I am an esthetician. One day I was at work braiding a little girls hair. Her mom was reading our services menu and asked me if I was the one that performed the reiki services. I told her that I am currently only level 1 and am not trained enough to offer that yet.
Then she proceeded to tell me that she is a reiki master and works with angels. She said she could see indigo and crystal within me. She also told me that I am very well protected by angels, especially archangels Metratron and Ariel.
I have a passion about energies and spirituality. I love crystals and stones, I collect them wherever I go. I never realized my fascination with them was for a reason until this wonderful lady opened my world to a whole new level.
I am still trying to figure out what my special abilities are, right now all I know is that I am here for a reason. I don't feel like I fit in, at all. My reiki master told me that I am a healer. That my energy as a level one exceeds most of her level two students. How can I benefit the world with this ability? I know I belong somewhere among the spiritually gifted, but where and how exactly?
Most of the time, when I do reiki on myself, I see colours when I close my eyes. Swirling bright colours, it is usually mostly shades of blue, although there was this one time I seen the most vivid brightest colour to date and it was violet. I cannot describe how bright and vivid it was, it made me question if my eyes were closed. I believe it was in the shape of the infinity symbol. Does this mean anything?
One thing I cannot understand is why I am terrified of ghosts. If I am in touch with the Divine and the fact that ghosts exist, why am I so scared of a spirit that does not hold a physical body?
One thing I know I possess for sure is that I can feel other peoples emotions. For the longest time, I thought it was just me and I had terrible mood swings. But I am come to realize that I am taking on what other people feel. One day at work I was sitting with my boss and a man came up asking for a chair massage. I instantly felt an awful sadness. While he was getting his massage he told my boss that his mom had called that morning to tell him that his uncle had killed himself.
I also am not sure if I can read minds or hear the voices of spirits. I always freak my mom out, especially while we are driving I will think she has said something, so I say "Pardon?" and she says she didn't say anything and tells me I freak her out cause I always say it while she is thinking something. It has happened with my friends a couple of times too. I don't know if it is coincidental timing and it is actually the voices of spirits or if I am reading their minds.
I can go on and on and on about why I believe I am different, but I think I have written enough for now lol.
If there is anybody out there that feels like the possess the same qualities as me, or if you feel you have any information I can gain from, please please let me know.
Much thanks and love,