Some of us here have all spoken about premonitions, visions and such and how they always leave a big piece of the puzzle missing, leaving us to think and search for answers. Sometimes I wonder if the spirit world enjoys doing this to us while sitting back watching us scramble for all the missing links. Now I know that this isn't a true fact, but it still crosses my mind from time to time. Fact is, we, meaning the spirit world and human world, are definitely from two different worlds. Our thinking level is definitely much different than the other.
I have been going in circles lately trying to figure out the clues I have been getting from this dream that I have had twice now. Maybe I've been going in the wrong direction or just maybe it is meant to throw me off in the wrong direction, unsure. Everything always seems to make a wrong turn just when I think it can't get any more complicated, when dealing with the spirit world. Again, in my dream, I can think. This is how my dream went:
I stood in the center of what use to be my son's bedroom. The thick cobwebs flowed throughout the dark, dreary room making the air seem thick from all the dust. I turned in a circle glancing at all the furniture and items lying around the room. Nothing seemed familiar, except for the fact that I knew it was my son's room. Now it looked like an attic being used for storage. It was a place where old furniture was put and forgotten about. Although I was looking at the items scattered, nothing really stood out or seemed important. I turned once again, and something really caught my attention. There was a white rocking chair sitting partly in the walkway. My mother-in-law saw it as well and we both stood there just looking at it. This was the only piece of furniture that seemed clean, no dust. It seemed odd to me and important. Suddenly this chair started rocking. It was rocking and no one was sitting in it, at least, no one visible anyway. We both continued to stand there watching it rock back and forth. My mother-in-law never said one word to me the entire time we were up there. Although she was with me, it didn't feel like she was really there, if that makes any sense. While we stood there, suddenly, a face appeared, coming out of the chair. The same ugly face I have seen before. She came toward us while her face grew bigger as she came closer. Thoughts just raced through my head now. I couldn't figure out what to do at this time. She was getting too close too fast. Not knowing what to do at the time, I just took off. I was out of there. First time I've ran from her. I knew this wasn't good, but it just happened too quickly. My mother-in-law didn't move. Once I got near the stairs I stopped and looked at her and questioned mentally why she wasn't moving. Then I woke up.
After the second time I've dreamt this, I knew and felt there was meaning behind all of it. I questioned my mother-in-law. I didn't want to give her any descriptions of the chair so I left some information out. I know premonitions can twist information so I asked her if she had a chair stored in her attic. She looked at me and told me, "No". I said, "Hmm, that's strange. I keep having a dream about a rocking chair and you are always in the dream with me. You are connected some how". She sat and thought for a minute and something struck her. She told me her father, years ago, had gotten an old antique rocking chair, but she wasn't sure where he got it from. He fixed up the chair and painted it white. Now I thought we were getting somewhere. I asked her, "Where is that chair now". She said, "I had it for a while and then I gave it to (changed name) John". John is my boyfriend's brother whom we take care of now. She said, "Well, it should be upstairs in your attic".
I searched through our attic which is hidden behind a book shelf in my son's room. I can't find the chair anywhere. It was once there. We are thinking that John's ex-wife may have taken it when they divorced. I wonder if maybe a small piece of the chair had broken off and is still in there which she could be attached to or maybe it was destroyed and the spirit came back here. Perhaps this is another tactic to throw me off in another direction, not sure. I have so many questions and keep getting thrown in different directions. Even if there was an attachment, why show up now? I mean, did it follow me or was it here all along in hiding. Before all this started, I had another sensitive person in my home and she didn't feel anything negative then either. I've sensed a man in the past but, he never caused any issues. Maybe I'm missing something or maybe I'm not piecing everything together properly. If anyone has any ideas, I'd appreciate it.