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I Am Getting My Life Back

 

Wow! This site is truing amazing, thank you all for all your stories and advice. Writing this is really out of the box for me, and I'll tell you why. Since a very very young age, I would hear voices and people calling my name. Mostly whispers, and sometimes I wouldn't be able to tell what they were saying it was just all meshed together. My dreams were/are always very vivid. I fly above people, go to beautiful places that I have never seen before, dream in color, meet people that I have never met before, and have been communication with my wonderful and informative grandparents who have passed. The problem was every time I tried to tell my family about these experiences I was told my imagination was overactive, or it was just dismissed and it was never talked about any further, which made me second guess if I was crazy or making it up for attention. Wow were they wrong:).

I am 28 years old now and I am finally getting to understand my self better. Last year I had gotten suddenly ill out of the blue, pretty much over night. After numerous tests and a couple hospitalizations, I was told that I have fibromyalgia and lupus, but the tests are all normal. So this began my journey into investigating what was really happening to me. The illness started when I took a job in law enforcement (in a prison setting), and of course I am around very very negative people and evil all day long. I would become so mentally and physically drained that all I wanted to do was sleep. I would have horrible visions of the crimes some committed, but I was the victim in my mind's eye, and see spirits that were there one minute and gone the next. Then I started to have such pain that was so unbearable all over my body, so I medicated myself heavily, but it didn't work. I couldn't take it anymore and I couldn't understand why I had all the emotions of hatred, anger, frustration, fear, and so on. I couldn't control it, so I had to stop working. It was until three months ago, that I meet my natural healer. He is a holistic doctor and truly saved me from the pain I was having and continues to help me be a more positive thinker again. Prior to meeting him, I lost 40 pounds, sense of taste, smell, and couldn't even get out of bed some days.

Now, I am starting to get my life back, thanks to him. I am trying to get off all the medication that medical doctor's forced down my throat, so I can start functioning at my best health. I never had any illness before, so it is such a hard time for me. I was told that I was empathic, and would be a excellent life coach. He tells me every time I see him I can talk to him about anything and nothing is off limits, but I still hold it back, and he knows:)

I sense negative energies, people's feelings, cry at random things, and I can communicate with my dog on a strange level, he looks at me and I know what he wants right away. I never have to put him on a leash he is such a mommas boy always at my side. I see shadows and also bright lights in circle form, that seem to go away right away when I look. I started to learn how to meditate with my chakras and that has made a big difference in my energy level, and overall being. Things are making so much sense to me now. I can now explain all my experiences that has happened to me in the past, as they are flashing through my mind non stop. I am truly inspired and I am looking for ways to further these gifts. I want to learn how to not be afraid and stop dismissing them away.

My family continues to think that I'm crazy, but I just know I am not. I don't really know what gifts I have, and how can I talk more freely about it and finally be able to talk to someone who understands. My fiance says he believes me, but he said that he thinks it possible that it could be my medication.

I was raised to keep my feelings to myself and put other people first, I have a really really hard being open about my experiences and just saying them. Partly because I am afraid of being wrong, but I am eager to learn all that I can, and I how to how to protect myself so I can go back to work until I find the right job:)...any suggestions, thoughts, help me open up and stop being afraid. Thanks so much love ya.

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epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-11-21)
twilightexperience
I added you at facebook please accept it thanks. I do believe of your psychic experiences good day to you
helen123 (1 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-18)
okay I'm a medium and I have dreams like this too okay what had happen to you is that you are a medium to and you were able to see what happens at that place without going there and what actually happens 😲

So you are able to talk to the other side and what you did is you talked to your granmoters soul so your a powerful one. And the fact that she died with good health is that dream told you it was coming.

Here is some ways to be able to talk to your grandma ok

You have to call out her name a few times but listen closely, but rember focus and think about what you want, so if you here an anserw say I can here you I'm here, and ask for her name, just be careful and make sure its her voice and then keep focusing and ask her some questions and if you lose focus you could break up. Okay so do that ❤ good luck
Twilightexperince132 (24 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
i do I feel that the goverment is behind this to I have this weird sense alot.
kayrodz (3 stories) (16 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
good morning all, that's for your comments, iam feeling a little less anxious the more I talk about it. I too, give electric shocks to people, and when I see people suffer my heart goes out to them so deeply, now I just want to help as many people as I can, but I know I just need to relax and try to get myself under control first. Any good books out there anyone has read that can help? Ever Since I was young I have these reoccuring dreams about tsunamai engulfing me, and it is very scary, I love the water and ocean, but I keep thinking about my dream. I was told that our past incarnations are not real, and that you can't fear what happened in our past lives. I know that mother nature is not happy at humans right now, and I have this horrible sense the government is behind a lot of this, anyone feel that too? 😊
Rabbitinthemoon (3 stories) (47 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
Wow, very interesting. I hope you find a way to turn your ability off and on. I've been doing some reading of how the bariers of seperation are an illusion and that we are all one.
Keeping my mouth shut and not sharing paranormal experiences can be a lonely feeling but this website is a nice outlet to let it out, isn't it?
angela36 (1 stories) (15 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
I cannot believe how much your story is similar to mine. Reading it actually gave me chills. I never revealed in my story that I as well worked in a prison. There were times I felt extremely uncomfortable and there were places where I felt like I was in a sanctuary. In all, I always felt protected in the prison.

I sufffer from being able to block, shield or close off the feelings, voices or emotions that come over me. It is difficult for me to meditate. I have sought help from healers but they have only been able to offer temporary remedy.
What a wonderful place to be able to share a support eachother when it is so often these experiences are isolating.

I was told by a healer that people like us cross paths and when we do so, it's an internal knowing or connection that is not like normal human response.

Thank you for posting this. What a way to start my day.

Good luck and please keep in touch
Twilightexperince132 (24 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
that is exacly like me but I'm only 12 and my mom says stop lying I hate it when know one belives me and I'm a little bit empath I can pick really focoused emotions and I have had the worst night mares and dreams since I was 5
vanillabean (9 stories) (168 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-03-17)
Wow, you are definitely NOT crazy. I'm sure we all wonder that from time to time. It is so hard to talk about this type of stuff with people who can't understand. I have not had the same types of experiences as you have had, and I don't have a ton of advice. The only advice I can give you is to learn how to meditate if you don't already do that. It's a process you do each day to clear your mind and connect with yourself and the spiritual energy that unites everyone to each other and to the universe. Meditation can do so many things...heal...answer your questions... Keep you grounded and true to yourself and your purpose. I hope you figure out how to control the emotions you feel that belong to other people so that they don't affect you so badly. I know that a lot of psychics are so affected by other people's emotions that they have to be very mentally strong. I know an old lady who will not do readings anymore because she says it just takes too much energy out of her and that if she did one it might kill her. So good luck to you! ❤

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