I am in desperate need of help at this point. I don't know who else to turn to, I can't hide it anymore because it's gotten to the point where I'm scared.
I am psychic, I see people on the other side, I have lived past lives. I remember them all, especially the years leading up to my death or how I died. So here I am, I have had a lot of crazy things happen to me lately. Has anyone ever seen the Grim Reaper before? Because I have on multiple occasions before someone dies.
The first time it happened was years ago, just before my cousin died. I saw the Grim Reaper standing in my grandparents bedroom, he woke me up during the night and there he stood. A dark cloaked figure, in the corner of the room. He held what I believed was scythe in his hand and since I was young I buried under the sheets to hide. I swore the room temperature dropped and then after a few minutes of rocking under the sheets I looked up to see the Grim Reaper to be gone.
It repeated over the years in several episodes where he would come see me and someone would die. One such episode happened in September of this year where I was at this play. I felt the chills and I looked to my right to see the Grim Reaper standing over a man. I was at the end of the isle and this man was staring a new isle across from me. The man went into a seizure and the Grim Reaper looked up at me and brought his dark finger up to his lips or face if it were there as if saying "hush." People around me began screaming and rushing to help the man who had gone into a seizure. I was frozen stiff because I was horrified, I couldn't believe what I was seeing. Anyways the man was unconscious from what I believe after his seizure, but after the mans spasming stopped the Grim Reaper or whatever the hell he is vanished. And paramedics took the man away. Now I feel like the progression has gotten worse, I can now sense when death is close for someone. I have predicted before and both had happened in this past year.
Now two weeks ago I had a creepy dream where I was standing in this meadow and the Grim Reaper was standing only a few feet away. The meadow was beautiful, as if I were in Heaven, they were poppies and the sun was out. The Grim Reaper like always just stood there staring at me and he raised his arm up and he was pointing at me. I was really freaked out at that point and I was trying to shake myself awake. But for some reason I couldn't get out of the dream. Suddenly the wind began to pick up around me and the beautiful weather turned to a storm. There was rain and the wind began to gust, I screamed. The Grim Reaper vanished and I woke up. I felt like that was a bad omen because only a night later a friend of mine was murdered and in the following days up to this point I have kept seeing the Grim Reaper and there have been 8 deaths in my area so far in just the past two weeks which for where I live is horrifying. I live in a very nice wealthy area, everyone in the area has some serious money and I don't live in a rough neighbourhood at all.
I'd turn a corner and he'd be there but in the blink of an eye he'd disappear. For every time I've seen him a death followed after that. I don't understand what the attachment has to do with me and I'm scared. Why does he follow me? What does he want with me?
I had fallen asleep in the middle of the afternoon in my mother's living room. I felt a strong pull from my body and I remember looking at myself sleeping. I was out of my body, or what seemed like an out of body experience. I've had them before, I just don't have them often, or try to because I don't find them pleasant.
Everything looked to be the same, except for a black hooded figure standing next to me. He had a skeleton face. I was a young 18-19 year old when this occurred, so not really understanding what was happening, I charged at him, and commanded him to leave.
He started to go to the front door, but would constantly look back at me. He left when I commanded him to, but kept turning around to look back at me. I woke up shortly after he left, gasping for breath, as if I had stopped breathing while I was "asleep." I was inhaling air deeply like I hadn't been breathing.
After that experience, I haven't seen him since, but I know when he is around. I'm now able to know when someone is dying or going to die, particularly if they are in my family.
I remember when my mom's dog had been lost and we had found him. He had only been home a week and he was so happy to see us. He had so much more life in him and energy, which was unusual as old as he was... And one day I was leaving for work... I looked at him, and I had a bad feeling. I told him bye, kissed his head, turned to walk away and something heavy hit the back of my leg. It was the pug figurine my mom often kept on the mantle. I was no where near the mantle when this fell... And I knew he was going to die soon... And he did.
It was the same for my grandfather. I knew, and I was right.
But ever since that encounter with the reaper, I know these things. I've seen spirits my entire life, but to know when death comes is something that feels like such a big responsibility. I have a connection there, and I'm sure it's for a bigger purpose. I feel close to him, in a weird way, and he doesn't scare me anymore.