Of all the things that I have experienced in my life, this had been the most recent and the closest I've felt to nature and the world around me.
Most of the time it can tire me out completely, but it also made me realize that I have hidden power inside of me, like a big, black, abyss able to suck things in.
Just a few days ago, I was walking at a park near my apartment when I suddenly felt extremely tired, hearing loud noises against my ear, and I could 'feel' the air moving around me even though
There was no wind *a typhoon is probably coming*.
I have never experienced anything like that before, like I was part of the world moving, and I could feel to be the ground beneath and around me and the waves that was crashing by the sea at that time as if I were one with the world.
After I regained consciousness, I was sitting on a bench, not just any position though, I was sitting upright and felt relaxed and my legs felt exhausted as if I've walked for 5 hours on a hiking trip. I had no memories of what happened at that time but when I checked my watch 2 hours had passed (Why two hours? I have no idea).
For the past 8 years or so, the ability I've possessed was to see parts of the future and sense other's emotions. Even though I've always been meditating and stuff, I don't exactly understand this ability. The answer that I need to look for is WHY I have this ability (meditating to look for the answer doesn't work, neither does crystal work or tarot reading).