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What Am I Hearing And Feeling?

 

My issue seems to occur randomly and there seems to be no trigger to cause it to happen that I am aware of. I could be at work, or at home or reading or meditating - it doesn't seem to matter. The only constant thing is that I am awoken every time it happens.

What happens to me is that I hear in my head unspoken yelling and screaming and shouting and talking (not in my mind's voice) - I can only describe it as harsh voices, furious voices, almost anguished.

There are so many of them that I cannot hear what they are saying and they are very insistent - talking all at once and without pause. With these voices that are spoken is an intense anger, like a rage. I feel this emotion wash over me gathering into intensity until the voices start to recede into silence. The feelings of rage don't compel me to do anything, I always ensure I am calm but it's hard not to get swept up in the feeling. I know somehow that this building rage, this anger isn't my own - it feels foreign to me.

If I speak to this cacophony of voices it only seems to enrage them further - I have never been able to make sense of them. It is the most peculiar feeling though, if I try to listen to them more intently the voices continue, but they always recede into silence (kind of like passing out of a room full of noise). This only occurs for a few minutes at most.

A few times I have tried to embrace the emotions of rage, its like feeling something alien - something that doesn't belong to you - I'm not sure how to describe it. When I have done this I have felt angry about things that normally I wouldn't even think about - like the time I was reading a book, I was suddenly angry at the book, angry at the color of the bed sheets, angry at the house for being a house - just angry at everything. Resentful even, but more like a rage or fury at these things. The oddest thing about it is that I don't why Id be angry at these things all of a sudden if not for trying to feel the emotions of these voices. When the voices fade into silence so does the feelings of rage and animosity - it leaves me at a loss to explain any of it.

I have been experiencing this since I was a small child to present day, it confused me at first but I have grown used to the sudden infrequent occurrence over the years of this weird phenomenon. I can't see the benefit in it, i.e. The bright side - it doesn't harm me or anyone else in anyway I know of either.

Hearing voices I don't think is ever a good sign especially if they aren't particularly happy... Does any one know what it is I am experiencing?

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Galmordagan (8 stories) (51 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-13)
Oh I have, my initial exploration of my own weird skills and experiences have all been discussed with a counsellor to whom I posed the question: "Am I crazy?". I may have an open mind but I am extremely skeptical of anything not based in fact, i.e. All the information has been assessed properly and the theory is seperated from the facts.

We've deduced (one psychologist, one counsellor, friends and trusted psychics) that I am not crazy, and in this instance we've only theorised, in general, that because I am so detached from the experience unless I try to sync in with it its of no harm to others or myself - I am not compelled to do anything, nothing spoken by the multitude of voices is coherent or understandable other than the emotion. Its like if anger and outrage had a sound, its the sound that I hear during these events.

I beginning to think there is some credibility to tuning into an underworld, or vibrational plane. I have heard of the concept of something like the seven planes of existance each a different vibration and the last plane being seventh heaven or godhood. Perhaps I am tuning into the emotional plane but only anger - oddly I am always detached and baffled when this happens, in a state of deep calm. Even when feeling the emotion of rage wash over me and allowing myself to in a sense experience the rush of fury it still feels alien to me because its no my fury.

I do get angry from time to time, and I have the tendency to shout rather loudly with coarse language... So I can honestly say there is no bottled up anger in me. I'm someone who will never leave the house on a bad note with anyone. Same goes for the office.

My reason for posting this story as with the others is to find individuals who understand what I am experiencing or can share my experience (s) and shed light on the matter. If this is you then please share with me your story. At the end of the day I think what I am after is answers not conjecture because despite my love of learning sources of reputable information are not readily available to me.
revsilverson (guest)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
since you have experienced this since you were young I feel this is an alternate you and it might manifest itself in a negative way later in your life. People who have anger management issues often claim "it just came over me" after they have been in rage. This is something you are manifesting.

Negative energy entity possession would have eaten you up by now. You are not possessed nor are you experiencing the brink of hell. I wish you all the best.

Always the best thing to do is to talk with a health care professional first before claiming something is happening to you from the non-physical world.

Love and Light
Ursala (48 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
The underworld is more of a shamantic term, whether Celtic, Andean, Siberian, etc. I guess what resonates within myself clouds my answers. In my experience, it is another vibrational plane.
Perhaps I am not shedding any light on your situation. It is late & I am tired. My young dog was either stung by a bee or bitten by a spider earlier (past the time the Vet was open) & I have been sitting by his side all night. After some benedryl, & a few hrs, he appears to be better. I will think on your dilema as I drift off to sleep.
Something about those sparkles you see have me churning my brain. Perhaps I have been wrong in my thinking?
Anyways, I'm tired. Best of luck to you.
Galmordagan (8 stories) (51 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
I am unfamiliar with these concepts of travelling through the underworld.

Quite commonly this event happens when I am reading or at work honestly working, sometimes while painting and a few times on the train, and once on a bus. I'm not a very angry person, I can get mad at people who frustrate me so much so I just want to scream but its different to this sensation of rage that washes over me in such a confusing way with the accompaniment of voices - odd hey?

If you are referring to astral projection I can assure you that sensation is not being experienced when this event occurrs because in all of my few astral experiences there is no audio.

This event is like suddenly tuning in an otherwise silent radio that voices my own thoughts in to another channel with incoherent angry voices that speak gibberish for all I know. Its hard to think, hard to listen to people talking to you when it happens because is so very distracting and sudden. There are no mental images or physical sensations.

On reflection today I realised that if I try to listen to the voices I can vaguely feel the sensation as if its just out of reach but at the same time so very far away. It feels like a vibration.

Id appreciate any thoughts that you might like to share.
Ursala (48 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
Galmordagan, Perhaps since the rage is just being expressed & not directed, you are simply floating through the layers of the underworld. You are cognizant & coherent enough to take a "pause" & tune in on your way to whatever destination you're traveling towards at the time. Most people have this happen as they are drifting off to sleep, but you said it happens when you are reading, meditating, etc., when you are (I'm assuming) in a calm, relaxed state. Had you said that this occurred while scrambling down the freeway, I would be concerned. Since you believe you pick up these rage feelings & they do not belong to you, then discard them & move on, however it could be your "shadow-self" forcing you (the ego) to come to terms with some of your innermost feelings. Possibly a purging of sorts. I think you are quite knowlegible & open in respect to the "paranormal". Remember that many of the answers we seek come from within. Happy voyages.
Galmordagan (8 stories) (51 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
I don't think the rage is directed at me, its like somebody has turned on a radio and its a bunch of countless angry voices all talking at once and neither one voice discernable from the others.

When I allow myself to feel the rage that is washing over me it doesn't feel like its directed at anything or anyone, but it makes me feel hostile towards everything I pay attention to. No matter what I focus on I feel hostile towards it for no reason, but its not my rage, it feels like someone elses - its strange and bewildering.

When I try to address the voices or tell them to go away or that they won't get anything out of me they sound more aggravated. The sensation of rage and the sound of the many voices fades after a few moments unless I try to hold onto it, to listen intently then it can go on for a couple of minutes. Its the same everytime without changing, there are no apparent differences to each repeated occurence.
Ursala (48 posts)
 
10 years ago (2009-07-10)
Galmordagan, Let me ask you this first, " Are the raging voices directed solely at you, or is it rage directed externally towards anything/anybody?"

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