So I am a 14 year old girl, just to start things off. Ever since I was little I felt that I was different. When I was in kindergarten I used to talk to spirits (sorry if this is in the wrong section) at least at the time I never thought that they were spirits. They looked like normal people but I was the only one that saw them. A boy who used to shovel coal at the basement of my school and a girls in a pink/burgandy dress. They were my friends. But then they faded away (I forgot about them) later on I realized that I was different It probably was about 2-3 years ago when I started shutting out spirits.
Now it's almost like as I've gotten a bit older I've learned/realized I have other "abilities". I can "feel" people, it's like when I meet you I know your personality, your way of thought, your "aura" it's not exactly an aura but that's the best I can describe it it's not like I see a color or anything. I just know what type of person you are. I feel energy really hard. When I walk into a room I can sense the air. When someone upset It really gets to me, it's not in the sense that I deeply feel for them it's just that it get all over me. I don't get claustrophobic, but when the energy in a room in overpowering (not in a good way) it gets hard to breath (metaphorically). My mom gets mad at me for it sometimes, she always is telling me to stop reading her.
I get this weird panic attack thing when something weird/bad is about to happen. It's like my insides are fighting a tornado. It's just in my head but it's weird. I also have these persistent thoughts, reoccurring thoughts they ALWAYS happen. Sometimes it's just stupid stuff like knowing what going to be on tv tonight, the score I'll get on a test (percentage) or what's on the test, buts it's been bigger things like knowing about a robbery, or when our car crashed, when our house burnt down. When these bigger things happened I was too young to understand what my thought meant. But these "thoughts" can be anything, usually they are stuff I want but not always. I also have these dreams, it's like I go somewhere that I have never been and then I'll go there in real life, I completely recognize the place! Same thing happens with people and situations.
I can communicate with animals. Not word for word or anything but when I'm with my dog she just looks at me and I know what she wants. This goes for any mammals and birds, turtles, tortoises, an snakes, but not hamsters, guinea pigs, mice, ect. Those small rodent types animals that are terrified of everything. I can't really explain it. If you asked me to put it into words what they are saying I wouldn't be able to.
I'm not sure if this is true but I think differently than everyone else. For example the most basic things seem complicated but the hardest to most people are just common knowledge. It's like when I picture a calendar I see a circle divided into months so you can see what's directly across from each other. Each section is a different color that doesn't really exist here, I can't describe it. T
I'm super sensitive to changes in mood. This goes with everything even houses or a park a tree, etc. Really anything holds an emotion.
I was just wondering if this is normal for anyone else here. And what is the difference between sensitive and physic (sorry if I didn't get those right)
Thanks for reading a part of my life so many people doubt.:)