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It Exists In My Life


For as long as I can remember I've had "tactile hallucinations", I was always distracted in school by the sensation of something soft and light rubbing my face, even now as I type I can feel it. I was always jumpy, thinking someone was behind me because I felt a hand on my shoulder, thinking someone poked my back when nothing was there. And all of this can be explained by tactile hallucinations, I took medication, or even just ignored it. But there's always been this voice in the back of my head "What if it's not your mind playing tricks on you?" so one night, I tested it. Narrating something in my head, like I was speaking to someone or something, I requested this "being" this "energy" to increase the pressure of which I felt it. To touch my shoulder, to rub my back. I tested it a thousand different ways, I tried listening for it, telling it "Say my name into my ear, keep saying my name" and I felt sensations around my ear, it would get hot, and I felt something tickle it, then very faintly I would hear my name said, over and over and over again... Or did I? Maybe it was just my imagination, it was too soft to really judge.

Whatever I request it to do, it does. Maybe not exactly how I'd like it to be done, but the request is typically followed through. I've even asked it to pinch me, and I've felt a little pinprick.

I'm half way between "ignore it it's nothing" and "this could actually be an energy of sorts/a demon/something/someone"

It always seems strongest at night, when I'm laying in bed, relaxing. I'll sometimes ask it to "surprise me" at which it'll do something different, one time I felt it all behind me... Like it was... Spooning with me?

I'm not religious, not spiritual, not really atheist.

I don't fully believe in psychology, anymore.

I keep waiting for it to prove itself as something real, and even if it does, I don't know if I'll believe it. I need to know for sure, without a doubt what's happening.

Over-active imagination? Maybe.

Tactile hallucinations? Maybe.

Something else...? I don't know.

I really don't know, and it's driving me nuts.

I thought maybe 'it' was an incubus, but this happens whether or not I'm awake or sleeping, and yes, it come into my dreams as well. It manifests in my sleep paralysis.

I'm not looking for any "Pray to god" type of answers, so please kindly avoid those, I'm just looking for advice? I suppose, maybe a way I could talk to 'it'-if 'it' is something. Man, I don't even know.

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Hitsuin (3 posts)
8 years ago (2014-11-27)
Hi ClearFireClown.

I've done tons of research on this email me, if you like, and we'll go over some things you can try.

GeorgiaMOM (guest)
8 years ago (2014-11-25)
I think you should get a digital camera and wear it around your neck (at home). When you feel this sensation, turn and take a pic in that direction. I'd say at least 3 each time. If some kind of energy is around you something odd should show up on the previewed images. Also pay close attention to the time and situations or state of mind you are in at the time of the encounters. Emotionally and physically, some times our emotions cause unusual events. At least then you'd have some kind of proof for yourself. This should remove any doubts you are feeling towards yourself and your sanity. I would then research different experiences you've had over time, including the circumstances and emotional state and the specific time of day. Also your situation, weighter, your ready for it, like on guard. Or if you were vulnerable like in the shower or asleep and it happen unexpectedly. Keep a journal for a week to reference all moments of encounters. This might help you nail down what exactly your dealing with. It may lead you to the answers you seek. Hope this helps! Blessings from above I pass to you and ask for your path to be laid before you with the answers that you seek.
Tak_the_Unformed (1 stories) (15 posts)
8 years ago (2014-11-25)
yeah who cares lol? If you want to chat than do it! If not than ignore it, as to its reality semi reality non reality, no way of proving it and no need either. I hear all kinds of things talking to me all the time, just gotta take everything with a grain of salt!
Swordsoflight (6 stories) (90 posts)
8 years ago (2014-11-24)
It depends on your mental state. By the sound of it it could be an "it" but it all depends on what YOU think and what YOUR state of mind is. If you can 100% feel it without a doubt physically, congratulations you have something pinned to you. If you try too hard to feel it and it just happens but you're not sure, take a breather and think "It doesn't matter if it doesn't happen but I need to know if this is real." Thats how I eliminate about 56-59% of the random voices I "hear" (Clairaudient so its all in my head.)
Just think of what this could mean, and follow your own path with your own mind.
Peace and light,

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