I dearly hope that someone takes the time to read my story. My name Maegan and I'm 20 years old from Kentucky. I think I have a gift (more than one) but for some reason I can't stop denying it.
I was hoping someone could shed a little light on my situation. I started out having dreams about my friends and loved ones that had passed away. Very vivid and rememberable dreams. I saw my childhood friends body decomposed most of the way after talking to him in one dream.
That doesn't even scratch the surface. I have recently been talking to several spirits I think. Four to be exact. Two of them family members, one friend, and one of my babysitters from when I was young. All who have passed.
When I first started talking to them I never asked who it was so I wouldn't know who I was communicating with. Now, I've moved passed that and can talk with them.
They make me laugh, they bring tears to my eyes, they make me feel SO happy. And it all feels so real. But the thing is they communicate telepathically. My thoughts aren't my own sometimes. And I respond to them in my mind.
Is that how it works? Or am I crazy because I've come to far to not know. I'm also an Empath living in a toxic environment. I'm an emotional sponge surrounded by negativity. I do my best to try to block it out but with all these feelings piling up I sometimes get lost in them.
I understand that I have a lot to learn and that I have a lot of growing to do spiritually. Now I just need to know where to start.
Could anyone out there be of help to me?