I've been noticing strange stuff around me. If you want to read about it check my other stories. Anyway, I try to tell my mom about everything that has been happening to me and that I might be some what different than my brothers and her. That I might have some special abilities and about psychics and mediums.
In my house there's been like a shadow that has been bothering my family. I'm the only one that it hasn't tried to grab. When my mom started to talk about this, I slowly tried to tell her some stories I have read on this website. She said that I might be he one who brought that shadow thing on us. She said that I might be playing games with the devil! Then before I told her anything that I wanted to tell her, I only got to the part of strange things happening. She told me to be careful that I might think what I'm doing is right, but maybe I'm not. After that my dad and one of my brothers started to tell me the same. What worried me the most is that I might think I'm doing something right and that I might be playing games with the Devil.
I'm so confused! I don't know what to think my family made me feel like being a psychic or mediums is wrong. I might be a psychic or medium and I'm worried that, this is something that belongs to "bad stuff" not to god.
I need help. Is this really a blessing that God gave us or what my mom said?
I feel really lonely. Please help me.