I don't think I have any special psychic abilities, I've had paranormal activities though. I am quite sensitive to "sleep paralysis" since I was 13. That's when it all started. I was a teenager, curious, into magic and finding my element. I had a 'friend' who was also into that and I wasn't religious. I was what you'd call "emo" I don't remember why but I remember other kids saying I was a devil worshipper and I went along with it. Because I am Asian and my parents are Buddhist so I guess I'm a born Buddhist. In high school I turned to Christianity. But at that age I was a lost soul... So to say. I was curious about selling my soul for some reason and I was on this website that said you could 'sell your soul' and hopefully it was just a gag website:/ it's confused me since. But that wasn't really the cause of everything... But here's my story.
This friend I had in middle school, my parents didn't like her, then again they never liked any of my friends. I was very sheltered. But she was into discovering magic and all that. Etc and I think my element was water then and I remember trying to make it rain and calling on the rain gods... And one day I remember it indeed did rain. I remember being on the phone with her and watching it rain and there was thunder and lighting and it was a frightening storm. I remember seeing a bright flash of lightening very close to my home through my window and it frightened me. Eventually we stopped being friends, she always made stories to make herself cool. Like claiming she was a mixed race and claimed she was part Asian because our city had a lot of Asians.
Then later that year a new girl came to our school and we were the best of friends, my parents divorced that year and my dad found another wife. That best friend was related to my step mom so she was my step cousin. Small world. Her father died of cancer but before so, she told me that her dad knew magic. One day her mother was gone and her dad said he'd show her something and can't tell her mom. He must've summoned something and caused the room to be red and everything levitate. Scary. And I knew she wasn't lying because when had this pact thing where we'd say 'swear on Buddha' when I was still buddhist. It mean no lies and all seriousness. So I don't know?
But we shared stories and one day our group ended up talking about paranormal stuff and she told us to go to sleep that night and sleep with our hands on our stomach, one hand holding our thumb, and something that night will come and press us in our sleep you can't scream or move but our guardian angel will protect us from it. Nothing happened that night cause I move and kick often. But the next night something did. I remember waking up and not being able to move or scream. I remember I felt I was dying. I felt my heart beating in my chest. Wiggling in there and I felt it beat so slow to a stop and I woke up the next morning remembering it. I've experience 'sleep paralysis' ever since then.
I've woken up sometimes I slept with my door open and I can see through the hallway and see the living room. The light in the dining room turned on. I didn't hear any footsteps, anyone and it stayed on for a minute and turned off. I was hesitant whether or not to see if it was my mom or brother but it was no one. My brother's room door always made noise and no one went in and out of my parents room.
There was a time my brother and I laid by each other on the couch. From the couch you can see the tv and past that my room. We use to share it but we both seen a dark shadow go from right to left and a week prior I had seen the same thing happened.:/ weird things have happened like when I was 12 my uncle from Alabama came to visit and stayed in my room. He complained that there were a lot of flies in and out of that room and irritated esp at night. After he left the flies got worse. I remember trying to sleep and flies would buzz around near my ears. I would hide under my covers. One day my mom and I were in my room talking and we noticed there were flies a lot around the window and we killed them. A lot of them. Then my mom rummaged around and seen my dad's dirty laundry pile and there were maggots and maggot eggs. Lead my mom to believe it was my dad's fault. Caused a fight. But more and more flies came no matter how we killed them. To the point I didn't sleep in my room until we figured how to deal with it. My brother's room had a window and from that window you can see my window and he said he had a fly in his room window jumping at his window as if trying to go to mine. They talked amongst themselves and wonder if I stole anything accidental that was a fly attractant but I didn't... We used fly killing spray to rid of them and sealed the window. Weirdest thing of my life and I submitted this story to a tumblr site that had paranormal stories and they researched for me that swarm of flies in a room could indicate some kind of temporary portal that's opened or something.:/ I don't remember clearly but I hate flies.
In high school I was in yahoo chats a lot and someone talked to me and we got along he's from the east coast, maybe PA or VA and he was weird but an interesting weird. Told me he had psychic abilities and could send energies. One day he said he can send me energy that night when I slept and sure enough I remember waking up feeling this weird cold needle-like-numb inside my body it felt vibrating and tingly. I can't explain it. He's sensed once that there was a ghost near me in front about 3 ft which was weird because it meant that it was in my neighbor's house or something and I was on the 2nd story. But he told me so say this verse that I think it's in the bible to banish that or any spirits I don't remember how it went. In the name of god, blood of the lamb. Etc. He was christian I believe and encouraged me to find a religion. He sensed I have a sensitive soul he believed that I was part of this good 7 to fight with the end of the world. Felt attracted to talk to me in the chat room. But it's been a while since I've talked to him.
In high school when I was 16 going on 17 one year it was when I turned to christianity. I had a LOT of paranormal activity. I slept with a night light often. I can't remember if it's the one with this sensor to turn on and off or the one with the switch. But in the middle of the night I remember waking up and seeing it turn off for a litle bit and turning back on. Creepy. It wasn't defected either. I remember waking up, it was may 7 at 12 am-ish and I woke up, looked around, couldn't move, scream and I felt something try to have sex with me. No lie. I remember seeing translucent like orbs. It could've been 3 spirits, or eyes and a mouth. I didn't have contacts in. I tried kicking around and NO lies. Something TICKLED my FOOT:/ that was weird. So I stayed still until it went away. And I woke up again... Later I told my god parents who stayed with me. And a year later my God dad believed that there was a ghost because he woke up feeling his foot being tickled.
Right now as I just typed that my dog barked once at something and ran away. He never barks for no reason. I'll take that as a coincidence as for nothing. And my TV cable box turned itself off and rebooted. My roommate is nervous. Lol maybe i've been reading all these stories on here too much.
But to cut this short. I've been molested in my sleep I've had sexual dreams in which I feel like it's something I can't see or don't know or kissed by someone I can't see. And in some cases I've been able to hear my thoughts and remembered to pray or yell at it to go away. I've had moments where I've woken up to hear something in my ears. Loud and I can't hear my thoughts. Taunting me. It's happened 2 time I think.
Hope this wasn't a bother to read. Feel free to leave any input.