I've been told by my elders that my family comes from a long line if Athabaskan shaw women. The women in my family have gifts and we can feel spirits. All my life strange things have happened to me from reading my sisters minds to dreaming the future.
Do I really have a gift or am I just crazy?
My aunts best friend passed away a few weeks ago, I never met her but strangely I could describe the way she kept her hair, the way she would flip her hair back. I knew how she acted, how kind she was. Yet I never met her before!
I described her to a T!
I had a dream about her a month before her passing. In this dream my dead uncle mark came to me he was trying to show me how to speak with other people. I met my aunts friend in a bathroom in my dream and I spoke to her. I can't really remember what we spoke about when we were done she simply vanished.
She died in a bathroom.
What worries me is my dreams have never done this before. Before I could dream of small clips of the future and see passed away family members but never before a dream of someone before they died! There was other people I dreamt of that night including a baby drowned in a tub and a young pale boy with black hair.
What if something happens to them?! What's worse if what if I can help them... I don't know how.
If I do have a gift how can I strengthen it's power? Maybe If I knew how to control it I could help people.
Any advice would be helpful!
There has to be a reason I'm dreaming these things, right?