Hey, guys this may seem weird. I don't know how to put it in words, but I will try to put it in short. Since I was kid, I remembered being attacked in a dream. Most of the time I end up being unable to fight back. When I tried to attack my body will got somehow unable to attack back, and I can't impede an attack on the attacker or threaters.
Almost a month ago I prayed to God before my sleep to give me power so that I can fight back those who attacks me in my dream. That night in my dream there was this person who had a bad history with our family. He had trespassed into our property. So I impede an unexpected attack on him to get him off our property. I didn't hit him that much because my hand was slow as if I am not allowed to hit by something else. That was quite a success to me because I thought I attacked the entities that attacks me in my dream. I cheered the next morning.
Unfortunately, the next day that very person fell very ill. After a week or two that very person died. His funeral ceremony was held on may 10, this month. Though his death could have been contributed to many different factors, I feel guilty somehow.
I haven't discussed this with anybody since now. For sure my parents won't believe me if I told them they would reject me.
Is this a coincidence or did I really do that? Am I making this up? Could someone give me an insight on this? IF I really had done that, What could have happened if I had hit him hard? I really need this.
I would need guidance for what to do on this issue.