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Empath Or Something Else? Child Too

 

This is the first time that I have actually acknowledged this gift/curse so please be patient with me.

As a young child I was told that I was "too sensitive" nearly everyday. I remember walking on eggshells before I could walk. I have memories of other people's emotions as young as two years old. I always knew when other people in my family were experiencing both physical and emotional pain and I would know things that others did not. I knew when I was ten the last time I would see my great-grandmother alive. I still smell her every holiday gathering and at times I smell her when I am distraught. I feel like a lot of this has a connection to her.

My mother in particular really affected me as a child. Not only did I feel what she felt, I knew that her emotions were the only ones that counted in our home. I felt everyone's discomfort around her and this just led to a feeling of constant anxiety. My parents have always had a volatile relationship and it somehow affects me no matter how far away I am. I felt like I was crazy when I started having anxiety attacks in seventh grade, and I did not have support at home.

As an adult I attributed my anxiety to emotional abuse. I developed fibromyalgia symptoms in my early twenties. That was when I had a major life-changing experience. I had just moved into an apartment and I started having paranormal activity (until this time I was skeptical at best about the paranormal.) This made me question my abilities that others who were more open to spiritual matters suggested I really possessed. Still, I was skeptical- I just didn't feel special enough.

I always have been able to read other people. I know what they are feeling and what they are hiding. I know when danger is coming particularly to those I know well. My strongest initial moments that revealed hard evidence of my gift happened during my first pregnancy when my father tried to commit suicide. I just knew something was wrong so I called my mother. She told me my father had been fired from his job and he had driven off after they fought about it. I told my husband that we needed to go over to my parents' house right away-that I felt like something terrible was happening. When I reached their home I knew how my father had tried to do it, where he went to do it and that we needed to call an ambulance. It was really hard to convince the EMS service to go to this location, but I luckily I was able to do it without telling them how I knew where he was. I even knew the names of the medicines he overdosed on.

As I have gotten older things have become more intense. I feel like I cannot go into public, because it is too draining and emotional for me. I also work in a hospital and my health has really declined. I feel so much depression while I am there, and as soon as I walk outside there is a nearly automatic cessation of anxiety/depression/fear/anger. Not only do I feel my co-workers' emotions, I also feel my patients' anxiety. On SEVERAL occasions my patients have actually told me they feel something special about me. One patient told me she knew that I was meant for something in the spiritual realm and that I was running away from it. I had not told her anything about myself.

After that patient last year I really started to come out of my denial.

This year I have had some major episodes. First, there was a college student murdered nearby and before the police knew much about the case I told my husband revealing details the police did not know at the time-including the killer's first name. Next, there was a murder of a mom nearby. I described the area where her body was found almost exactly. I even drew a picture for my husband. The shape was identical to the ones they put in the paper the next day.

Last fall my children got flu shots and I felt pain in the exact location of their injections within 5 minutes. I have also felt sensations of water in my ear at work and immediately called home on a hunch to discover that my husband has just placed ear drops in my daughter's ear. I also know when my children are about to be sick just based on how lethargic I start to feel. I can even predict the severity of their sickness based on the severity of my symptoms. I feel like I am trying to validate these things to myself every time they happen.

My husband tells me that he knows I am psychic, but until now I have been afraid to label myself. I had read somewhere that everyone wants to be psychic. I am really afraid people will think that I am making these things up. On the other hand, I really need help. I am not functioning normally and my children need a mother who is there for them in all ways possible.

Am I running away? How do I know where to place this ability? Now my oldest child is already being labeled "too sensitive" by family and teachers and I feel like she has inherited this too. She even has become vegetarian at the age of five because she can tell animals are sad that we eat their bodies. If I can learn for myself what to do with this I am hoping that she can benefit and not have such a hard road.

Does anyone have any legitimate resources/free resources or friends they can refer me to? I need to protect myself and most importantly I need to help my daughter. Thanks

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Empathsam (3 stories) (109 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-08-26)
Umm To the previous poster: Does anything Wierd (like this webiste wierd) happen to you? I think you might have a little bit in mind that we are more special than people that arent psychic. Nobody here asks for premonition, to see the dead or demons, And especcially not empathy. You know what its like to feel nuatious and overwhelmed in big crowds? Its bad. I don't like the whole spirital stuff here.
ostara8 (124 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-06-07)
your daughter is an empath... And at 5 became vegetarian? That just made me burst into tears. Oh... My... God.
You guys are INCREDIBLY special. Know that many of us at this time are... And there is a reason for it... Please please please buy any books you are drawn to by DOREEN VIRTUE. I think she is the best for you by far. I like others too, but for you, just her will do. She is also on youtube, I reccommend you look into that also (www.youtube.com). Yes, you are in denial. But you cannot deny. You chose this life, you just forgot. It is how it is meant to be. All of it. But, heaven etc wants you to remember. The universe needs you. What gifts you have. Even among us all here... I believe you have incredible power.
revsilverson (guest)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-26)
no that isn't normal unless you are involved in a haunting which is very rare. See most of us are taught that if we do bad things we will go to hell ergo there is the concept of evil in our minds. Free yourself from this. There is no hell except what negativity we create on this physical plane and it is negativity that "calls" other negativity (to form pockets of energy) and it can attach itself to you or friends or family. Usually this won't turn into anything more than depression or accidents etc. You haven't written here that anyone has experienced any manifestation of negative spirit energy. Use your protective device on anyone you please and know that by creating more positive energy (in thoughts, words and deeds) you will repel negative energy. Keep your fear at a minimum as it might be fuel for a negative energy entity. A book I would like you to check out is Grave's End by elaine mercado RN. If anything like what is in this book is happening, you need to get some psychic help now to cleanse yourself or space. As I said before this happens rarely but it can happen.

Love and Light
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-24)
Revsilverson,
Very interesting that you mentioned evil investigating my family. I feel this is happening now. I will try and work on the wall of light I have read about. Do I also imagine it surrounding my daughters? I think they are being affected right now. Such a long and drawn out ordeal that it would be hard to explain this scenario here. It seems like when I start to investigate this gift that evil really starts to mess with me. Is this normal?

Thanks-tracytri ❤
revsilverson (guest)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-24)
my dear tracytri- it is possible your gifts are less than others on this site but I don't believe so. The randomness is caused by your energy being focused on other aspects of your life. Raising children doesn't allow you the time to focus on developing your gift, and perhaps that is right for now.
I have many spirit guides one who helps me take spirits into the light, another who helps me with my medical intuitions and another who guides ME. My spirit guides are with me always and come forward when needed for their expertise. You don't need to contact them. They are there always.
What I believe you need to do is to open your mind to the energies of the universe and thereby meet your spirit guide or guides. You are already having psychic experiences now you need to align yourself to a higher power and thereby remove the fear of evil from your being. Also create a protective shield against any negativity that might come to investigate you or, by association your family. But there is so much more to learn about your gift like when you should tell about your gift and when you shouldn't. Relax. Let your gift form and use your mind to let you know when to share it and when not to.

Love and Light
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-24)
Albator,
Thanks-I am really motivated because of my daughter. I feel like she has been chosen for something amazing in this world. Everyone calls her an "old soul." Her eyes are huge and blue and she asks questions on such a philosophical/analytical level that it is so penetrating and induces such an essence of wisdom and knowing. I just want to figure this out for me first so that my guidance is educated.
I am getting so much more clarity about the fibromyalgia. That is because of all of the wonderful people I have met on this site. I will point out that my empathic abilites are a slim to none when it comes to myself. With my family and children I am usually right on, but not with myself or my health. Does this happen to anyone else?
Thanks again,
Tracytri ❤
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-24)
Revsilverson,
Thank you for your feedback. I appreciate all of your insight. I feel compelled now more than ever to learn about this gift. I really would like to know how to contact my guides? I know I sound very newbie, but even though my gift has been here all along, I have been mostly shutting it out. Can you please tell me specificly how I communicate with my guide/s? I really don't hear anyone talking with me in a conversational manner. I have heard a chorus of voices repeating a seemingly unfamiliar name, but never anything controlled. All of my visions/empathic events have been mental visualization or pure physical and emotional. Is it possible my abilities are limited and I cannot communicate with my guide like others on this site? My gift feels so random. I would like to know why. I feel like I may be helpful in locating missing people based on my most recent episodes. I am really trying to trust myself. Also, how do guides and God relate?
Thanks,
Tracytri ❤
Teleman (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-24)
lately I have been able to tell what emotions my friends are thinking, and its kind of cool. I always know what to say if their angry or sad.
revsilverson (guest)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-23)
I don't believe fibromyalgia and psychic abilities are linked. My info says the brain changes in the way it experiences the pain of fibromyalgia. Being empathic myself, when I have hurt my back and I encounter someone who has also hurt their back or has pain in their back the pain in MY back increases. The body emanates energy like all things do and when there is an injury this energy changes from healthy to afflicted. There can be a physical exchange of energies with an empath as well as an emotional exchange. Much like how crystals work to influence the body. They emanate their stored energy and the body absorbs it making changes in the electromagnetic and biochemical fields of the body.
you are a gifted psychic and this gift can be hereditary. But you are not at peace with this gift. It has been my experience that this gift is for healing: people, the planet and the spirits. We can choose to develop this gift or let it lie dormant. Whichever you choose, know that this gift comes with love from the Divine Spirit. It is to allow us to be selfless in healing things. Humankind generally gravitates toward the negative but here is an opportunity to counteract the negative in the world by using your gift for positive works.

Love and Light
Albator (2 stories) (46 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-23)
Hi Tracytri - I have read your story, but not all the responses of the other posters, so I apologize if what I have to say is redundant. To answer your question in a clair and straightforward manner, yes, I think you have been running away for a long time. But time has come to accept the abilities you were given and to realize they are not there to harm you. Your empathy indeed seems extremely strong and so you need to start learning how to control it, for your own good and for your family too. Do not be ashamed of what people may think, your own well-being and that of your loved ones has to come first.
I also think you are in a better position than anyone here to wonder if your abilities can or cannot have something to do with fibromyralgia, but I fail to see how most of the things you described above ('seeing' your father's suicide attempt, the two murders, etc.), can have a connection with fibromyralgia or chem trails. If your daughter has abilities too then, again, you are in the perfect position to discuss these with her, guide her and reassure her.
All the best to you both and have faith in yourself.
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-22)
Tracytri, chemtrail information winging its way to you hunny, let me know if it's interesting! I think she found you a lot!

Linx 😊
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-22)
Academylin,
I have sent you an email. Let me know if you don't get it, ok?

Thanks! ❤
Tracytri
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-22)
Emilie-Thank you. I think joining this group is my first step in actually embracing this.

Tracytri
Hope_is_never_lost (1 stories) (10 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-22)
i find this story very interesting. Just because you may have known about your powers before. Just relize you are special. Everyone here is. We all posses a gift others don't have.
~Emilie ❤
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Tracytri,

I might need your e mail addy... My friend has sent me heaps of info for you, I can't post it all on here, I'll just forward you the e mail!
Linx
(my e mail is on my profile!) 😊
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Academylin,
I am interested, thank you for your efforts and contacts.

Tracytri 😁
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Tracytri

I have a friend who is big on the chem trail thing actually, I'll see if she has any fibro/trail linkks for you if you are interested?

Linx
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Tracytri

No I meant the increase in the number of the chem trails whch are littering our skies... Daily detox?

Google chem trails and you will see what I mean, chem busters, otherwise known as orgone or organite, Anne V sells em on here also, these are supposed to dispel the negativity which is created by the chem trails...
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Academylin,
Thank you for your guidance. Very interesting theory. I will try and explore the process of daily detox. 😊
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Hi Tracytri,

I don't know if you are aware but some people have related fibromyralgia to "chem trails"? If you know nothing about this field it is simple enough to google the information you might need to investigate?
Linx
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Hi Academylin,
No offense taken:) I appreciate all advice and accept that some things really are medical rather than spiritual. I am educated in many areas of health and medicine and unfortunately all of the traditional/logical approaches have not worked. I have even received the vitamin B injections as well as undergone all the bloodwork possible. I take a multivitamin and have increased my D vitamin intake. I have read in random places on the internet that empaths can be falsely diagnosed with fibromyalgia-please understand, I know it is real and how no 2 patients with it present with the same symptoms. I just want to explore all possibilities and thought that though it may be a far reach that someone on this site may have experienced this themselves. When I read the multiple experiences about empathic abilities on this sight, the descriptions actually contain some of the same symptoms of fibromyalgia that made my doctors diagnose me with it. For examples, pain that comes and goes when around others, emotional and unexplained depression that comes and goes in an instant. I am not saying that fibromyalgia is not real or trying to be in denial, I just want to try and control my empathic abilities and see if this decreases my symptoms because traditional medicine has not caught up with this disease yet. Thanks for tolerating my loooong response!

Tracytri
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Tracy Tri,
The question you posed re; the link between fibro myralgia and empath abilities, has had me thinking for a couple of days now, I have been and done no extra research regarding this, but for some reason am compelled to inform you of two avenues to research further yourself.

You need to look up ascension symptoms and also kundalini awakening symptoms... Also I am inclined to inform you about the importance of vitamin B12 in your diet. Maybe have some blood tests to see if you are suffering from anemia!

Eeeeek,hope you haven't taken offence, hopefully some of this info will be relevant?!

Linx

😊
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Thank you for your advice. I will be sure to read that book. It is fairly difficult for me to talk openly about these things with my co-workers. It is almost like "outing" myself. I have found a lot of the doctors that I work with lean towards atheism and stick to science for explanations of all things. The doctors who have learned of my "intuition" call me a shaman, because I do ultrasound and can predict when a resident is pregnant and what sex they are having from as early as conception sometimes. As much as I think they are in awe of this ability, they are still skeptical (I am sensing this anyway.) Well, this turned into a longwinded response-sorry!
RozellaCheri (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-21)
Tracytri- Sorry it took me so long to write back. No I haven't heard of the two being linked together. But if I remember correctly... You are a nurse? Maybe asking doctors around your work that you trust would be a good first step. Maybe they kind find some reports of people reasearching the same concept. Best of luck to you- and again if you have the chance... Go grab that book I told you about- it's a real easy read. Take Care!

RozellaCheri ❤
Domo (17 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-20)
Dear Tracy

I am also a mother and it is not easy to raise kids wanting to do more then better.
The only thing you can do is to support your kids in every decission they make. You know the feeling of being psychic so you can help your kid. But what I would also recommend that you talk to your family and ask them not to label your kid or do anything you remember to dislike as a kid.
Also, the only thing you can do know is to accept your talents and use them to do good things, ask god or you're guides for streangth and currege to be a better person and be all you can be.

Sorry my spelling.

Good luck, I know you will do god things and be a great mom:)
Tracytri (1 stories) (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-20)
Have you heard of a possible link between fibro and empathic abilities?
RozellaCheri (13 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-02-19)
Sometimes people need to just listen to themselves, and they have an answer. I think this is true for you. You know what you are, and you know what you are capable of... So why won't you just believe in what you feel? My mom has also suffered from fibromyalgia- so I understand the urgent feeling to fix what is wrong so that you can go back to being the best mom you can be. For help with you daughter I HIGHLY suggest reading, Psychic Children by Sylvia Browne- I am actually still finishing this book and it has SO MANY answers! It will probably help you in more ways than you think. I hope this helps you. Also (not to sound hippy-ish or anything) but when my mom had her fibromyalgia she did all natural detox a couple of times, over the course of 6 months or so. And to this day she has no pain. I hope this helps you as well. Take Care

RozellaCheri ❤

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