Hey everyone. I have always been very sensitive to dreams I don't remember them unless they have a big impact on me but I have had many premonitions. A few weeks ago I began feeling sick strangely enough at around the same time I had a dream where I was diagnosed with leukemia.
I didn't think much about it but from then on it's like I was surrounded by the disease. Whenever I watched Tv there would be shows talking about it etc one day my sister came home and said "I wrote a story today" and I said "what's it about?" and she said "Leukemia" and I said "Why leukemia? There are many other types of illness" and she replied "Leukemia is the saddest".
After this I kept having more dreams I'm not the type of person to really care about whether I'm sick or not but as the dreams were becoming stronger I decided to try and contact my spirit guide. During the meditation I felt the most peaceful I had ever felt I asked "Do I have leukemia?" and I heard a foreign voice saying "Yes" I assumed this was my spirit guide so I tried again and the same thing happened. When I came back my heart was beating really fast and all I could hear in my mind was "It is time, it is time" I didn't understand any of it.
But my dreams have gotten to the point where I'm questioning myself was I really asleep or awake. They are becoming more and more vivid. I thought all of this was strange I have always known about leukemia and I've had leukemia symptoms before to the point where doctors thought I had it but even then I didn't think much about it so I'm surprised it's causing such an impact now. So what do you guys think?