Iphone ghost app picks me up... But I have no hard evidence so I just feel crazy.

I have all these psychic abilities, reading minds, seeing spirits, time travel, visions, even speaking in people's minds or having conversations with their subconsious only to prove the thoughts I hear as facts. Just about everything psychic I feel, and I bring it out in people. Just simply being around me people notice things differently, some as far as to say they feel super stoned (high) around me. Only when I feel powerful though.

My friend and I walked into his pasted before, watching the 3rd dimension change around me, quite literally watching plants reverse grow. I have all these powers but at the same time, I have all these blocks. I can't astral project, or control my lucid dreams. I only play my role in the dream and watch from a 3rd consciousness. I often fight demons for fun while walking alone or play with astral energy out of boredom. People actually see it and even feel it when I play with energy and it often frightens them, so I try not to out of respect. I feel as if I've awakened, but everyone says they find their enlightened path once awakened, am I missing something? Where do I go from here?

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PatrixieKuchiki (guest)
10 years ago (2012-12-06)
[at] RevSilverson What makes you say that to the poor poster of his query? I know that you do have background on these stuffs and all but every background and experience in the world is never enough to criticize one for his beliefs like THAT.😢
As for the one who posted his story, great going. Keep at it, for you are not alone and yes, it is also normal to feel that way. I do sense that you are a kind of Lightworker. And deciding to follow that certain path is indeed a wise decision but the same time risky. There would be a time wherein you'd undergo the pains of Spiritual Awakening, Spiritual Fluctuations and a lot more confusion with the psychic side of you but I would like you to still continue on with walking down the path. Others may or may not believe you, but it's YOUR trust and belief in yourself that matters the most.
And yes, you are here for a reason:to enlighten and serve mankind---to serve the light. All of us are:sadly,some are blinded by reality.Nevertheless,you one of the lucky people to awaken as a Lightworker and take part in the movement to make the world a better place.
In what way, I do know it's completely up to you.:)
Hope to hear more from you. Whatever happens,don't give up,okay?Because giving up is the one thing that is more fearful than death.❤
chrissbauer (1 stories) (1 posts)
11 years ago (2012-04-26)
Thank you lots for you comments. Since this post i've actaully had a lot of, enlightenments. I choose not to find my path anymore, but simply let it lay before me and I follow it, my/our gifts I also view now not as our... "gifts/powers" but as tools, for someone/something FAR beyond us, and anything that could be, we are to hone them, but use them only when guided and that's where strength will come in.
[at] RevS - I have no disorders, because i'm not of this world, where Your disorders come from. I am simply not the same as you, and a disorder is simply something that comes from something our of ones way of thinking is normal aka dis-order.
[at] Golden Siren - I can only hope to have fun with you in the astral plane, I understand the path you walk in solitude, fortunately for me, and JerBoucher we have a number of us, but everyone must walk their path alone, it's the only way to truly grow in your own gifts.
[at] Jerboucher - If you're truly a crystal child like you say then you'd have the strength to find the rest of us, but I believe you're mistaken when you say starchild. Learn to search for what's not lost in you, and you'll find you in others. You don't have to go in it alone or without guidance, but you do have to walk it alone to grow. Your gifts of changing negative energies to good is deffinately a crystal gift.
Jerboucher19 (5 stories) (5 posts)
11 years ago (2012-04-24)
Have you ever heard of a star-person? You probably have if you know what an ancient is. I could be completely wrong. A star person is someone who came to this earth from a different world or galaxy or where ever you want to call it. I would google things on star people it could help a little bit with figuring things out a bit. When you say awakened i'm not sure if you mean spiritually but since I "awoke" I see life differently like I'm special for some reason and I have more potential than what can be used on this earth.

I want so much help with that subject but no one will be able to help me, I'm in it alone with this. I don't have abilities like you do but I'm a really strong Empath, I sometimes can heal people and take the bad away from them and manifest it into something more positive. I've been able to astral travel a few times but even with that I still feel like I possess something more bigger than I realize. Good luck because you and me both are looking for answers that we can only try to figure out ourselves.

Even though I'm only 16, I've been through hell and back, having experiences that I never would of thought would happen to me. Don't stop using your abilities because then you would just be suppressing something that makes you unique. Good luck
GoldenSiren (1 posts)
11 years ago (2012-04-24)
Okay no offence to the other person commenting, but what is being said is not helping anyone. There are many "realities". Anyways, it is a pleasure to speak with such an obviously highly gifted mortal. First I would like to ask you... What is your interpretation of an "Ancient"? Secondly, I know how you feel. I have the soul of the one and only Golden Siren (I put the "one" in that phrase literally. She is the only one of her kind. Many don't know of her existence. I have a feeling you might understand). I've reincarnated countless times, and I still don't know it all. My powers are mostly manipulation, blessings, and of energy and the Divine. I could develop more, I believe, if I took the time. I'm also a Psi Vamp and a Witch. I walk a path none can follow.

Unfortunately for you, walking a Unique Path like my own, is a lonely prospect. Many will shun you for fear of what you can see and do. You are unlikely to get any help from fellow mortals. It is in their nature to fear the different and unknown. My path is also greatly unknown to me, despite the age of my soul, however I learn what to do next from the Spirits around me, and the Divine. Ask them. Communicate with all you can of the nonphysical, because those on the other side of the Veil of Dimensions, know more than we, and are not blighted by ignorance and egotism.

I'm not sure if this will help you, but speaking to the nonphysical is a good way to get started, and to develop your soul more as you reach your destiny.

Blessings of the Divine upon you~
RevSilverson (103 posts)
11 years ago (2012-04-24)
what you describe is borderline personality disorder with feelings of persecution and grandeur. You must be very young to only feel human occasionally. Most of us feel human often because we have bills to pay so we have to work instead of sitting around watching things reverse grow. The only thing reverse growing in my life is my bank account.
if I had a dollar for everyone on this site who said I have been told I am meant for something amazing in life i'd be rich (er). Sounds like you are bored and seek instant gratification. Everyone else is living a smaller life than yours. Get real. Join life.

Love and light...always

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