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This is a step of courage, and I am seeking feedback of any sort.

Since breaking my ankle a year ago, the work I've done on myself includes Jin Shin, Reiki, lots of meditation and a few guided energy medicine Cd's by Andrew Weil, ect. As in taking classes and getting trained to put to use my ability to feel and transfer energy. A step towards my purpose here. There is a new respect for myself and I'm aware of my potential and the greater happening in this universe. Also I have felt energies since childhood, this is nothing new for me.

It all started, I say "it" cause I'm not sure how to relate to this experience yet. It started when a friend broke his knee, immediately I knew which knee it was and I amped myself up to work on him. So full of compassion and understanding of how hard crutches are, I was very open hearted. I started "smoothing out his field" Feeling where I'm allowed and not allowed. I was pushed from his knee, to his heart and solar plexus. In my mind with my hands sending out each thought, I ran through my practice *compassion *innate harmony *healing presence * unconditioned unconditional love. What I have learned these words to mean as the healing work on myself has done through my cleanse.

So there I am with my hands over his heart and solar plexus, in the peaceful quiet state. I have no idea how long I was there, and the sounds in the background were gone. It was beautiful for me! I received my first telepathic message! Not startling, just woke me up and I knew it was time to move on to his knee. His voice in my head said "I love you."

The next few day I could not stop thinking about this experience. Goggled it like crazy, but most of all I could not stop thinking about it. To the point of talking to someone and thinking something else. The strangest knowing of 2 minds at the same time. Like it never stops.

Now it gets odd. Feeling like an obsession I googled it more, and came to the conclusion some door had been opened and I needed to shut it. The test was focus on a door with his name and close it, not to think about him and he will show up in person if it's a true connection. Sure enough every day I closed the door, here he was. By the way, this is my husband's friend I'm talking about.

Just exhausting, literally exhausting to shut the door. So when I laid down one night I let my mind wander. In the simplest terms possible this was my first out of body experience and there we were, together! This indescribable feeling. No words were said, just understanding. This happened a few times. These meetings, are not dreams I'm not sleeping cause when we say bye, there I am back in my bed. The feelings still lingering, the physical feelings.

The meeting was like watching a movie. I had no control over, no rooms, just white light, just this unbelievably awesome place. I remember at one point we sat in a chair position knee to knees and forehead to forehead for a long time, with this buzzing on my forehead that I felt very clearly. I was always aware that we knew each other, that's it's ok to be there. Well when these "meetings" stopped it was a very amazing experience that I cannot let go. Us sitting Indian-style floating upward in this upside down tornado of energy. Our head joined and crown beaming of light that was so strong it sucked us up. This is how the visits ended, and I cannot get back there anymore either.

I asked him if he was going through anything, not sure if he was aware. That I feel a connection to him and I'm not sure why, if there was anything he wanted to talk about. Which isn't unusual. He says all he knows is he can't stop thinking about me. The closing of doors was mentioned and he gave that a try, with no luck. He was aware of something just not the vision I was given. He knew it was going on for a while also. When I did a Jin Shin flow on him after this experience I was on fire. The most intense hotness my face was burning, my hands where burning him as well. Almost to the point of needing to stop which was interesting also.

Now I have these super intense knowings about him. As in I feel him around when he isn't and I know he is sad, or hurting, or stressed out. Him being a non believer in spiritual matters that he is, It's pretty uncomfortable for me. Do I tell him what I sense? Or better yet how can I just get rid of this connection? Not that it's all bad, but I am not sure I like knowing his personal information.

To make it even crazier, I ended up calling my mother and talking for a while, she starts telling me this story which is identical to mine! Mind taken over/ guided to vision places/ the exact same formation position and describable environment as what I went thru. Ascending upwards in energy filled light with the Third Eye matched. Even with a man she didn't even know well. I know things happen for a reason and I know others experience this.

Any advice. And also I did open up to another and got judged harshly so be it known. I am a completely sober person, I eat VERY healthy. And work on myself a lot!

I would appreciate any replies. I understand we are all connected and is a gift to feel this connection

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PathR (4 stories) (1274 posts)
 
12 years ago (2012-06-01)
I have found that during much young days.
I met a man and there was a connection.
I felt exactly the same, sensing him when he was not
Around, as well as knowing what he was going through.
Actually felt his thoughts calling to me when he was not even in the same city.
Felt the pain he experienced when his mother died.
His heart seemed to be torn, distraught and he went into depression and withdrawl from the world for a short time. I kept running into him from time to time.
And it ran its course. In time I saw it was more
Of a support that I needed to just observe and be
There in spirit to help. He had no psychic interest.

There was a 2nd male and he would send thoughts.
Eventually when our relationship ended he still did the same
But would not act. So I had to renounce ties, and just simply say I send these thoughts back to you they are not mine.

I do understand that this line can be very fine
And almost lean toward feeling this is a soul mate.
But as you have put it:"Standing back and observing
Allowing time to sort things out is the best action".

It could well be he is a very strong minded man and is
Good in sending his telepathic thoughts and emotions.
And you are just an excellent receiver! And if you are
An Empathetic this is another reason to be weary and question?

Some times these scenarios are only paying back
Of a past life in our postion to support.

I also learned my own frailties and as yourself
Working on myself, judging our own motives is the best policy.

Sometimes life can just bring tests and that's all it is. As relationships go people have good years and bad years and that is just reality.
bls (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
12 years ago (2012-05-30)
Thanks for the feedback. My marriage is very happy, I am extremely satisfied and thankful for my husband! We will never ruin if I have anything to do with it. I also share an emotional connection with my husband as well, and much more.
I'm thinking that "it" does have to run its course, this is a great way to look at it. The fact that he didn't receive the visions, this fact alone is enough for me to look within. And step back like I have done, He is a great friend to my husband. It's not easy coming between them in a way. I thank God I am not attracted to him or this would be extremely difficult, ha ha ha!
Now I just have to figure out how to enjoy this connection and not feel uncomfortable with it. To accept, cause I'm sure there is a purpose. Just not easy. (maybe this will open his spiritual mind, the universe wants us all, including him)
Johntattoos (3 posts)
 
12 years ago (2012-05-30)
I had a shared dream with an ex girlfriend one time. I believe based on my knowing of her and our relationship that her being too obsessed on me me/attracted to me and thinking about me led to it. I am also married (engaged) I easily closed the emotional door on her and the dreams did not repeat.

I hate to sound negative but I wouldn't forsake your husbands love due to high energy from someone else. Like you said your feelin the connection everyone shares. I believe he's just projecting himself next to you and doesn't realize it
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
 
12 years ago (2012-05-30)
It's pretty clear that you do have a connection to him. I think you can move past wondering if that's the case. The question is, what do you want to do with it? Being that you are married, you can either accept it for a beautiful energy between you two and leave it at that, or pursue it romantically and break your union. Both will be hard because you're obviously consumed with him and him with you so even if you "leave it" it will be in words only and a longing will persist. You've already "left" your husband on some level because you are now emotionally and spiritually with someone else, just not physically. The union with your husband is, as of this point, a less than whole one. It doesn't have the connection that exists with you and your friend.

Don't feel alone. Many people go through this (and those that don't and judge, often find themselves later in life going through it so judgment beware!). People often marry when they are young and naive (I don't mean that in a negative way, just an "inexperienced" way). And then sometimes a person in that relationship can meet someone else down the road that resonates with them on a much deeper level. That is the conundrum. It all comes down to personal desire. I find that if two people are not meant to be together it will disintegrate in its own time. Those that are truly meant to be together will, despite incredible odds to the contrary. My own father met what he calls his soul mate while he was married and though it was very painful he decided to be with his 'chosen' one. That was 35 years ago and they are still very much in love and together.

Your male friend may not be able to stop thinking of you but that doesn't mean he'd put his friendship on the line. You both may be forced to just enjoy the connection and leave it at that. If this perpetuates then have a serious talk with your friend. This is between you two and even if you try all sorts of mantras and visualization to 'cut him off' these things have to run their course. If we all could just turn a switch off, we'd not need therapy, medication and a girlfriend's shoulder! In other words, it's not that easy but I think you know that.

Thanks for sharing and I wish you the best to your decision and your life.
Anne

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