I've have had experiences that nobody can explain. First off I was in denial throughout my experiences. I am going to get personal because this is my first experience I had. When I was 12 years old my older brother passed away. That day he passed away I knew for some odd reason that something very bad was going to happen to my brother. Well later that night my brother passed away in my house and I knew that he was dead before anyone else. I felt guilt for a while after that because I should have followed my instinct. He killed himself in my house.
Ever since than I didn't believe in God or higher powers, but my mediumship was always there. This made me go into denial about my powers. Again I kept on pushing it back and trying to figure, out why I felt the things I felt. I tried to debunk everything and nothing can explain as too how I knew my brother was dead before everyone else. Nobody can explain how I knew my best friend cousin died two weeks ago. How can anybody know such things or sense spirits like I do?
I always knew when something happens because I have this strong feeling. Also I always feel the presence of my brother. I smell flowers and I know it is him. I have felt my great grandmothers spirit. All of the feeling are warm when they come by. When I am near a bad spirit I can feel uncomfortable, stressed, angry, etc. I can tell if they are male or female and know what kind of personality they have. I think because my powers are getting stronger spirits shadows have been appearing at my house lately.
So I need comfort because do any of you feel what I feel with spirits? I don't want to feel like I'am crazy. I already told three friends and my boyfriend (he can see spirits). I just want to know I am not alone in feeling the spirits. Can anyone help me realize that I do have this?