This is a continuation of, "It Followed Me Home". I have not quite figured it all out yet and still continue to search for answers. I believe we all go through things, no matter how odd, good or bad it is at times, so we can learn from it and progress. Not only has this experience been helping my faith grow stronger, but it has given me the need to understand, learn and search what I've been going through all my life, instead of just dealing with it, guessing day to day.
Since my son and I saw the negative spirit, and the activity continued, I decided to have someone come into our home to cleanse it. Prayer is nice and helps, but removing some spirits is another thing. When all the mishaps started, I blamed it all on the negative entity. So much has happened to my entire family from balls bouncing around and spinning on their own, loud slamming sounds, fire alarms going off, blankets moving across the bed on their own, lights flickering, missing and moving objects, hearing voices, shooting orbs, doors closing, footsteps, animals frightened and etc... The spirits love to mess with people when they are alone, especially my guy (Jeff) who has a difficult time releasing his fear. They get to him as soon as I walk out the door. I can't leave him alone much anymore because of it. He has yet to find comfort in standing his ground with them. I tell them to quit and they listen.
All these years, at times, I've had thoughts and feelings that a man was standing behind me or watching me. Each time I dismissed it thinking I was imagining things. Nothing odd ever happened in our home then, except for one incident after Jeff's grandfather passed away years ago. A whole dish of lasagna was pulled out of his hands and landed several feet away on the floor. I assumed it was his grandfather and never thought more about it. Every other spirit I had dealt with over the years was always persistent and made sure I knew they were there. I never experienced this with the man.
During the investigation I was told there was a 40 year old man present. I was actually stunned for a while until it all came rushing back to me. My thoughts were so hung up on this woman entity we had seen that I totally forgot about the man. From my past story, with the man yelling in my ear, he was the one whom did so, helping my son at one point and time. It started to all make sense to me now, except for other things I have not yet solved.
I was also told a 7 year old little girl and her dog is here. I have never felt a little girl before in the past. I was also told that they believe this woman entity we saw is roaming among the land we live on, however my suspicions are not at rest. One question I do ask myself is why our house has so much activity now. We have lived here for 14 years before this activity has begun and it still continues.
The man whom has been with us never gave us a problem. Is she the one that stirred him or was it my son and I opening up more that stirred him? So many questions unanswered. My pain over the years does block things more so than before though, but yet, I still do not feel she is who she poses to be. Maybe I'm wrong. I still have a lot to learn, but I can't dismiss what I feel. I guess you could say I've been on guard lately. When I saw and felt the negative, woman spirit, I felt I had to protect my son as though he was the one in danger.
Over time, this so called child has been appearing to him. Not to mention, when he saw her face, he told me she had black lines in her face as the negative spirit did. A woman's voice tries talking to him occasionally. He walks away and tells me as I have instructed him to do. My eldest son came home one night late and came into the kitchen to say, "Hi" to me. He said he could hear a woman's voice and assumed it was me. When he entered the kitchen, the talking stopped and he soon learned we were a sleep. I've thought about having social contact with the man, however, I hold back doing so. I know negative entities can gain control over lost souls which may create an issue I'm not quite ready for yet. I have restarted my meditations again which open me up even more in hope to gain and grip more of what is going on in my house.
I did learn that we live on Indian grounds. When I was younger, we actually found old Indian arrow heads in the back of my mother's house. Explains why I saw all the orbs out back years ago. There use to be a lake in the wooded area behind my home which is now dried up and holds a vortex. The granite and rock in the back of our homes also is an excellent energy source for spirits. At night especially, I'm not fond of going out back alone, never have been. At times I feel like I'm being watched, not exactly from a spirit, but something physical. Finally some answers were given. We are not, which I knew, the only house in the area that experiences phenomena.
I have not seen all the evidence yet from the investigation, but we did have experiences during it. After turning a light off, it came back on. We saw the man's orb on the screen flying about in our kitchen and living room. Some of us even felt a breeze as he past us by. He was more hesitant and not so willing to communicate that night. I do feel at times when he is near me, such as the other night when he decided to stand next to me for quite some time. Using dowsing rods, they were able to communicate with the child/woman. It seemed she was very willing to communicate. The little girl said she is afraid of the light and she wants to stay and play. She also curled up and rested on one of the woman here helping. This spirit also is the one that likes messing with my hair. I believe they also have gotten some EVP. This will be all on my next story.
Well, this is just a short version of another strange event taking place in my life. After the cleansing, I will update with another story. Hopefully by then, either I will find more answers or the investigators will. Maybe this is just another journey in my life to learn something new, such as cleansing, more protection, and so on...
If anyone has any thoughts or such, I would love to hear them.