Last month my friend and I were on vacation in Europe, When my friend and I arrived we drove from one country into another. The origin country I had been to several times but the destination I had not. As I was driving I felt like I had been there before. I had the gps set but I was driving along as if I'd done it a thousand times. Usually when I visit a foreign country I'm excited to see new things but when we visited a castle, I found myself restless and annoyed with the entire thing. Nothing was fun, the whole trip was depressing. It's not that it was sad, it's just that I was bored with it all. The second night we met a guy, average looking, nothing special. The three of us went to a club and danced the night away. I'm a social person but for some reason this guy and I barely spoke (I'm the one who "found" him) but we were perfectly in sync. I wasn't interested in him sexually, nor was he in me. Somehow though, as I said before, we were perfectly paired. When we were walking down the street we held hands, again nothing sexual, it just felt normal. At no point during the evening did he ask me any questions about myself, and I didn't ask him any about himself. My friend however said that he talked her ear off, sang to her and was really funny. I got none of that from him. The guy ended up sleeping in our spare room and all was well. The next morning he came down to the living room (I was up, my friend was still asleep) and we sat in silence, but it wasn't awkward, it was comfortable. He called a taxi and when he left he just smiled and walked out the door. No bye, see you later, nice to meet you, thanks. Nothing.
This guy is the reason I started paying attention to the ringing in my ear and the deja vu I've been having. Something about him stayed with me. It's as if he was the nudge I needed to tap into my spiritual side. Does any of this sound rational, or am I making it up? As I've done more research on clairvoyance and the spiritual side of life, the ringing in my left ear has stopped. It had been going on for so long I thought it was due to my allergies or an ear infection. After I had a great meditation session where I was able to clear my head and say a few things, I got a tap on bottom of my left foot and confirmation of my questions through a tarot reading. The second time I tried to meditate, I was unsuccessful, I got a lot of swirling color on my left eye but no clear answers. The third time I tried I got nothing, I dozed off and the things I heard were garbage. I believe a mix of being half asleep and trying too hard.
About the guy, at first I wondered if he could be my spirit guide but I don't believe that. Has anyone ever had a case of someone just coming along to set you on the right path? I can't even put into words the feeling I have about him, it's like saying oh that's my brother Mike. It was just so casual and normal.
About the trip, I live in an old city and sometimes when I go into old home I get the heavy pressure feeling in my head (I usually leave those places immediately). I had none of those feeling or any at all other than being bored and unimpressed. However, upon returning to the states, going back is all I can think about, as if I'm home sick or missing something.
Any ideas, insight is greatly appreciated.