I remember when I was little I would fly, as I got older and started reading I knew that I had experienced astral projection. I would visit places for the first time and know that there was something missing that used to be there, I'd ask someone and they'd tell me I was right, they'd ask how I knew. I couldn't tell them as I just knew. As a small child I was very wary of men. I would only trust my dad or granddad. I wouldn't go near anyone else. I think this was a premonition as I was hurt at 5 years old by a man.
I was always 'somewhere else' as a child. I don't know where I went, but it was safe there and no-one could hurt me. I had numerous psychic experiences as a child. I knew I was never alone. My Grandad died when I was 3 years old and I knew he sat at the foot of my bed watching over me as I slept.
I am artistic. I have always loved painting and drawing but in my teens I stopped my art and these psychic feelings lessened. They still happened, just not as often. I think creativity enhances them. I was 15 when my gran died. She visited me in my dream the same night. I wasn't aware that she'd gone until I woke, and two years later to the day my beautiful son was born, her parting gift to me. Nothing strange happened until my son was around 3 years old, He said one day 'mummy, when I grow up I'm going to be a beautiful lady like you' to which I replied 'but darling you're a little boy and little boys grow up to be handsome men' to which he said 'no mum because before I died I was a lady' my re-incarnated gran maybe? Who knows, he has no memory of this but he is very like me. What am I? Psychic, clairsentient, clairaudient? I don't know I'm hoping someone here can tell me?
I know this. I can feel other people's pain intensely. If I help a friend with a problem I give them almost all of my energy and end up emotionally drained for a week. I see shadows in my peripheral vision, see sparkles most days and whilst on holiday I saw a large red orb next to my bed with no physical explanation for it. I hear whispering at night, and sometimes I experience a great fear like there is an ominous presence in the room with me I feel like I am never alone but sometimes I feel a presence and such a strong feeling of love comes to me. Your thoughts will be appreciated.
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I think the bad presence was linked to the last house I lived in, in that house bad things happened, like plaster fell from the ceiling in my bedroom right onto where my head would have been on the pillow if I'd been in bed, the bathroom had a very old ceiling above a false ceiling in a metal frame, this fell down while I was in the bathroom, I heard a creak and a voice in my head said move to the side of the room, I did and the entire ceiling collapsed around me, I didn't have a scratch but I was very shaken up, the workman who came to see the damage told me I was very lucky, I could have been killed as it was very very heavy plaster. Another night in the same house I was sitting up in bed reading and something physically was pushing me out of the bed, I was totally paralysed, couldn't breath or make a sound, that was scary! But hopefully it's gone now, if not I will definately take your advice, thank you so much for your reply x